NeverEnding *

so long din get to post ' was kinda lazy actually ' mmm . this fews daes was alright lahhs ' nth much also . budd i have sumthing to settle quickly . mye hp bills , if nort 5 more daes will cut off liao . wth ' mus faster go pay . heheee ' errr , ytdd mit bunny in th afternoon for lunch , dhen to work . after he go off ' dhen started to miss him liao :X . heee ' dhen after worked . walk to bunny hus ' find him dhen he sendd me home . :D homed around 1am' todae off off off ! going out wit bunny , darling & luqman :D hoho ' bud now still have to wait for bunny to finish work first ' guess he ish busy . summore his fone no money ' mus wait till he find me dhen cann ' hais ' &&& i truly miss him like one idiot liao ' heeee . errr , im so bored at home ' agrhhhhh ! boring boringgg*
kaes llahs . stop here ' dunno wad tu write '

//**
bunny, sorry bout ytd .
i read your blog already'
sorry oh' im really busy at
tat time .
& don worry. i dunnid anything
from youu ' jus you to love
me & tats all :D
okaey? && bout him*
i dunnid him in my life at all!
budd , w/out you , i really cant !
ILOVEYOU '
im foreverYOURS kkaes (:

loveeloveeloveee

im back . finefine now ; budd was super tiring tis luhs . sicksick . fluflu' cough & all all! LOL . weeweee . bunny got blog liao . HOHO ' so cute luhs . SKINNY ASS ! haaaa . im tired todae . went worked alone . late abit luhs . haaa . dhen home-ed wit bunny . hoooo . ate HONEY STARRR ! HAHAHAAA .. yums . i like lehhh ! okaey luhs . . 6 more daes '' hoooooooooo ' && hais . bunny got otherr job liao ; we will be spending lesseer timee :( buddddddd , i shld understandd luhs . && HOPEE HIS HEART WON CHANGE LOR . haaaa . so NOW , mus cherish eberi moment we have tugetherrr . weewee '
YESTERRDAE : went out in th morning . mit bunny ,went vivo ' waited forh luqman they all tu come . dhen walked walked . went=-ed pet shop . && th doggg SUPER CUTE . ahaaaaa . i wanna buyyyyy lehhhh ! &&&&& dhen went arcade , heee ' laughs . funnys luhs . dhen off tu sentosa . play-ed waterrrrrr ' eat , act like one fool . & bunny like monkey kip eating bananas . HAAAA . home-ed around 6+ dhen prepared went wedding dinner , drink winee . haaaa . & mye parents found out i put tattoo . budd they neber say anything . hoho . dhenn homed around 12+ ' rest at home arounddd 30 mins . 12++ want sneak out wit bunny , dhen he fell asleep . ahhhh ! i walked all th way from mye hus to his && dhen open his window . heee . he shocked. haaaa . dhen finally he woke up ' bud im nort angry luhs . jus a bit of disappointed lor . :D dhen went eat . find shasha toktok . dhen home-ed 4++ :D
tats all !

ILY .
BeautifulLove '

LOVEELOVEELOVEEEE .

love me & i'l lovee yoo back :D
hohos .

hurts hurts hurts !

todae went work as usual . don wish tu post much , nort in a mood . slack till 12++ bunny went tu carpark take his bike , waited at office outside . damn fcuking longgg luhhh ! dhen i went carpark find hhim , nearer & nearer to e carpark , i heard alort of noises . make me suspect sumthing is wrong. & guess wad i saw ? bunny & one girl . OMFG . at tat moment , mye heart feel so painful . & all i can do is jus run away from everything telling myself wad i saw is'nt th truth . den ' i cried like one idiot . cored shasha , & i think i shld jus walked dere ; should'nt run away . so , i walked towards ' pass him helmet & run away . & tat fcukinf bitch ish fucking madddd ! nb ' RAHHHHHH . so hurt . so painful ' & i realy dunno wad to do. im so scared bunny will leave me . so scarred wad i see is th truth . so scaredd of everythng at tat moment . awww ' i told myself i shld walk dere & slap bunny . bud my heart says i cant . && so messed up ' as im still crying now . i can still feel th pain . though , bunny asked me to trust him , he say he won leave me . ish tat madd bitch ! rahhh ! bud its fcuking hurt . i told mye parents everything already . cus im still crying in front of them , tis is th first time , & als shall bie th lastyme . cus enuff ish enuff . one more time of tis im nort gonna cry anymore . i willl jus walked awayy ! & neber come back again . budd can i ? bunny , i wish wish wish i could trust yoo , so make me trust yoo alright ? im quite touched when yoo chased after me . cus normally at tis situation yoo shld jus let me go . bunny , im sorry if i do sumthing tuupid later on . i apologies first . cus i dunno wad else can ease mye pain . x( ish loving yoo wrong ? ish mye exist extra ? hais ' shld i leave ? awwww ; making me more & more confused . tell me everything . tell me th truth bunny . make me trust yoo . promise yoo truly love me . so many things going on tis fews daes . im really tired yo noe ? im an really faint !!
hais . bunny , i really love you .
& hope yoor love for me won fade .

i don wanna lose th person i love most .
muwahs . :(

YAWNS

erms , jus finish watchin huanhuan ai :D LAUGHS . err , now wanna go sleep liao . super tired ' miting bunny 12pm tmr . off ! WEEE ; going out loooo :DD hahaaaa . & bunny ish sleepingg now (: hope i can wake up & won bie late tmr . hohos ' if im late dhen SORRYYY :D lols . cus i noe im always late ; aww , bunny neber reply mye comment . ahh , forhget it . ookae luhs . i watch th 4 espisode onlyye :d heee . going sleep now liao . haaa . dunno wanna watch till tmr 12 or sleep lehs . LOL . addicted liao . hooo ' goodMORNING . lols . byeeee .

ILOVEBUNNY ;
myelovelyboy (:

im badddd . & im sorry

erms . reached home 1.30am . after worked , drinked with sha ; dhen gonggong liao . us i dun really rmb wad i did , i jus noe im tired now . feel like sleeping . bud have to wait for bunny to core . after work brought vodka wit sha . but till 30$ lyke tat . so ex luhhhhh ! cus i tot bunny will come beri late cus i cant get through his fone , & i miss him lke hell . summore his fone cant core . neber reply mye msg'es also . & i really dunno wad to do siah ' i drink till blurblur liao dhen he cored me i think . dhen dunno go where . dhen i think bunny ish mad at mie cus i drunk or wad luhs . sorry bunny. i dun meant it luhs . SORRYY :D
erms . after tat wented bunny hus , :x shys* LOL ' err , home-ed 1++ liao . & mye father ask mie where i go . HAHA . im super tired now . shld i still wait forh his core ? he like neber think of me wan . if he really think of me , he will auto core me . & nort i msg'ed him so so much he still haven core . hais ' maybie i shld jus get used to it dhen . errrr , bieforh work todae went watch resident evil with bunny , i scareddddd ! LOL ' hahaaaaaaa . dhen we stucked in th rain . HAHAAAA . errrr , dhen went work late . lucky din kena scold . HAHA . todae nort bad lurhs '
nort erlort of customer :D
heeeee . okaey luhs . i shall stop here lerrr . :D wedddd & frii offf !
asked me out on fri peeps .
wed forh bunny :D heeeee ;

byebyeeeee (:
imissbunny :(
&i superduper love him

** && I FCUKING HATE THOSE GIRLS HU WANNA SNATCH BUNNY AWAY FROM ME !!!!

ourLITTLElove :D
heeeeee (:

Im Over it :D

erms , im back home :D finally i gort th chance tu play comp . haharh ! worked todae . so bored narhs . so fuck-ed up wibe her lurh . fuck lehs . wth she want siahs ? shes jus too much luhs . i also can say i here pain dere pain mahs . nbcb . actually jus now want go in scold liao . i can say so core buey tahan liao . fcuk luhs . ccb , so ---- forh wad ? attract others attention ? wad forh ? don yoo noe its fcuking disgusting ! i hate --------- with her lurhs . so many prob der . when when dhen can work wibe bbjie . dhen can gossip . LOL . hahaaaaaa . okaey luhs . tok bout her make mye blood boils lehs .OKAEY LUHHHH ! stop here lerrhh . chatting wibe bunny . haharr . ilovehimmmmmmmmmmm :D

I WANT OUT FUTURE .
buddd ,
shld i trust him ? :(

IMISSYOUUU :D

erms . im back home bout 12.45 ' its mye off dae todae . bud i've no place to go . i withdraw 100$ todae & now i left with 40$ onlye . where did i spend siah ? wtf ! hahas . ermmm , woke up 10+ mit boyfriend 12+ go compass dhen to our 2nd hus , erms ' slack all tis . hhohos . ermms , dhen went-ed to boyfriend hus dere . he changed work th clothes den he went off to work & i acompany . im so sitcky to him luhs . LOL . ermmmm , dhen i slack all th way from 6++ to 10++ till dhey finish work . so damn sianed mans . i ate TAT , & so time like goes kinda fast luhhhh ; idiot . erms . after work waited forh SOFAT so come . dhen ish his b'dae all of us sabo him . LAUGHS* cute lehhhhh . make till mye pants kena coffee luhhh . i drink alcochol todae ; with TAT . err , boyfriend is angry with me at first , budd fine liao . haha ' i feel al all th happiness around me when he says he love me . :x he's mine && noONE else okaeyyyyy ! im gonna highlight mye hair soon luhs . ermm , tmr off also dhen all th way work dao siao ler . tmr going boyfriend hus do cleaning dhen washed bike if gort time . haharrr . FUNFUN ' bud i neber do cleaning b4 der lehs . all ish maid do forh mie wan lurhhhh ! wash bike will bie super fun , cus i can play waterrr .LOL . listening to song now , waiting forh boyfriend to go home . bored luhs . i want sleepp liao . sleepy lehs . tmr miting sha& acompany , outingg ! HAHA ' errr , okaey lurhs . i stop here ler . tired liao . bbuhbye , ILOVEBUNNY . :D

&& i hate those fcukinggg bytches
who likes to snatch ppl boyfriend .
fcuk off luhs :x

ILOVEMYEBOY .
011007 ;
ourSTORY ,
ourLOVE :D

tiringgggggg :D

errr , i din blog last night cus i forgotten wad i do liao . erms . i din take todae cus i still feel siansian . tmr having mye N EOA . fucked mus change mye earingg to sticks & nose stud also . NABEI ! i hate her mans . went worked with bunny todae waited forh him more dhen 3o mins . damn angry , budd i jus kept quiet luhhs . mye ex cored mmie , FUCK HIM LAHS . say i like WAD ! nabei . i hate yooo luhs horh . dhen boyfriend cored & tok tu him . ermmm , im reached home bout 1+ waited forh bunny core till now . & i just core him , & noe wheres he ? OUTSIDE WITH HIS FRIEND ! yarh yarh , friends are alwaes more important ! FUCK . nvmnvm nvmnvm ! i msg'ed him . bud i don think he eben notice it . forhget it luhs . im really tired liao . everytime like tat . & summore im having mye N tmr & i hab to sleep early wad . aiyahs . don tok bout it . hope he will bie home safetly & nth will happen &&&& he won anyhowwwwwwww! hais . i think im nort gnna wait liao . its ENOUGH . i want to SLEEP luhhhhhhhhhhh ! im sure he is mad at me . & everytime tings when i said out he will give me unhappy faces , so i will jus remain silence lorh . blahblahblah . okaey luhs . mye parents is rushing mie to bedd . byebye . GOODNIGHT .

i don believe in foreverr ;
bud i want it FOREVERR

Bunny I Love You ;
At Times , You DOn Seems To Care Bout Me ! :(

im really tired . shld ie ?

errr , veri bored . super bored . i woke up 1.55 ; actually miting bunny at 12.oo & im superrr late . when i woke up i saw 40 miss core from bunny . & damns lots of msg . can see tat he's nort happy liao :x bud really sowie luhs . i don mean to der . its really too tired luhhs . tmr think i hab tu wake up 10 bahs . miting bunny 11 i think . dhen goin work at 5 ; bud scared i cant wake up siah . later cant wake up i jialat ler luhhhh :D haha . im still waiting forh him tu go home & givve mmie a core ' dhen i can go orhorh liao . erms , todae went mit bb jie & kim darling at night . slack , smk all tat ' sharing thoughts . so long neber slack or can say tok so much with dhem lerr cus of HER * aiyahs . they noe wad . she likes to scold me in front of ppeepo . makes mie paiseh or wadeber shit luhs . like she's beri power . well manner-ed . PLEASE LAH HOR . wahpiang eh , so CHEAP . FCUK LAHS . hu want also easy tu get ; ewws ! feel so SIA SUAY being with HER* errr , jus now after work went jalan kayu acompany shasha&boyfriend buy food dhen home-ed at 12.45 ' im hungry now liao . bud scared fat lehh , hahas . die luhhhh . shld i order mac delivery ? or i shld'nt ? awwwww ! nvm , i jus cook maggie mee luhhh. haha ' im tired . bud still have to wait forh bunny to ccore . hais . i scared cant wake up tmr . actuallly i have sumtingg in mye mindd . bud its really so painful see-ing it . whye deres alwaes bie sumone interupting us ? i saw his fone todae , saw sum msg'es from girls . wth . budd i can jus remain silence . i try tu trust him . bud ish isn'nt easy when i already saw those things . hais ; summore i dun eben dare to ask him . so jus take it as nth happen lorh . okaey luhs . stop here ler . going cook mye maggie .
ilovebunny . bud does he love me ? :D
011007<3

itsourFOREVER :D

YAWNNNS . GAAAAA !

IM REALLY SUPER TIRED TODAE , !!!! awwwww ! i went tu skool bout 1+ & i slept so late . wth ! summore its N level . & im like jus hack care ! LOL . err , i woke up 12++ mit shasha at plzza habe our breakfast dhen to skool . late-ed & fcuk tat cher'' everything also cannort , i neber eben dye mye hair , its th colouyr drop . nose stud cannoer ' ear stud cannort . make up cannort . wth luhs . i hate skool cus of tis . after 081007 im gonna say BYEBYE to tis fcuking skool ! jus fcuk-ed off ! so tiringg . & im th only one working todae . awww ! after skool tot of going home ALONE . budd was superr suprise that mye bunny is waiting outside mye skool . wth , so sweet of him luhs . dhen went slack till 5+ ' & im shock tat bunny bought roses forh mmie . its th first time i recieve roses . hope tis rose don diee . hahaha . i will really takecare of it luhhhhh ! LOL . errrr , 6.oo bunny bring mmie to work , late abit bud okay luhh . haharrr . super sian-ed todae ' after this blog im gonna orhorh liao . mye second maid is back from philipines , finally gort ppl hlp mie cleared upp th mess in mye room . its so dam messyyyyy ! LOL . YAWNS* quite erlort of customer todae , making me dam tireddd !okaey luh . i endd here dhen .
goodnight ;
& hope i won sleep forh tmr exams .
HAHA . & fcuked tat cherr'''
i dunch care , i wanna make uppp !
& im not gonna take out mye nose studd .
& hhoho , mye angkong is getting better lerrr .
weee weeeeee ! CURRENTLY IM SUPERR POOR .
no moneyyy no life .
&&& fcukfcuk . mye father saw those bites .
NB , KIP NAGGINGGGG . SIANEDDDDDDD !

byebyeee .
MYE LOVE FOR YOO WILL NEBER CHANGE .
ITS GOINGG DEEPER DAY BY DAY .
ILY !!

Don Ever Break ur Promise .
Kisses Don Lie :)

BUTTERFLYYYYY :d

ermm , todae was tiring . i ate tat ytd , bud todae still got the feel . err , i cant eben wake up . sleep till 5+ . dhen late forh work . haaa . bud used to it . err , i forhget tu bring mye cig g . left it at home . dhen take from others first . so bored lahhhhh ! todae ish a special dayyyyy ' 011007 (: HONEYBUNNY LOVEELOVEELOVEE ! i have gaven him mye ans liao . hope tis time will really last , bunny waited for me bout 2 mths ler . & i truly lovelove him . nth gonna affect us . nth gonna break us apart . fcuk off if yoo don like me . bunny , i will really try tu change mye attitude . i noe mye attitude sucks like hell . hahar . mmm . im trying tu change forh yoo . && iloveyooo boyyyy ! :D super happy lahhhhhhhhh . hahaas . its getting late , having N level tmr . WISH ME GOODLUCK . bud i neber go skool forh 2 weeks lerrrr . :D mye angkong der skin ish coming out soon liao . haha . november im putting summoreee . hohoss . i superr love it luhhhhh . && i wan pierce BELLY BUTTONNNNN ! HOHOS . im still waiting forh 7 oct , i no moree TAT one liaooooooo ! WTFFFF . okaeys luhs . i ogoing pack mye bag & sleeppp . GOODNIGHT/MORNING . hahahas .
bbuhbyeeee .


011007 ; Monday :D
I LOVE MYE BOYFRIENDDDDDDDD !!

Th Promise Between Us (:
I Love You Boy :D

im here again ! hoho

tis fews daes things gone messed up , budd at least now i feel much more better . erms . lets tok bout todae first , i woke up 1+ took gab-ed to far east dhen ate TAT ONE , mm , dhen after tat went put ang kong with biao jie . she put on her wrist dere , cus she already gort alort ler mahs . dhen i put on mye neck dere lohs . hope mye parents won find out . hohos . errr , dhen after tat rush to work . late bud nbm , used to it ler i have no money liao . put ang kong also so ex , wth ! dunno mye skool U can cover anort lehs . bud its qite small lahs . on nov i going put mye leg dere ler . errrrr , bud abit pain luhs . hahahs . & i also wanna pierce belly button . hoho . reach work place , took TAT ONE again . & i take customer super duper fast siahhhh ! hahaha . hyperrrr lerrr . mm . on 7 oct i takinggg stock liao . anyone want jus inform or tag me norh . mm . im quite sleepy liao . think due to tat one . hahar . ytd went town , took damn alot of things lehs , took 2 spegetti tops , one skinny jeans light blue der . & i bought one bag . hahahas . me & bunny back to normal liao . haven been spent much time with since since th day we quarel , now okay ler . jus now went punggol park , mmm . gort 20cent coin again on mye neck . ahhh , so unfair ! LOL . shys* errr , i made up mye mind . giving bunny mye ans soon soon soon ! veri soon . budd i mus really get rid of SUMONE first ! ahhhh ! summore want me to bie his sister ! WTH ; okayy . go sleep ler .
GOODMORNING , CUS NOW COUNTING AS MORNING . HAHA
byeeeeeee .

i miss mye girls .

i have no true friends around me !
NO MORE !
i obly loves ppl hu loves me :D

ahhhh ; imissyoubaby

ermms . finally get th chance to blog lahs . err , lazy tu blog tis few days , im so tired liao . bud i wanna blog firt . mm . i went home latelate tis fews daes , michelle stying at mye hus todae as well as ytd . ytd went bugis with her . bring her go watch movie . eat & all dhat . spent 200+ aww ! im damn poor tis month . i spend more dhen i earn lahhh . bought cardican , pants, tops & shoes . so tiring lahs . mye leg muscles pain lehhhhh . think old liao . cant walk too long. lols . i reached home bout 4 dhen going sleep bout 7 bahs . kinda tired ler . toking to bunny at msn now . (: kaes lahs . stop here ler .
nights .
loves /


BOYBOY & GIRLGIRL :D
&ILOVEYOOO .

imissyoubabe !

let bygones bie bygones

i haven sleep yet , bud im really tired . waiting forh him =x awwwww ! yawnsss . ermmm , im alright now . bud a little bit of hurts lahs . actually i really hope you can explain to me wad is really going on , cus i don eben noe a single thing how would you expect me to trust you ? & yet you don eben want to tell or explaint to me . hais . im sorry if i hurts youuu . i don mean it . buddd when i see those things in her profile i can really cry , buddd i have to act like i duno anythng . cu i noe you will react tis way . ahhh ! forget it . hope things goes fine . & i really dunno wad she wants . okaeyy lahs . i jus feel beri sorry if i make you sad or wad . cus i really dunno wad to do . im jus afraid tat you will leave me . i jus wish you will explain to me & tell me wad i saw is'nt the truth , & i will trust youu . kkaey ' im goingg chat online liao . goodnights .

ILOVEYOUUU

should i ? can ie ?

erms . im here again ' din work todae & tmr . cus off (: rotting th whole day , bud going out soon luhs . went skool forh EOA N level . almost late , bud took cab . erms . after skool went plaza eat . dhen hougang mall alone . saw layping dhey all so follwed dhem . pierced my nose . wahkau ! haha ' mye parents noe ler . dhey kept quiet . hohos . dhen off to rent vcd to xiaoqi hus watch . not beri nice lahs. bud abit scared . got scream ! hahah . errr , den went home bout 5++ tired siahhh . cant eben get th chance to sleep . LOL ' reach home play comp & thats wad im doing now . i saw someone profile , & i really get hurts by it . i dunno ish it real or wadsoever lahs . bud i jus saw things that i really cant explaint . he goes back with her ? i really dunno . dunno is he lying to me ? or im really his one & only ? ahhhhhh ! farked up . budd wad to do ? i will jus remain quiet . i dunno how tu ask him also . scared he will start quarrel with me . i don want to have any form of arguement dhen cut mye self or wad lahs . really tiringgg . actually tot of giving him one suprise der . budden let me consider first lahs . its really hard for me to trust youu since she already wrote till like dhat liao . wad you want me to do ? i want nth just to spend more time with youu . hais . you don seems to understand me . kip sayin that i dun trust you . now is not the pro of trusting or wad . bud her pofile already write till you 've gone back to her liao . wad more i can say ? jus remain quiet . i scareddd you will leave me . so i donwant to have any arguement with youu . yu jus don understand . hais ' meting him later on . going core him liao .
bbuhbbye . takecres
imissEVERYONE .
(: LOVES

hold me tight , look in to my eyes . & say you love me

im back (: here tu update again . sorry peeps , din update forh such a long tyme , kinda busy . im quite sleepy right now . erms , still waiting forh bunny to core me . he say he will core me , budd i think he's sleeping now already . cus i think i waited more dhen one hr liao . wth ! so tired liao . budd im still waiting like one idiot . nvm lah . forhget bout it . ytd went out th whole day . fun & tiredd haha . really enjoyed my day out at th beach with dhem :D ; ' bunny , i really treasure youu . sorry forh tolerating my fcuking attitude x( sorryyyyy ' promise you will neber leave me right ? =x haaa . erms . todae went watch movie & shopping with joanna baobeiii . took cab-ed to plaza sing . shopshop , buybuy ' waste money ! haa . ermmm . took mrt-ed back to compass bought cookies forh wifey . dhen cab-ed to plaza cus really tired liao . haa ' dhen slack dere , dhen gort sum prob with bunny x( so scared dhat he will leave me luhhh . i walked awae bcus i noe he will chase after me . if he din , means he really dun love me anymore . =x budd lucky he come after me . if not i really dunno wad to do liao . haha . i cried jus now ' cus i really feel so dam guilty . im so bad , kip showing my attitude & temper on yuu . when you tried giving in , im still continue beeing stubborn showing my temper . im sorryyyyyyyy ! i'll try tu change okayyyyy :DD im going sleep soon liao .
workingworking non stop till this thursdae , YAWNSSSSS . TIRED LAHHHHH .

goodnight peeps ;
i miss all my darling & GANS ..
especially MICHELLE LEEEE (:(:
HOHO . GOING OVERSEAS TIS DEC WITH HER .
IMUIMU .

ILOVEBUNNYYYYY X33
&& WHY YOU NEVER CALL ME ?
IM STIL WAITING LAHHHH .
IMISSYOUIMISSYOUUUUU .

The Promise We've Made .
The Times We've Been Together .
The Days We've Spent Together .
& I Really Want To Love You Forever .

Don Disappoint/Hurt Me Bunny .
I Really Treasure Youuuuuuu '

MyeOne&Onlyyyyyy (:

colours ; rainbows ; so beautiful

backbackback ; so long din get to blog liao. lazy tu blog actually . hahas ' tis fews days are still alright . din go skool forh bout 4-5 days liao . tmr not going also . till monday dhen go . im getting so sick & tired of going to school . awww ! budd nvm , my parents dun eeben scold me for not going to skool ! they says they dun even want tu noe im going or not . haha . N level is coming , & im not prepared yet . i haven even touched my books . all my books re in skool bud i cant find it , i think sumone thrown it away . agrhh ! forhget it . im not interested also . hmm , im not working tmr & friday . hohoo . going out ! budd i want save money liao . spending quite much tis two weeks . on cab fare & cig . idiot lehs. IM SUPERLY BORED LAHH. dere's a BIGBIG pimple at th MIDDLE of mye NOSE . farkfark ! so irritating . painful can ! rahhhh !waiting for my nxt pay , my make up is using up liao . quited stealing . haha ' budd onlye sumtyme lahs . good girl now *(: abit of sleepy already . bud im stiill waiting for sumone to core me . so boredddddddddddd ! i may not blog often tis fews days liao . tired + lazy . sorry forh not update . :x && i finally have a new link . HONEYBUNNY-LOVES.BLOGSPOT.COM ' haaas .
i've get ridd of tnecniv , get rid of nerrad ! is not easy forgetting dhem . budd i finally did it . 1 yr plus . wasted mine time on him . how stupid im ! now , jus friends will do .hope bunny will have more trust on me . don alwaes think i flirt around or wad okayy ! aww ! haha ' & don alwaes bully me . =x
okays . i'll stop here dhen . takecares peeps /

my RAINBOWS are back .
my colourful life is here again .
& its so beautiful .

love me & i'll love you back (:



FARK OFF IF YOU HATE ME .
YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME !

SUPERWOMEN

just came back from work not long . bberi tiringg . yawns ' sleepy liao . my eyes red red due to th contact lense . awwww ! tmr im working , bud bforh dhat im going bugis tu chage sumthing . wtf , todea over slept . so din get to go . =x going off line in awhile more , my bro going tu play . hais . nth to update lehh . if nort bunny seee my blog i shy . hehes . super tired liao . yeayeaaaaaa , sundae mummy going to make barley for me to drink . hohos ' th best mummy i ever have . LOVE YOU LAHHHHH . (: if i noe how tu cook i will make for mummy to drink also (: hahah . darlingg quarreled with her bf , bud now okay liao . hope nth goes wrong again . if not i hab no confident myself also liao . i scared to hurt him & i scared him to hurt me too . things re hard to say . guys re hard tu trust . hais ; listening to songs now . put all my past bhind , put him behind . not gonna think bout him anymore ' now onlye bunny with me & dhats enuff . hahas .kkz . im sleeping soon . byebye .

HONEYBUNNY . (:
IMISSYOU '

promise re not meant tu be broken right ?
kisses never lies (:
ILOVEYOU .

IM BACK (:

hey peeps ' im backbackback ! hohos . mye comp died liaos lahh . budd bought new one . hehes ' tis ish much more better nahs . tis fews weeks many things happen , ie neber eben think ob tis wouldd happen . long story , so ie won explain much . ie've let go ob eberithing , won think ob vincent nor him anymore ' just mye bunny will do . thanks forh eberithing kkaes (: jus now went watch movie wibe joanna . so dam fcuking sad th show . cries lahhh . errr , tmr off ' budd hab to go skool . SIANSIANSIAN . can ie just quit ? ie dunno wadd to update lahs . too many things liaos lehhh . i saw sumthing just now , saw his ex profile ' & those comments re so sweet eh ? budd dunno wwadd forh i cry . though , ie noe its all past ' budd i still feel heartpain at dhat moment . ahhh ! wad if he sees mye blog ? bloody helll ! errrrrrrrrr , tmr maybie going out ' im tired lahs . nort sleeping yet ' till he reach home . i brought alot of things todae , budd dun really like one. im hab tu go bugis tmr lahhh . ie bought th wrong things . FUCK LAH . okokaey ' i will update soon . takecares peeps .
LOVES MYE DARLINGGGGG & BUNNYYYYY (:(:

THEY CANT B TRUSTED !
FCUK OFF IF YOU HATE ME .

Not Anymore & yes ! Not Anymore !!

im back '
just came home . tired le luhh . hahas ' todae reach home , sleepppp ! OINKOINK !!

dhenndhenn , mited laogongs at plaza's wibe bb jie , & boyfriend . went dere eat ' hab mye dinner . & wad ever blahblah ' playy wibe those idiots . laugh till like hell ! after dhat went aunt hus at bout 9++ . play comp dere tilll 12+ mye fathe5r bring me back , cus ie lazy tu go back myeself . HOHOS .

okayyyyy . im super angry wibe sumthing . he says im noisy lehhh . iim really noisy meh ? he can tok i cant ahs ? in class also no ppl say i irritating ask me tu kip quiet al dhat der lor . dhen nxtyyme don sit dhat row luhs . tok must use such cruel words der meh ? at least idiot ask me tu kip quiet ie still will laugh lor . YOU LEH ? don eben noe how to communicate wibe ppl properly der lor. & its not th first tyme ler okayyyyy . maybie ie alwaes ask you , re you cmin ? or wadver shit ' bud ie don eben want to see you luh hor . ie hab enuff ler . wadd do ue treat me as ? har ? no friend dhen tok tu me . got friend tok tu ue jiu ask me shut up ' rahhhh ! can ie siimply jus screamm at youuuuu ! you think ie still love you meh ? you think i still nid you ah ? shit you luhs . ie don eben care at all ! don nid tu act as if got stead beri big okayy ! like shit . NOTHING LAST FOREVER LAH HOR . you will regret ONE DAY ! neber eben think ob how others feel . just think ob yoorself. so damn selfish & fcuking attitude prob . SIAM LUHHHHHHH ! say till tis jiu angry .

err , im getting bored ob skool lyfe . LASTYME , i alwaes wanted to go skool just tu see him or idiot . bud now ? dhey don eben stand a single place in my hart . idiot is just a bro to me & HIM ? A PIECE OF SHIT . friends re like so weird ';' & im starting u feel meaningless going tu skool .
mye darls . husband , jie's boyfriends re still th best .
IELOVE MYE GIRLS STILL (:

okaeyy , im going tu sleep soon also . ie've finished mye dramas lastnight .
& im crying like an idiot okayy ! supersadd luhs th endingg . im gonna watch again when im freeee .
&& ie miss shoppingg & entertainmen lotsa !
miss all mye gans .
thanks forh being wibe mme .
precious di bo xim ler . donwant mmie liaos ahhhhh ! QU SI BAHH ! =X
ie shall end here . tired ler ' YAWNS '

working tmr . WEEWEE ! TIREDNESS .

not anymore . YOU UNDERSTAND ?
NOT ANYMORE . NOT EVER .
I DON LOVE YOU ANYMORE

I HAVE ENUFF OF YOUR NONSENSE .
PLS STOP THINKING DHAT YOU RE MY EVERYTHING .

I WON WAIT FOR A BASTARD LIKE YOU .
CLEAN & NICE END . LIKE WAD DADDY SAYS .

SINGLESINGLE IS TH BEST .
ie'll see how long can ie be single .
so nice , can bio shuai ge . cAN hong darbor . LOL .
haas . nice right ?
no one care so much . hohos .

IE LOVE TH WAY IM NOW (:
LOVEESSSS

Back To Th Point .

woohoo . im back from all my tiredness , sadness , stressness & wadever ness luhs . LOL ' im th happy me aagain' although sumtymes ie may still think bout tnecniv ' bud i noe its already useless & ie should really go on with my life ' some kind of useless clinging on to him , clinging on to th past , hab been quite busy tis fews daes & watchin mye dramas eberi night till 4am . so no time to tok on fone & wadever ' 2 or three daes din get to tok to idiot ler . so busy yea. ermmmmmmmmm , ie have think through it ' mayb ie should learn tu cherish every one around me ' ie wanna make laughters to tis world . hees ' err , ie din went skool todae , bud its not ie donwant go ' is ie woke up already 3+ ; LOL so its not mye fault . is cant wake up & no one cored me =x HAHA . stupid idiot luhs ! =x tmr ie'm goingg , budd scared ie cant wake up ' im kinda tired nw . budd ie haben finish mye dramas . ie left wibe th last episode. err , went worked jus now also . =] tireddd luh . ie hab nth tu blog tis fews dae , its like ie hab given up everything =] so its like mye mind its all blank , not thinking bout him & wadso ever . just laugh & be retards ish wad im alwaes doing . =]
okaeyyy. think ie shall end here . takecare ' & goodnight ppl . =] bbyee .

everything came to an end .
everyone shall bie happy tis wayy .

HYPER & TALKATIVE MEEEEEEEEE :D
DON SAY YOU LOVE ME .
CUS YOU DON EBEN NOE ME (:

DON MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE AGAIN .
SINGLE IS JUST TH BEST (:(:

although sumtymes
ie still will think bout going back.
bud ie understand , how much
ie wish , how much ie wants,
its already impossible '
NOW ' im learning to be better .
&& undertand wadd it is called CHERISH*

LOVED

Its There Again

err , okayy ' im back from work ' & ie thinks its getting late now , haas ' todae was alright , fun bud tireddd (: ie woke up at 2.30 ' dhen take over joanna so bcome ie work at 4.00 after work ' went home , bout 2+ ler ' im so tired ' sicksick luhs . wad actually alright , nort in a bberi bad mood' dhen went fwenster , saw his profile ' WTFH ? TH DISPLAY PIC NID TU SHOW TILL SO NICE DER MEH ? so heartpain okayyyyyyy ! KISS BIG DEAL AH ! :x LOL ' shit , im damn ji dong now ! =x haaas ' okayy ! forget , its useless being so upset actually , he don eeben care & bother right ? hais ' mmm , heard dhem *** says dhat *** noes all tis ? wth , im scareddddddddd * ib anything happen . dhen how ? RAHHHHH ! SO MANY IRRITATING THINGS LAHHHHHH . so fannnn okayyyy ! tupiddd throat , tuupidd nose , tuupidd gastric & tuupidd heart . so IRRITATINGGG . RAHHHHHHHHHX !!!!!! no matter how unhappy im , ie will still act as ib nth happen . smilesmilesmile . I'M TH FOOLISH CLOWNCLOWN . enjoys makinggg ppl LAUGHS* heeees . okaey lush . im super tiredd' gonna sleep now . th weaTHER ish fcuking hot . goodnight eberione . WORKING TMR ' HOHOS . LOVEDDD .

Wait OR Give Up ?
&IMISSYOUUUUU

IE WANT YOU TO RMB ,
YOU ONCE KNOW ME !

Baby , This's What You've Promised (:

&IMissYouBabe (:

i din went skool todae , was fcuking sick ' cant eben wake uup ' voice was like all gone . while toking is like cant really breath , use mye whole energy tu talk . LOL . super tiredd also . went see doctor in th afternoon , went take mc ' dhen sleep at home till 4+ went work , im so hardworking hor ? sick still go work ' ie got two main reason not going t0 skool , FIRST : im SUPER sick ; SECONG : no FRIENDS in class . RAHHHHH ! so fcuking fan ! hais ' after all , mye girls re still th best , darling's , jie , boyfriend & laogongg is still th bestbest one =] hooos . won hab any attitude towards mmie . hahars . ie've lost mye voice ' & hab one kind ob super MAN sound . hohos ' shys* heee ' tmr dunno shld go anort' ib ie go dhen alone how ? =x so sadd lurh. sum kindd ob miss HIM* cus ib he's dere wibe mmie , things won goes like dhat ' after work , deres stil sumone tu pei wo ' disturb me ; argueing wibe me . so fun yea ' budddddddd , dunnno when will he bie back . hais' miss mye babe ' mye girls . bud nort those HATERS ' pls kindly stop all yoor farking attitude okay . ie dun owe ue anything lush hor . ue not happy com in front ob me dhen tell luhs . don for nth show yoor att can ! enough ish enough ' its been years okayy ! hais . don care luhs . tmr go alone jiu alone luh . wad forh cry ? right ? so cry baby ! IM NORT GONNA CRY OKAYYY ! calling idiiot . wonder he sleep already ? ie tua him , ssay after work immediately core him , till now still bloggin . hahas . sleeping soon also . cus dhat medicine make me so tired . yawns , its tyme for me to study , to buck up ' & earn lots money , for mye 200$ FINE & SHOPIINNNNNNN . LALALAS '

LOVE THOSE HU LOVE ME .
HATE THOSE HU HATE ME .

DON'T YOU KNOW ?
YOU'RE SO DAMN CHILDISH ?
ASSS !

I Miss You Baby .
& I Think I Love You '
Just Between me & you . (:

Its Enough !

err , im back . kinda lazy tu blog tis fews daes luhs . errr , todae was superr lousy ' wad a idiot im ! cry bcos ob tis . so stupid luhs . went skoo at 1.30 like dhat , im late ! hahar . budd dhey din wrote mye name down cus ie kneak in when no body see. hehes . went klass , find things weird already ; when no one eben tok tu mmie . dhen jiu suan ' ie thought onlye for awhie ' & so recess ie followed dhem to th canteen as ie tot dhey will tok tu me . bud dhey din . so ie sat alone dere ' & dey gone no where . wthh ! ie ren , nbm ' was kinda tu lan ler . so ie jus walk off like dhat . cb lorhs ' like wadd shit . ie din do anything dhen suddenly don tok tu me . nid me dhen come find me . was shit ish dhis . so went sit down at other places , saw some others klassmates . dhen dunno whye im crying cus ob this matter ' foolishh enuff luhs . hahars ' cry till bberi ugly lorh . whole eyes redred , rahhh ! dhen some ob th girls come console me . thanks ahs (: err , summtymes ie dunno whye dhey will like dhat . how long will tis last ? ie may burst anytime , should ie go in front ob her & tell her ie hab enuff ? or just ren like dhat till end ob tis yer ? bberi fan luhs . so weird der lor . she's like used to being a LEADER in a group tu control peeps fwens lor . from pri skool till now . hais ' bberi fan lehs . ie dunno wad tu do luhs . tmr dunno shld ie go skool . hais , iib go der hua ie alone how ? ie hate it luhs . erms , && ie'm super sick now ' throat may break anytyme . hahars . maybie ie'm going see doctor & take mc tmr bahs . =x so sick okay . ie hab work tmr also . sianed . okaeyy luhs . toking on fone now wibe dhat super duper big idiot ! update soon ' takecares .

ie real real miss him .
hais ' budd ie noe ie cant love him .

he hab his , ie shld stop all tis .
(:(:

how many more days .
ie really hopee im th first ,
dhay he misses :x .

LOVED

sumthing wrongg wibe mye blog again . alwaes like dhat ! RAHH ! err , ie din went work todae , ud ie went skool ' super tiredd okaeyyyy ! ie slept for th whole dae , nort eben recess ie wake up , during recess was sleeping alone in klass ! HAHA . too tiredd , no choice ' think ie should buck up luhs. going exam lerr ' nort eben a single subject im interested in now . omggg , omfg ! must really study lor. die* after skool went smk wibe fwens dhen home , sleep ' 6+ wake up went RP ' go kfc eat ' & playplay , take cigg from rider all dhat =]] hooos . errr , wad kinda sianed luhs . tmr im working ' sianed lor . onlye mmie , tuupid joanna donwan pei wo . rahhh ; thursdae boyfriend gonna join us ler . hohos ' budd im nort working on thursdae & fridae , budd im still considering shld ie work on fridae , cus ie wan earn more =x HAHA . lame* so tired now . sleepingg soon . ie've gort tis feeling she's already knew eberithing bout' tis . ie've got this feeling she's hating me . SCARED* hais ' ie think ie shld stop thinking bout' him , reply'in his msg'es ' its like so bad okayyy ! budd at LEAST , he noes he hab a GIRLFRIEND . =] hao bahs .. nth more tu update ler . takecares mye girls .

LOVES .

happy one monthsary tu
YOU & YOOR GIRLFRIEND .

ie'm FOOLISH enuff YEA ?
bangWALL laaaa *

starting tu miss you '
9 more daes x'(

I Wish You Will Always Rmb , You Once Noe Me :)

im back from work , bout 12+ came back . was fun working , budd sumthing's not really right . nort so much laughster in mmie ler . maybie its not around anymore . ie cant say much either' ie'll just hope he'll neber forhget me . & just rmb , he once noe me , he once let me feel th warmth . saying dhat he love me & so on . hais ' quite lucky todae , nort so many customer . err , so hungry . ie din eat todae . after work , waited for joanna , dhen take motorbike home . firtyme ! LOLS . joanna go off wibe bike first , dhen me . hehes . funfun luhs . budd scared fall down . =x eerr , dhen after dhat reach home , pack things . im gonna sleep soon . hab skool tmr also . (: will shure bie tired . lucky ie neber work tmr . =]] heeeees . ie wonder wad tyme will he bie going off . hais ' nort dhat ie love him , ish just wibe him around , ie hab more laughters , more warmth ' more fun . can feel th safeness around . how can ie go on w/out him , imagine one dayy , ie got iin to trouble , hu wil bie der ttu gibe mie a hand . x'( hais . okaeyyy . tiredd ' yawns . free dhen update . bbye peeps .

Glad Dhat I Once Noe You
I'll Rmb How We USed TO be .

Givving ue Mye Blessing .
Goodbye Boy

Its Not MIne , So Incredible =x

o7o7o7 ' fcuking day ' will shure rmb . so sway luhs todae . morning was fcuking tu lan , night was really fun (: err , went mock exam todae ' dhen afer dht went eat kfc , err , went buy cig for bb jie & myeself at plaza dere . er , go void deck slack . was super sway ' custom police came , knn ! take one pack ob mye cig & destroyed ; kena fine 2oo$ ' cb sia , core mye parent & sae , dhen mye father was not in singapore ' so mye aunt came down & pay th fcuking 2oo$ ' knn . cb siahh . err , dhen so tu lan . cries ' almost cry lor . errr , dhen afetr dhat went to work . pass jie her cig dhen dhey go home ler . ie take cashier todae . fcuk , so many ppl luhs . so damn busy okay . we're like monkeys in th cashier . run here & dere . so mess . budd fun luhs . LOL . errr , dhen midnight so sway ' jerome & accompany came di siao siao . haha ' so paiseh okayyyy ! err , after 12.30 dhen finish work , count money , settle all mye things , went smk wibe fwens . den till 1.50 a.m den went back . so dark siah . lucky got PEOPLE send me home . haha ' err , stupid kfc rider kip di siao mmie . rahh ! so paiseh ' bud funny luhs . LAUGHS* hohos . every dae dere will bie fun & angry der . budd good luhs . dhats l;ife wdd . ue cant hab perfection . (: err , now chatting wieb fwen ler . so gtg ' (: bbuhbye . takecare speeps .

ie should'nt be thinking bout hiim luhs
he hab his lfe , & iie hab mine .
we're jus joking & playing around .
ity'll b boring w/out ue luh x'(
takecare

When Can I Stop ?

erms . I'am Back =] ' so tired yea . take cashier todae already , kinda scared + neervous luhs . budd no choice . ie hab tu take . erms . real busy todae . tireddd luhs . ermm . buddd kinda fun ' im scaredd sumtymes also . when dere's too many ppl make mmie bberi nervos . haha ' err , tis fews dae wad alruites . ie din went skool toddae due tu sum probs . mye parents don allow me tu go skool , don gibe me money ' & sae he wanted tu quit skool for me . is'nt he siao ? jus a fews more mths tu go lor . he says ie go tu skool just tu play , im not interested in mye studies , so rather don waste money . mad luhs him . already paidd for th N level fees all dhat ler . shen jing bing lor . summore say mye bill bberi ex want tu confiscate mye fone . wth luhs . damn tu lan tis morning ' budden after dhat he core & ask me tu take money from mye maid first . dhen went tu work also . actually ish 4 bud ie change tu 5pm =]] dhen work til 10.30 ' finish mye counting & went home , mye father brought me home todae , he went tu buy food as ie was stayng in th car , ie took one ob his cig. LOL . cus ie no more ' hahah . hopes he won finds out . or ie diedie .
LOLS . kkz uhs .ie'm going watch mye korean shows & orhxorhs later ler . hab mock exams tmrr . dhen work =] bud not so comfirm yet . im kinda lazy tu work luhs =]]
takecares peeps ; loved

Th Promised You've Made .
The Lies You've Said .
All gone Missing .

4 more daes =x
ie'll love you till e end =X

Finally im Back

erms . neber blog forh a fews daes ler . ie din really hab tyme tu play comp luhs . was th same , went out or working lorh ' so kind late reach home . (: going work later 5pm , going prepare liaos . hais . tired siah . budd lucky joanna todae working (: hohos . ermmm . miting her at 4.30 ' && rahhhh , ie no cig ler . no money buy idiot . err , wad alruites tis fews dae . budd tired luh ' toking wibe idiot tis fews daes also . in skool also . we like mute wan . use hand signaal . haha ' laughs * kip saying th fcuking spierman 3 . wadd carry him home or wad shit . make me fed up ' LOL . erms . he came todae . hais . one month going on w/out him ler . 050607-050707 ' w/out him ler . erms . 110607 jiu shi his gf & him der 1 mth liaos . err , sianed luhs . ie will wait forh him der . although is so obvious dhat ish impossible. budd dunno whye ie will still wait . haha =] err , ain'teasy loving him either luhs . sianed . going prepare ler ' free dhen update alruites . takecares peeps .loved .

dae by dae going on w/out ue '
& still ie dunn eben noe whye . x'(

100507-050607 ' nth last forever .

ielovesmyeGIRLS (:(:

Nothing Last Forever

LAUGHS*




erms . todae at first was a rotting dae , ie slept till 3+ dhen wake up michelle came mye hus . dhenn watch movie tugether ler jiu went plaza bout 6-7 plus . went mit jerome dhen smk + slack . dhen went kfc eat . haha . play inside . like idiot lorh . LOL . so funny . dhen after dhat went aunt hus print thing . dhen went mit mummy & her new boyfriend. sianed . its bout 10++ ler . dhen after dhat mit bb jie & kim dhey all . so mad . took some mad fotos . update when ie got it . (: LOL . err , so funny . laughs . tmr im working alone . RAHHH . & ie core HIM jus now . hahaha ; finally ie dare , LOLS . hohos . erms . he;s not coming tmr , budd oral he'
s cming . hais . LOOL ' hao luhs . lazy tu post . dunno whye tis fews dae already bberi busy ler . dhen so many ppl find mie . HAHA . kkz . sleepiong soon .
nights . loves

don treat me so gud .
don make me love you back again .
ieve neber forget how we used tu be .

bastard pls fcuk off !
hate hongster .
sucks .

ie love mye girls . (:
working tmr alone .
hais .

Madness Cleans Away Everything

helloooo ' -.-' din get to blog ytd , was tired , so slp early =] went work as usual ytd , soooo -.-' tired luhs . bud fun , yeppp =) ermms , todae din went work , cus hab CIP & oral , ie din attend oral cus late ! CIP also late , bud managed tu rush dere . LOLS ' ermm , was fun todae ' hab our cip collect newspaper at blk . HAH ' ie so " STRONG" cann ! take SOOOO manyyyy ! hahaha . budd hand pain ler . LOL ' budd all sho dirty . reeally enjoy luhs . & stupid , idiot , baichi , pigpig , nb cb der fcuking darren slap wo . RAHHHHHH . core others tu disturb me also . so guai lan ehh ! UE OWE ME ONE SLAP ! eheheheh . bcareful hor . LOOLS . dhen after dhat went slack till 2++, 3++ went home sleep . 6.30 wake up ' cus too tired , dhenw ent mit michelle at her hus dere. take bus tu hougang mall to hab our dinner wibe her family . budd sum idiot things happen at th bustop . gort want ah siao uncle at bustop ki siao . he drunk ler dhen anyhow chase ppl & beat . ie sho scared okayyyy . dhen gort one bangala go box th uncle face 2 tyme , the uncle lie on th floor , dhen th bangala walk awaeee , suddenly th uncle stand & chase th bangala ' LOL . dhen bangala chua tio faster run also . so many place tu run don run , run tu mmie & michelle dere . wth ! dhen th uncle coming ie so scared ie run more fast . ZOOOOOMMMMM ! hide inside th blk don dare come ! ie scared mahhs . LOL . dhen th tuupid uncle went off ler mye bus came . so went take bus tu hogang mall . slack eat smk till 9.30 mit up wibe sharon & joanna . means got : mie , michelle , joanna , sharon & murphy . at dere slack slack dhen went punggol park at 10++ was ki siao-ingg all th way luhs . LOL . at public kip di siao-ing ppl . dhen scarem & scream , till ie now no voice . LOL ' reached punggol park . play swingg , see-saw . LOL . like ride horse . hahaha ' laughs & scaremm like one maddddd women ! LOL . dhen saw michelle running -.-' HAHA . all sotsot . esppecialyy michelle . hohos . erms . dhen went slack . play play bout 11++ went home . awww ! hab work tmr . 5-9 budd ie alone lehhhhhhh . darling & bb jie not working . eeben joanna also . wth ! not gudd luhs . habbin stomaxche pain ! RAHHH . sleepy ler . play too much . gtg ' tireddd . yawns . haaas . really beri fun todae . ie wanna repair mye fone luhhhh . LOL .
lovesyooGIRL (:
takecares peeps

Madness Cleans Sadness Awayy .
TNECNIV Ie Love You !

its not dhat ie donwana let go .
its , IE CANT !

Memories Re so Beautiful !

Fun Bud Tired

erms . ie was late forh skool todae , so went out at 8.00 budd forget tu bring mye wallet & went home & take so reached skool at 8.35 like dhat . ie skip 2 English periods . GUD GUD ! hhaha . cus english ish super bored . budd less 2 period ob seeing him . LOLSLOLS . gort CDP todae , ie'll neber forget wadd cher'' teach . hais . hai wo think bout so many things . 1-3 steps ? a positive reason ob breaking up ? he dosen hab one okay . secondd , whye he wants th break up ? ie dunno either . 3rd , parties wishes , ie dunno wad he want . & lastly , how to recover , ie dunno . he neber eben tell me wad to do luhs . x'( dunno wad he wan also . eberithing just too sudden . hais . okayyy forget it , CONTINUE ! dhen after skool went mit joanna at plaza , waited forh kim darling & bb jie , dhen too long ler so we go off (: went blk 205 dere der clinic injection & check up ' OUCHHIES . haha , don go see th needle not dhat pain . bud now pain . went work at 6.00 beofhr dhat mit joanna out tu smk dhen work . din much erlort todae . was busy all dae long . work was quite slacking & fun todae . & hohos . ie off tis sundae . going out . LALALAS . ermmm , pack th chicken till mye injecion deere pain siah . LOLS . err , laughs ' enjoyed working wibe dhem . laughs , all so funny wans . budd stupid idiot , baichi , pigpig darren appear again . WTFWTF ,rahhhhh ! yijie came tis tyme too . wth dhey wan luhs . sae ie diao dhem . ccb ! RAHH ' nxtyme ie shure come di siao ue back . lols ' idiot pigg . DA BAI CHI !!!! so fun . ytd more tired den todae . todae hai hao . quite fun (: going bathe dhen sew pants aagain . cus got take new pants . so must sew . haha ' sleep early , n0rt gonna bie late tmr . & ie hab no tyme for homework . omgomg . loves & takecares . byes . working tmr 6-10 p.m.

Is It True That We Ain't Meant To Be ?
DO You Think I Should Let go ?

& Wheres Yoor Reason ?

WORK , MAD , PLAY X)

super tiring dae . ie forgot tu blog lastnight , cus ie reach hom already bberi late ler . went plaza ytd ' michelle ask mmie tu work & gibmmie th form . so inerview . worked at kfc plaza ' LOLS . paiseh luhs . haha ' erms . todae mye first dae ob work ' superr tirred . stand th whole dae ' haha . tot ob pon skool todae also ' budd due tu some reason ie drop th idea . ie confirm will go tmr , cus HE's going . can see him jiu enuff ler . =] er , todae after skool rush home . smk bathe dhen 5+ go buy cig downstairs wibe joanna . dhen 6.00 went work at plaza . tiredddd mans . so paiseh also ' haahh . ie was like so blur . now ' ie want concentrate on mye work at night , study in mornign & afternoon . no tyme forh me tu think bout him , find boyfriend -.-' bio shuai ge ' LOL . jkjk . ermms . makingg myeself tireddd & sick ' so dhat ie can use mye BUSYNESS to forhget all th unhappii things dhat happen around me . ie want take salary , reborn hair , contact lense . bag , shoes & manymany more ' cigg also . HAHA . ermmmm . work was fun bud tired too ' tmr working at 6.00 , darling & bb jie 5.00 ' going for injection tmr . aww ' painpain ' rahhh . nervous . scaredd luhs horr . so long din injection ler . can cry okayyyyyy !! cry bberi paiseh der nehs . todae work till half wae , idiot , stupid , zhutou , baichi der darren come wibe his father & mother . wtf ' so damn gu yi okayyyy . want di siao siao . RAHHHH ' make me shyshy . ie first dae shure blur blur der mah . after tis blog going bathe . cus jus reach home . dhen sew mye pants cus too long . dhen sleep ' tmr 6.00 wake up , skool day . guai guai in skool . OMFG ' forget dye black hair ' RAHHRAHHRAHH . don care luhs . dhen after skool quite early ' mit up wibe michelle , darling , boyfriend , laogong all pei wo & laogong go injection . hahah ; dhen to work . nowadaes in klass SUMONE weird weird . so nbm , hanging out wibe pri skool sisters . haha ' more fun , more mad ' kkz luhs . going tio bathe . & idiot ish calling later on . takecares gudbye eberione .

BUSY BUSY ME
MAKES ME FORGET HIM .
Can I ?

Ain't Easy Loving HIm x'(
Jealousy , Hurt , Tears Filled wibe me .

GIDDYGIDDY .

erms . giddygiddy ' din get to blog lastnight , havingg a super duper headache . dhen mye world like kip spinining around . think due to th not enuff sleep . haha ' ie slept total ob 3 hrs only ytd . erms . ytd night 7++ still mit sharon'boyfriend & joanna'laogong . dhen ammar appear . so core pri skool gathering ler. hahah . all insane wan . play till like mad . haa . till 10+ dhen went home . so tired. sleep at 2++ dhen ie din went skool todae due to th headache & fcuking flu ! so cold lastngith . so healthy also sick . LOL ' jus wake up nort long . im going RP soon ' go doll-up ler . buying cig dhen going eat . tuupid michelle . want meet me till now neber core. wth ' going off . blog tonight . byes . takecares . loves

Do You Think Im Really Happy ?
Wth They Do ?
Haish .

BACK TO SKOOL

mye fcuking nose ish super itchy , rahhhh ' ie'm going tu sleep soon . back tu skool tmr . hahah ' fun fun . so excited . LOL ' hope hair won get caught . nails also . hahah ' jus now went plaza wibe both michelle . dhen slack , smk all that bout 5++ jiu went compass wibe michelle . && ie must bie home by 6.30 cus im going out . erms . reached compass ' michelle bought a bag , that ie also wan . bud no money ' hahah .dhen till 6+ went home . dhen play comp awhile go out hab mye dinner wibe mye family ' ate erlort jus now . so full luhs . mye jian fei plan wibe boyfriend ish coming soon . LOL ' must really slim down ler . ate too much during th holidaes . lols . erms , going pack mye bag later on & sleep ' dunno wad tu bring luh . SAW HIM ONLINE , budd bcome OFFLINE . think ish guyi der . hais ' dunno luhs . his fcukiing nick kip writing : im totally confused . RAHH ' lols . ermmm , dunno wadd he's thinking . hais . erms . im going sleep soon . hope ie can wake up tmr haha . queeny saes she's calling me . budd till now also haben core . lols . kkz luhs . nth much tu write . update soon . takecares . going gym tmr (: miss eberione . love those u love me . (:

Is This Real ?
Sing A Song For Me
& Make My Heart Melts .

IWannaBieYoorONLY x'(

Too late forh regrets :(

err , after tis post im going tu find food ' ie din eat mye dinner . hungry ' LOLS . erms , went mit BOTH michelle todae ' went hougang mall eat . dhen smk , jiu went tu findd boyfriend at winter time . hahah ' so many ppl dere luhs . LOLS . dhen after dht went plaza , buy cig ' dhen slack . lols ' after bb jie went tu work we went tu kfc tu eat . LOL ' dhen smk & slack again ' till sianed ler went tu punggol park ' swingg swingg . headache + giddy luhs . hahah ' den walked tu plaza ' walked DHAT way again ' cus ie wish ie wish can see him . -.-' OPPS . budd alwaes din get to ' ermms . went plaza ' pei michelle eat kfc aagain . cus bb jie work dere . haha ' dhen mit queeny ' slack , pei her eat kfc AGAIN . LOLS ' hahah ' so many tyme nahs . after eatingg pei wo go smk . dhen take bus home ' dhats all lor ' thinking ob cutting .LOL ' buddd ,tmr im going forh dinner ' so better not . later ppl seee' haha . erms , wth . wtf ' mye nokia charger spoil ' nbcb . ie cant charge fone . dhen tmr mitting bb jie borrow th wire dhen can charge ' JI DAN . lousy charger . th charger wire coil come out . haha ' maybie ie too rough ' LOLS . haaa . okayes luhs ' im hungry ler . byebye eberione .
missedd & lovedd '
yeaaaa yeaa . mondae skool reopen . madddddddnesssss ! ahaha '
buddd scareddd ' tu see HIM . cries*

ie'll love you in a beri special way x33
ie dun believe in foreverr anymore '

LOST TRUST IN YOU
LOST TRUST IN EBERITHING .

Its Too Late FOr Regrets .
I Understand .

IeWantToBieYoorForeverBaobei x'(

a special way (:

IM BACK ! hahah . finally after one week , can use comp ' budd a pity , dun get tu mmit jiajun daddy while at jurong . erms . ie went town last sun . haha ' alort ob free things . took heels , clothes , accesories . & manymany ; haha . ie smk quite less tis week . gudddd ! erms . mondae went novena . took quite erlort ob things also . dhen tuesdae staying at home . watching korean dramas . dhen wed went mit baichi at his workplace . lols ' laughs* thursdae stayed at home rott . fridae too . dhen mye father bring me back . cus was like so far from jurong tu hougang . lazy tu go back by myself . haha ' erms . hab lots ob fun dere . drink , smk , play . eat ; nice luhs . ie forget all th unhappiness . ie din think ob him . sleep at 7.00 & wakr up at 4.00pm eberidae . hohos ' erms . im going watch mye korean drama later . & im super bored now . th idiotic minyee is back . th baichi , funny ' maddy her ! a new me . a new way of livingg . new way of going on w.out him ' although ie still love him as much as b4 budd ie'll love him in another special way . seeing him happy will do . just wait forh him silently . =] if he's happy im ! & now he's so happy . so ie'm . hahah . i want nth . nth more . nth else . budd to bie fwens wibe him once again . ie should'nt bie " hais-ing " aroundd . ie must kick tis habit awae . eberidae also " hais " LOL ' now ish " hahah" lols . th pain is still dere . th scar / wound won go awaee . buddd ie' promise eberione . im cheeringg up . lalas . kkz . skool ish reopennin real real soon . tis monday . haha ' ie wan new bags luhs . erms . & der will bie lots ob fun in skool . ie miss mye madness . & all mye besties . hahah . bud im afraid tu face him in skool . ie must be real real happy when ie see him . hohos ' & baichi forh me tu joke wibe . hope mie & him will still bie klassmates like beforh . (: things won goes wrong again . & woohoos . mye fone took back . ghahaha . budd ib tis month bill burst , dhen gudbye tu me fone forh 2 months . OMG . god bless , hope won burst ' =] erms . think gtg ler . i wanna go out tmr . so longg din mit michelle , bb jie , boyfriend & friends ler . hahah ; im back , th mad minyee is back . goingg tu bite . haha . takecares eberione . stop here ler .
misses & loves

th promised you once made .
you love her till th end ?


deres no FOREVER (:

GUDBYE . LET GO

err , jus wake up . so early luhs . ie sleep at 6++ last night . & ie wake up at 11+ haha . sleepyy ' maybie im going sleep awhile ? budd im going town at 2 ' so must faster prepared . RAHHH ! mms . so tired ! mye ah ma bberi kp ' feel like scolding her . rahhhh . noisy ! errmm . ie din smk ytd . todae ie must ' lols . erms . going town later. & ie won come back liaos . till one week later . hooos . im going prepared . & ie kip thinking ob wei xiao pasta . ie so envious dhem ' how ie wish he's dere . rahhh ' wadeverr . gtg ler luhs . bbuhbye . takecares eberione .

you've made me love you
& now , You've hurt me .

I cant go one like tis anymore .
ie nid you with me .

do you think im really happy ?
do you think ie truely forhget ue ?
think twice . x'(

Smile Yoor Troubles Away (:(:

err , quite a bored dae , budd lucky ie hab mye comp acompany me , ie din went out todae , nort eeben out of th gate . woke up at 6.00 & play comp aroundd 7++ watch wei xiao pasta all th wae till now . im super tired ' & ie hab nth wake up tmr morning tu mit mye biao jie tu town . dhen to her hus . so think im nort gonna bie home forh one week ler . haha . will be habbing lots ob fun dere ie think =] er , din smk todae ; hahah . ren ren ren ! erms , after finish tis blog im going sleep liaos . finaly ie finished wei xiao pasta . so xian mu luhs . think ob th memories between mmie & him again . so nice , so wonderful ' how ie wish tis would repeat & ie'll truely cherish it ! budd ie don think ish sumthing possible ler . er , th show so romantic . so excited . rahhh ' sum parts eben can cry . hhoos . hmms . ib he's th one jiu hao' hahh . ie think too much ' impossible der luhs ' ie don think ie will bie th most happy & xin fu der girl in th world . & ie doubt ie won eben get mye happiness till he's back . rahhhh ! stop thinking . impossible okayy ! && stupid luhs . its already tyme forh me tu get back my fone from mye father ' budd wth ! still cant ? & he neber gibe me moneyy all dhat ; how tu survive ? staying at home eberidae ? wtf ! cant buy cigg all tis ' baichi luhs . aiyohs ' don think ler . im going tu bed . buhbye . nights . so tirred.

loves ; misses .
ie miss those tymes .
ie miss those memories
we once habb .
those promised ue've made .
& those words ue've said .

IELOVEYOU :(

No One Knows How It Feels

ermm , din get tu post last night cus im was lazy :xactually posting der , then wan watch wei xiao pasta jiu forhget post :x hahah . er , ytd was a lazy + tired dae ' ie woke up at 5++ dhen went tu punggol park gibe esther cigg . err , was slackingg wibe michelle & dhem . den later on di came also ' hahah . ie kip asking him tu make michelle . LOL ' michelle stayed at mye hus lastnight & im at aunt hus . wonder how's mye room . shure messy wan . she anyhow throw things :x HAHAH . err ytdd do send mmie & michelle home , dhen he went off himself . so sianed . todae went ps . buy one top & nails der deco all dhat . & took erlort ob things . hooos . err , den went plaza tu buy thing , saw esther & co. dere (:(: err , after dhat ie went take bus tu aunt hus . todae was outside , till now haben eveb smk a single one . ie goingg smk soon . hohos . dunno later gort mit SUMONE nort . maybie meeting HIM , cus wants tu see th video , & im so tired . ytd ie slept at 6.00 ? wahliews ? tok on fone till forhget th tyme , he also nort tiredd .& im tired so ie asked him tu sleep . =X ' err , dhen ie think sum prob going on . nbm ' im his listener & his mine . LALALAS . budd only listener . & nth else . we both hab erlort same situation . & now both re single . he've no tyme tu look for one . & ie'm nort interested tu find onne . cus ie onlye wan him . (:(:rahhh , buddd SUMONE told me his pattern think ish impossible ler . cus SUMONE sae he won turn back one ! hais ' ie dunno luhs . he makes mye world overturn lor .wth ! hab been smking erlort tis fews dae ! & ie' hab no money liaos . wth ! mye parents quarreled wibe mmie lastnight ; rahh ie dunno wad dhey wan luhs . confiscate mye fone dhen now wan confiscate mye sim card , okay ' nbm . sat night meeting biao jie . im going her hus . wibe no fone , nth ! bud nbm ' ie can do wadever ie wan dere . ie don care luhs . err , okayes ' i busy now ' going back home soon (:(: takecares & buhbyes .
misses eeberione .

Just Smile To Me
& I'll Be Happy .

If You're Happy Choosing Her
I Wish You Gudluck .

Don Put Too Much Trust In Everyone
The More Trust You Put .
You'll Ended Up More Disappointed .

Do You Believe Im Happy ?

erms , went out jus now ' bout 4++ went meet di , go plaza buy cigg ' dhen go slack , chit chat & tok tok ' erms , both ob us re same same der . he's th girl donwant him , ie ish th guy don want mmie , hais . so sway luhs . finally now , ie understand , ie cant trust guys so much ' no matter how much ie love him ie also cant trust him much , th more ie trust in e end th more disappoint ie'll get ! th more disappoint ie get th hurter it'll bie . ie guess tis ish th first tyme & also shall bie th lastyme . ie won trust anyone anymore . budd forh him ish s special case :x hahah . err , lets continue , after dhat michelle came to look forh me & di ; dhen slack awhile more when di going find his fwen at compass ' dhen mmie & michelle took bus tu punggol park , actually ie'm getting down at th bustop dhats punggol park dere . instead ob getting down deree , ie get down outside his hus dere der bustop & walk tu punggol park , jus wanted tu try luck can ie see him . so longg din see him ler . miss till like madd , budd shhh ! ie cant let him noe dhat ie still love him . he's avoiding me now , & so ie dunno when will he stop all tis . so cruel he can bbie . can he put himself in mye shoes ? & think how will ie feel ? can he jus think ob mmie a little ? & nort so selfish ?hais , went punggol park slack , so qiao saw esther & her fwens (:(: so qiao lorh ! hahah . dhen went chatchat till 8++ dhen go home . reach home 9++ liaos . wibe her aroundd won bie so sianed , budd sumtyme she's quite irritating luhs . dunno whye . ie smk erlort ytd . && so todae to :x ie must cut down .! RAHH ! && SAT NICENICE. goingg cousin hus , im still thinkinh wadd kind ob SWEETS she'll gibe mmie play (:(: & lets drink till drunk:DD get tu th highest & forheget all th unhappy things . haha . goingg hab mye super , cus ie din eat anything since morning . ie'm super huungry . byeebye . update soon . (: takecares eberione .

ie' can let him noe ie still love him .
ie must act like im so so happy .

nothing im asking forh ,
budd jus remain fwens & him
to bie happy alwaes .

hope th girl will treat him well
& nort wadd ie used to bie x))

You've foundd yoors '
& im foundd mine , & its still YOU X'(

Act Like Im Nort Hurt AT ALL X(

ytd din get to post , cus was onlye playing outside . went bukit panjang , mye cousin work place to find her , dhen went jurong wibe her tu change , & to town . ate sum SWEETS on e cabb & we kept toking non stopp , tell myeself nort tu sleep , fight wibe th SWEETS & sae im nort sleepy . so it went out better dhen lastyme ,like ie can fly . LOLS ' budd tis tyme , th kit only last 1hr+ wth ! so fast finish ? RAHHH ! dhen went buy cigg , kkip smkingg , so much ' can sae ie finish 20 ytd :x dhen went heeren , cant BUY anything , so we went taka , bought make up ' & th person ask us tu pay at th counter . & we jus walk awae like dhis . LOL . mye cousin sot . budd so fun beingg wibe her . bout 8+ took cab back to her hus at jurong . dhen midnight went tu buy alcohol & beer . hahah . drink till like madd . ate tibits , smk smk in her room . when nobody will cares . b4 sleep ate th SWEETS again , & ie slept peacefully ! hohos . so nice . woke up todae , hab no where tu go ' so went home while mye cousin ish going tu work , now at aunt hus already . going out later on tu play . cus ie cant stand th pain im havingg now , he's so damn fcukingg cruel to mmie , & ie cant stand it anymore . tis sat will bie goingg biao jie hus again , tink tis tyme ie'll ask her forh more hiongg der SWEETS or other kindddd to play , to release , to hab fun . & ie wont think ob him , so gudd . err, jus open mye fwenster & ie saw his profile ? WOW so NICE ! so FAST ! SO GUDD ? rahhh , nbm ' ie've think through it , althought ie'll feel hurt . budd as long as he's going on happy & ie'll bie alryte wibe it . hope th girl wioll treat him well & NORT HOW IE DID ? haish , useless getting regret . ue won bie back anymore , ie understandd . hope they'll last , they will bie happy . ie hab nth ie can sae now bud jus GOODBYE , he've said ? nort anymore ! so wad else ie can do ? jus seeing him happy will do . being hurt myeself , getiing so upset myeself , doingg foolish & idiot things . & laughingg tu myself , thinking dhat im reall foolish . tis ish wad ie can do now . hais . those memories ie'll alwaes kept in mye mind . ie won forhget how we used to bie , ie won forhget how ue used tu promise me , ie won forhget th promised you've made . ie'll rmb ue in eberiwae . ue' said ue'll love me foreverr , budd tis ish wad ue mean ? so ie get it . useless regrettiing . useless saying much . nth much ie can do . jus wan him tu bie happy , & dhats enuff . gtg eberione . goingg out soon . bringging mye penknife out too (:(: !takecares .
missed eberione .
loves .

Saying GoodBye Is Wad I Can Only Do .
Seeing You Happy Is Wad I Want .

Loving You Is Forever x(

so HURT , so PAINZ

went tu see his fwenster profile ? hais , nort anymore ? her ? dhat girl ? yoor featured fwen ? tell me wad you want me tu do , ue're th one that makes me love you , & now you did so many cruel things tu me , wad else you wan ? can you pls tell me something ? can you pls tok tu me ? is she yoor gf ? haish . th pain ish gettiin hurter & hurter . ie cant go on anymore . izit waiting forh ue habs tu suffer so much ? tell me wadd ue want still ? ie've neber been hurt so much b4 , ie'll rmb , th fcuking scar dere . th broken heart cant fix back anymore . things won changed back anymore . ue don love me anymore ' shld ie still wait ? bud dae by dae , mye love forh ue goes deeper & deeper ? tell me wad you wan me tu do ? ue;ve hurt me so much , & ie hab enuff . pls stop tis will you ? can you pls tell me wadd you wann ? ie cant go on anymore . those pain & hurt can kill mme . x(( going out soon . takecares . take a deep deep breathe . nort coming back tonight . bbyes . x'( th pain , th hurt . ie'll rmb . gudbye .

Everything Changing Moment By Moment ?

err , im back (:(: so bored . din went out jus now , ie hab nom place tu go luhs . so bored . & oh yarh , ie rmb , ie core him jus now ; he's outside & so obvious dhat he don wanna tok tu mmie x( so forhget it , ie jus wants to findd sumone tu chat , & nth else . whye did ue do tis ? ue said it , we're fwens wad ? budd ue don seems tu bie treating me as yoor fwen x'( dhen wad else you wan ? ie ask forh yoor reason , ue ignore all mye mails . ie msg'es you tu chat , ue ignore all mye msg'es . ue're makingg mmie more & more hurt , can you pls tell mie th reason ? so dhat ie can move on . can you ? pls ? haish . ie dunno wad you wan . ie donno wad re you thinking . wads makes you changes go much ? hu's th one ? izit th girl ue likes ? tell me !! Every work you said , stab in to mye heart . everything things ie see , hurt mie most . & wad else more ie can do ? huh ? =( hais . ie miss you , & ie really do , how ie wish ie can see you when eber ie wan . wil you bie dere forh mmie once again ? can you ? hais , pls . go see wad ue promise mie , go see yoor comment . go see mye comment . you've wrote all tis yoorself ? ue promised me . & now ? all yoor empty promises ? haish . wonderingg did you read mye blog ? re you interested to noe bout mye daily life w/out ue ? ie guess ue don eben noe mye new link . hais . ue've made mmie mad, made mie die over you . made me cry over you . i think ob those wonderfull memories we once hab , ie really hope we can go back , do you still love me boy ? can you pls tell me something ? sayingg dhat im irritating ie don mind dhat too . at least ie noe ue're hating me . hais . ie cant move on . i cant when ie dunno th reason , ie cant when ie love you so much . ie cant when ie think ob you . can you pls tell me ? can you pls tok tu me , look at me ? hais . ieloveyou no matter wad . err , im so bored at home . goingg smk (:(:
tatas . :DD . ieLOVEhim '
im silly*s

have you ever lost sumbody
& love sumbody ? have you ?

Can Ie Stay With You
As Long As I Need You ?

Everything Changingg Moment By Moment << ?
wadd ddo you mean bby tis ?
yoor feelings forh mie fade ?
You love th girl in yoor heart more & more ?
Ue;ve Hurt mie Deeper & deeper ?

HURTED ; CRIES

th boredness kills .x(

ie'm all alone at home now x'( can sumone pls acompany mme ? th boredness kills . rahhh ! ie hate staying at homee , facingg th comp waiiting forh his reply ? x'( wtf ! so damn boring luhs . core so many ppl up , & nort eben one ob them ish free ? sum rre eating , sum re working , sum pei-ing stead , sum wibe fwens ? & mme ? alone staying at home , thinkin where can ie go ? wad can ie do ? & wad tu hab forh diinner ? so damn sianed . fcukin sianed .can sumone pls tell me wad tu do ?x'(v hhow ie wish he ish wibe mie now , pei-ing mmie as long as ie nidd him . hais . can ie go out alone tu punggol end , screaming like an insane women dere ? can ie go shopping by myeself ? m ie mad ? or th best waee ? go chatch a movie alone ? haish . reached home , & eberione went tu watch movie . && left mme alone here ? haish . wth ish tis . im getiing so sick , so sick & tired ob mye life . rahh , eberi since hs left , nth has ebeer goes right x'( tell me wad tu do luhs . x'( haish . he dosen eben wanna reply mye msgg , rahhh ' && ie wann tu go out luhs . HAISH . bud ie hate tu bie alone . hais , update later on . findingg sum other tings tu do . boreddd to death . miss him like maddd x"( && can ie pls stop crying jus bcos ob small matters ? can ie pls stop crying jus bcos ob him ? enuff ish enuff alryte . byebye eberioone . takecares .

ue thrown mmie alone here x'(
ie'm waiting forh yoor reuturn .

let mie understand you more
will you ? let mie care forh you ?
let me love you . x'(

have you ever ? you understand ?
you've hurt mmie , & dhats it . x((

dae bby dae w/out ue .

erms . nort staying at home tonight . stayingg over at cousin hus . :D so bored tu stay at th same placa eberidae :X . haha . ytd sleep at 6+ & woke up at 4.30 lols. was really late ! =)) err , dhen went tu bathe , wash up & went tu Rplaza to hab mye dinner wibe michelle :DD reaches dere bout 7.00 already & after we've finish eating ish bout 7++ going 8 :DD so went tu slack && saw daddyy :x hab such a small eyes & kept looking . LOL . hohos , dhen went slack smk non stop till 8++ going 9 pei michelle go take bus & went cousin hus . :D ' err , stayed here todae (: playing comp while no one will bie snatching wibbe mmie =)) hahah . & was toking on fone jus now ! so funny , tuesdae going forh shoppingg (: so longg ie din went shopping ler ' && now , todae ish 100607 x( 10JUNE07 ? monthsary ? USELESS ALREADY . cus he's nort wibe mie anymore . & ie really really really miss him lyke maddd . wish he'll come back tu mie , bud its impossible already . x(( er , && skool gonna reopen in 2 weeks tyme ? FASTER PLS ? ie wanna go skool & plaee , like maddddd . budd im afraid tu face th truth , to face th fact dhat he's not wibe me , nort seendin me tu skool like wad he alwaes did . not acompany me during recess , nort acompany mie tok when ie nid him . cant mit him after skool or wadver ler x( hais , ie' want yoor reason boy! x(( day by day going on w/out ue & still ie dun eben noe whye ? x( jus tell me sumthng will you ? haish .
im gonna findd sumthing tu munch , hungry :X
hahah .
takecares eberione .

IE'LL WAIT FORH UE NO MATTER WAD .

Every Little Things I Do ,
I Think Of You .

You're The Reason
Forh Me Tu Live On :(

等你回来
爱到无药可救

bie mye baby once again ?

tored memories .

i'm nort asleep yet X( ' thinking of him again , & im gonna finish mye whole pack of cig ler . & jus ate sum pills . maybie ie'll bie slping soon , cus abit tired liaos . budd ie'll still waiting forh him tu reply mie , he said brb ' bud till now ? think ish gu yi don want tok tu mmie , ie think he get irritates by mie sending him all those things ? =( hais . budd th main thing ish ie jus wanna noe th reason . ue noe ? REASON ? please ? ib nort ie jus cant let go like dis . w.out any reason ? hais . dae by dae , going on w/out ue . so hard . th hurt , th pain ! haish . ue want mie tu trust ue in th past , & ie trusted ue so so much , & now ? wad did ie get in return . a broken heart ? can ie hab th last chance ? re we possible to start afresh ? can ue bring mie out ? can ue hold mye hand tightly & neber let mie go , can ue lend mie yoor listeninin ear , can you lend mie yoor shloulder ? haish , ie'll love you no matter how ue gonna treat me , ue;ve made mie tu tis state ? torturingg myeself , cryingg like an insane one ? whye ue treat others ish different from th wae ue treat me ? can you tell me whye ish tis happening between us ? th memories re so wonderful , ie want tu bie wibe ue foreberrr ! say you love me again pls ? can you nid mie ? care & concern me ? can you ? holdd mie tightly & don let mie run awae ? like wad ue did in e past ? x( haish . wad to do ? can you pls tell mie ? CAN YOU PLS TELL ME ? TELL ME WAD YOU WANT ? TELL ME TH REASON ? AN EXPLANATION ? or else ie will bcome insane ! roarrs . hais . ie miss th love , ie miss th fun , ie miss th memories we once hab ! come back pls ? let mie hear you sae you love me ? come back to me & eberithing will stop , ie won cry ib ue;re back . ie won torture myeself like now .! haish . ie want you tu carry me when im weak , hold me tight when ie'm falling . with you around , im nort afraid ob anything . hais .
ie wanna bie th ah siao minyee again .
th super duper talkative wan .
th minyee wibe all th loves he gives .
ie want you tu noe how i feel ?
can ie jus treat tis as im in mye dream ?
when ie wake up Ue're still wibe mie ? can ie ?
im waitinggg x( come back pls ? th last chance forh mie ?
ie cant go on w/out ue . x( IELOVEYOU .

&& thanks si mei forh making mye blogskins .
IELOVEIT (: xiexie ni .

going slp ! buhbyes.
IEMISSHIM LIKE MAD
IELOVEHIM LIKE HELL X(

DO YOU STIL LOVE ME ?
TELL MIE WAD RE UE CONFUSED BOUT ?
HAISH . DYINGOVERYOU

ENDLESS PAIN X( empty promises

todae was th same , woke up 1.30 while mye hus ish so noisyy (: cus mye relatives came . er , wash up , play comp till 5+ went tu plaza , mit di buy cigg , dhen went tu hougang mall find bbjie . ermm , wibe her bro they all x)) ie was wibe michelle . err , so pei dhem eat ler went walkk walk , hands re itchy & so ie starts again . erm , went winter time , sharon was working dere . so went tu make her . now , im so weird ' can bbie so madd at tymes , & can bie so so quiet & cryingg at tymes . budd all th laughters , all th madness rre fake . deep down , ie don feel at all ! nort eben a little bit x(( ' err , msg him ' no reply . hais . nbm . ie must get use of tis feelingg . && ie must stop reeadingg all th msg'es ie hab wibe him in e past . those re jus memories . hais , can ie hab th last chance ? can ie ? can we turn back ? jus last chance , can ie hab ? ue've totally change , th way ue treat mie in e past wasen like tis . nnort so coldly like now . haish . ue've made mie love yu , & now ue want mie tu forhget ue ? wth ? ue think ish so easy ? ue wants tu bie th another person hu let mie love forh one yr ++ or more den dhat ? hais . ie want nth now , nth ish important now , ie can MIA how longg ie want , no one ebern cares . all ie want now ish jus ue beingg wibe mmie , as ue said lastyme , as long as ie nid ue , ue will alwaes bie wibe mie as long as ie want ! ue said tis ? & now wad tis ? x(( ie cant trust guys anymore . really really hurt tis tyme . as most obmye fwens said : heyyyy , minyee , ue bian liaos luhs . ie lastyme see ue break wibe guy or guy break wibe ue , ue won cry der mahs , only sadd nia ! neber see ue cry der leis . dhen now whye like dat , ie want th minyee back , th minyee dhat won cry der ie cant don cry , ie cant nort tu bie sad . cus he really hurt mie tis tyme . & tis wound won heal ! it will forever bie dere . hais , ie noe , ue don trust mie , alwaes tink dhat ie still love HIM ? bud ie don anymore . as you noe , ie won leave or run awae ! its you ! you say ue won leave or run awae , bud now ? now noow now ? which girl makes you change so much . useless saying sorry . really useless . sorry can change nth ! NOTHING !!! && ie really nid th reason . pls ? an explaination ish nort dat hard ryte ? hais , ie'll wait , see wads' gudd reason ue're gonna gibe mmie . && tell mmi ib ue don love mie anymore . ! understandd . haish . tmr going kovan tu buy things . siannnn ; sharon so ma fan =x haha .
gtg , doingg stupid things later on . cus michelle ish nort tonning at mye hus . ie can do wadever ie want . ie got th whole pack of cigg , ie can smk finishh ! lalalas . drink beer & eatingg medicine . cutting cutting . no one cares x)) gudbyeeeeeeee . takecare eberione .

ue've changed mmie .
change mie back pls ?
ie want th happy minyee .
& nort th sad sad wan !

ie'll make myeself numb!
numbnumbnumb ! criescriescries .

VINCENTIELOVEYOU X((
TOREAPART ! HEARTBREAKS , X(

so hard tu describe

agrh , im here again . im too bored to sleep . ie dunno whye . maybie im thinkin too much , was chattin wibe mye bro jus now , talkingg bout th mamories ie habb wibe HIM . & he's telling mie his too x) ie envious dhem . ie cant hab him back anymore . so obvious dhat he don love mie anymore . so obvious dhat he don wanna tok tu mie anymore . ie rmb im th most important tu him ! budd now , ie nothingg . budd he's the most important tu mie , even friends cant replace x( ie doubt ue won bie back anymore . budd im really really reallyyyyy bberi curious ! WHATS MAKES YOU CHANGE SO MUCH ? TELL ME PLS ? WADS TH REASON YOU WWANTS TO END TIS ? x( im still waitingg , when will ie get th explaination ? IE WAN YOU ONLI ! hais , th love ish getting deeper & deeper each dae , th pain ish getting hurter & hurter each dae ! all th empty promises you've made to mie , seeingg all mye fwenster comment ue've wrote ' those promises ue promised . all gone ? don lie to mie pls ! haish '' ib ue truely love mie eu won end tis right ? its bcox ue don love mie anymore . hais. sumone hlp mie pls . ib ie go on like tis eberidae , ie think ie will suffer from depression soon ! -.-' lols . hope not lahs . =x HAHA . im getting madd , cryingg like hell eberidae ! && IM MUST FORCE MYESELF TU GO TO BED . or else ie hab tu wake up early tmr , cus da sao ish comming mye hus at mye korkor said =x LOL .
gudnye eberione .

Every Little Things I Do ,
I Think Of You .
Yoor Empty Promises ,
Ie'm Still Waitingg .

DROWNINGG X(

in pain , in tears . im drowningg in tears . dyingg in pain , sufferingg . tellingg myeself ie don love him anymore , bud whenever ie think ob him , ie think of our memories , so fun so nice x( our first movie & den our second . hais , ue promise tu bring mie forh our 3rd 4th & 5th & neber ending one . tmr ish fridae , ue ask mie tu free on fridae , cus ue said ue wanna cellebrate our monthsary , budd eberithing gone . tmr ie'm real real free ' ie wanna go out wibe ue . can ie ? x( all too late . hais . ie wish ue're stil wibe mmie x( cryinggg & eatingg all sorts ob pills . makingg myeself falling asick , makingg myeself madd . takingg manymany free things . super many ! as much as ie can . bringg bbig bagg eberidae . x(
okay , todae was sian . went tu hougang mall , shop shop ' took a christian dior perfume dhat cost $69.90 ' took CHOOCHOO* lols , onlie michelle noes wads dhat x) & took many other little stupid things . manymany x) '& went tu punggol park play swingg again , & went tu tok xin shi wibe michelle , stupid her ' go read out mye msg , & ie start tu think again . so cries . hais , she was scoldin mie after dhat , sayin dhat she gonna get buey ta han ibb ie continue tu cry eberidae like dhis . she' will gonna get irritae bby mie , ie dun wish tu actually . ue think ie likes tu ccry ? so tiring okay ! haishh . she's kinda afraid too . she's scared her boifwen will treat her like how HE treat mie . bud ie believe her boyfwen won , cus he's a nice one , & he eben comfort mie jus now . && horr , whye eberione sees mie outside kip asking mie 3 words : YOU OKAY MAHS? , im alryte lahs eberione , nort dyingg yet , thanks forh all yoor concern x)) thanks guys (: okays let continued , after dhat went tu aunt hus . chat wibe her. she was sayingg , asking mie nort tu bie so stupid , doing such stuff cus ob a guy . & she wad laughing at mie , cus th guy donwan mie anymore ' & ie was crying like mad . hais . toking wibe her was quite fun . she will try tu make mie laughs . ' after dhat went home bout 10+ beforh going home , went tu mit queeny , cus th SHUAI GE ish coming . AHEMS . ie see his face jiu feel like laughin lahh . hahah . dhen after dhat went tu find darren , tot he got cig , budd in e end he don hab lorh . hhahaha .& luckily he gort , so went tu take from him . x( hais , must ren . mus'nt cry when ie see him , yea , ie din cry okay . went up e bus den cry -.-' really bberi tong ku . seeing him , cant play wibe him , cant tok tu him , cant tickle or hit him like wad ie use to do . cant hold his hand . canr sit bside him looking at him . ie canrn x( he din eben look at mmie . haish . sadd ! bud no matter how sad im , im nort gonna cry in front ob him . ie'll bberi stronggggg . ie won cry in front ob you. x( lucky got pei wo wait for bus =x or really bian ler =x hais . ie'll wait till ue gibe mie th reason & tell mmie whye . downingg in tears . x(( haish . ie wanna hear ue sae ue love mie again. BUD ITS SUPER OBVIOUS DHAT UE ALREADY DON LOVE MIE ! NORT EBEN A SINGLE BIT RIGHT ? x((
okay alryte . ie don wanna tok bout tis already . cus its tiredd , typingg & cryingg ? so stupid eh ? so stop it ! =x ib ie continue like this , think ie will bie suffering from depression . LOL . okay .
erms , mye fone ish nort in use currently , ue can msg mie , ie'll try tu contact ue guys back (: sorry .

IE'M MIA-INGG (:
SO ANYTHING , TOK TU MIE WHEN IM ONLINE OR FWENSTER COMMENT OR MSG'ES (:
IE'LL GET BACK TU UE GUYS SOON (:
WISH TU BIE ALONE TIS FEWS DAES .
LET TYME STOP MYE TEARS .
LET TYME FORHGET MYE PAIN X(
SP TAKECARE EBERIONE .
IE'LL MISS YOU GUYS . (:

LASTLY , IELOVEYOU NO MATTER WAD .
IE'LL WAIT IE'LL WAIT =(
DON HURT MIE AGAIN PLS X(
IEMISSYOU .

jusHUGmieTHlastymeWILLyou ?

ie really cant x(

erms , a super boringg dae x( waitingg forh michelle tu core & ie'll bie meeting her later on . she pei-ingg her boyfriend now x( & ie donhab one x( HAIS . rahhrahhrahh ! whye m ie toking bout tis again ? -.-' err , ie dunno where tu go later , budd ie jus wana go out . beingg madd ! or else ie'll stay at home , thinking ob our past , thos memories . & ie'll cry x( stupidd ! HAIS . && oh no , ytdd SOMEONE ask mie tu core him & ie forhget ? OMGOMG . anywae he don mindd either . cus ie hab nort much mood tu tok tu any other ppl except HIM x( ie hope ie still can core him like b4 . asking where ish he , eat already , where ish he going later & saying ieloveyou x( its all too late right ? ue won bie back anymore right ? wads yoor "" ONLY HER "" means ? yoor feeling fade so fast ? wad things makes ue change like this . how ie wish ue're wibe mie now . toking wibe mie , argueingg wibe mmie x( playingg wibe mmie , making mie laughs . in e past ie alwaes compare ue wibe SUMONE . budd now no one can compare wibe ue x( cus ie uundertand ue're th best of all x( budd everithing jus too late . ue've left , ue don love mie anymore . ue don nid mie anymore . haish . ie hate tu cry , ie hate tu hab swollen eyes . hais . ue've made mie like tis . & when can ie get out ob tis kindd ob lyfe ? soo tiringg ? get it ? hais .
im so boredd duringg e holidaes , can someone pls acomapany mmie ? make mmie laughh ? make mie jokee ?
& when skool reopen ie noe wad tu do already ! ie must nort cry when ie see him =)) ' ie must ACT like im SO SO HAPPY . act like im so MADDD ! so TALKATIVE like beforh . act like IE DONNID HIM . act like we're only CLASSMATES ' can ie ? tryt try try . OR ELSE , ie shure cry . seeing him makes mye memories flash back x( haish .

&&& oh yarh , eberibody , im MIA-ING SOON . don findd mmie , don look forh mmie . ie will go missing forh one week (: jus one week onlyy . cus mye parents will confiscate mye fone , & ie'll bie running out eberidae =) forhget many many things as ie hope ie can =]] && ie really hate punggol park ! fcukk dere . RAHH ! ppl , ib ue're findingg mmie , sendd mie msg'es or comment in fwenster , or when im online (:
takecares eberione . findingg things tu do now =]] byees

; things jus end like tis .
; he jus leave mie like tis ?
; & he jus don love mie anymore .
; his promises rre all fake .
; he break dhem all
; im so disappointed in him
; ie trusted him too much
; he don nid mie anymore
; he don eben wanna noe mie anymore x(
; ie've got tis feeling , he's tryingg tu avoid mie .
; the wae he treat mie habb all changee .
; ie've many thins tu sae , budd its all useless.
; all ie've tu sae ish : IELOVEYOUSTILL .
; no matter how ue gonna treat mie , ie will still love ue x)
; && MICHELLE SAES IM STUPID , IM FOOLLISH . SHE WANTS TU KILL MIE

th unbearable painx x(

ie cant bie happy anymore x( ie cant do any things , budd crying & cutting . x( & whye did ie nid him so much . hais ' he jus don understandd how ie feel ! can ie jus die like dhat ? & eberithing will stop ! hais . how ie wish ie can jus treat him as mye boyfriend like b4 . ie wanna run awae , tell myeself he's still mine . he ish still wibe mmie . ue promise ue'll neber leave mmie , neber ignore mie . ddid you ? ue promise ue will share eberithing wibe mie x( ue sae ue will love mie forheber . ue saidd all tis !! budd its all a lie ue gave ! x( jus tell mie th reason whye did ue wants tu end tis ? ue've made mie trust ue too much x( hope ue will reply mye msg'es & tell mie th reason . haish , guys changes really fast x( how ie wish ue're wibe mie now , holdd mye hand & neber let mie go ! sae you love mie x181161515161 .its all past ! ue won bie back again ! nth much ie can do . nth much ie can sae . hope ue'll bie happy , since tis ish yoor decision ! HAIS ' ie jus wish tu noe wad re ue thinking . & jus one dae ue don love mie anymore ? whye ? wads makes ue change so much ? don lock up mye heart ib ue noe ue're leaving pls ! x( th pain ue gave , th tears ue've made ! th cuts ie hab ! wadd else ? hais . fuckingg holidaes . x(
tearrrrrrs x( ' lets continue ; went out 6+ ' went punggol endd . screamm , shoutt ! roarrrrrrs ! like madd . & ie feel a little better after dhat ! && deres so many monster ! scared luhs . so went tu punggol park , play swingg -.-' SCREAMMM , SHOUT ! scolddddd th person ! & roarrrr bberi loudlyy , scream all mye throat out . && laugh tu myeself thining dhat im real stupid / foolish . after dhat went tu take bus at another bustop , cus how ie wish ie can see him x( budd nbm , ie din ! so forhget it . && ie've change mye pw forh blog , & ie think he won want tu see mye blog anymore like e past ! & ie think he don wish tu noe anymore bout mie anymore too x( ie dunno how tu face him . did he still treat mie as his fwen ? eberithing jus changed like dhat x( ie can reaLLY cry , ie can really die . hais . think endd here ler . nowadaes habb many lousy post ! cus he've made mie tis wae x(
gudbye , gudnyte eberione .

IE WON BIE HAPPY ANYMORE X(
IE'LL ONLY HAB TEARS & BLOOOD DRIPPING X(
COME BACK PLS X(

th feelingg of lost x(

ie've neber been happy forh th past fews daes ! especially ytd x( tears kipp rolling down , ie've neber been havingg such pain forh a bberi long tyme . maybie ie trusted him too much . all break in to pieces & ie cant eben mend it back ! wadd to do ? wadd can ie do ? ie cant continue clinging on to him x( ie must stop myeself from senddingg him all those msg'es & smses . haish ' so meaninggless . eberithing jus end like tis & ie cant eben hab a single last chance ? =( ie understand he don love mie anymore , & ie think he've already found th person he love ! ie wish tu wait , budd its so hurt . he ish the only one decide eberithing . he decided tu bie wibe mie , he ish also th one hu decided tu leave mie ! hais , ie jus cant habe the wae ie wan ? ie want tu bie wibe ue ! ie want ue back ! ie understand its impossible ! ue once love mie budd nort now anymore right ? they re right , guys changed so fast ! one dae can sae he love you , another can sae he hate ue . h\im nort gonna trust anyone . eben HIM * & ie noe hu ish more important tu mie , hu ish th one ie need most , seeingg his msg'es in e past makes mmie feel so hurt . thinking ob him makes mmie feel more & more hurt , when can ie get out of tis life ? & im back tu th beginning again ? where no one cares , no one needs ? HAIS . th feeling ob lost , the feelingg ob lonely ? =( && ie've so much quest tu ask him . its jus dhat its useless askin so much , its obvious dhat he don love mie anymore budd wadd ish he confused at ? hais . ie'll rmb eberi single little things dhat happen between us x(( ie jus cant let go , ie cant use to this kind ob life w/out ue . & our monthsary ish soming & yet ue wants tu end ! haish , its useleess saeiing much . & im tired ob cryingg . can ie jus die ? & yeas , all the guys re th same ! hais ,

erms . todae will bie a rotting dae , ie don wish tu go out . feel so weak so tired . no one ish dere forh mmie anymore x( mye bro fight wibe mie last night . & mye hand bleeds . cries . & no one ish dere forh mie tu tok tu ! HAIS . & mye hand still bberi hurt now , budd mye heart hurt most !
gudbye .

CAN IE JUS DIE LIKE TIS ?
CAN IE JUS KILL MYSELF ?

torturetorture !
cutscuts x*(

TH PAIN X(

mye horrible dream came true ! he finally left mmie x( && its so sudden ! ie saw dhat msgg , im so shock ! its like ie neber think tis would happen , ie believe we can last cus ie truely love him ! budd wadd ie get back ish all tis ! ie've already been givingg in ! tellingg myeself to forhgive him & myeself ! tell mie wadd tu do ! wadd ie can do now is jus cryingg & hurtingg , torturing myeself ! ie really hope tis relationship would last ! budd it ended out like tis . im so disappointed in him , in mmie . maybie its mye fault forh beingg so nort UNDERSTANDING . haish . ie dunno wadd else can ie do ! runningg home later on 3am . ie hate staying at home . ie'm gonna torture myeself like hell ! mye eyes re swollen , mye tears kip rolling down . no one ish dere forh mie . how ie wish ie can core him llike lastyme . whye things ended up like tis x( nothing much ie can sae now ! ie've given tuu much trust dhat ue'll neber leave mie ! & ie won leave ue either . budd ib this ish really wadd ue wan ! ie've gort nth tu sae . ie wanna see ue happy =] ie'll wait forh ue x( && no more trusting guys ! im gonna change tu another person !

th pain in mie .
ue'll neber understandd x((

YOU DON LOVE MIE ANYMORE x(

eerms , feel so lousy todae again ! cus ie really dunno wadd to do , where to go & how tu explain ! ie've gort tis feelingg dhat he don love mie anymore . ie've gort tis feelingg he's leavingg mie soon ! && im startingg tu believe he neber eben love mie beforh ? ish tis real ? ish tis true ? whye ish all tis happening ? im afraiidd all thish may come true ? && he won bie dere forh mie when ie niid him ! budd ie'm tired ob givingg in ! wadd shld ie do ? !!!!! ie understandd , ie noe ! ue angry wibe mmie . & ue don wish tu see or tok tu mie ! thish ish th first tyme & shouldd bie the last tyme too =x ie hate tis feelingg . makes mmie feel so hurt , so distractedd ! feel like doingg all sorrts of things to mie ! maybie the numbness will keep mmie awaee from thinkin . & ie won bie suffering dhat much ? he jus don undertandd how ie feel ! no one ish dere forh mmie when ie nid dhem except forh sumone =x & thanks anywae =D - hais ' ie'm rottingg at home the wholee dae ! im nort goingg out ! jus now went tu buy free beer ! hais . so mooddyy . im talking on fone now wibe queeny ! tokingg bout how ie feel ! so gtg now .
im goinggg update later on x))

byes .

TELL MIE IB UE DON LOVE MIE ANYMORE !

& STILL WAITINGG =(

now its 4+ & im still waitingg hopee he wouldd msg mie ? x( budd ie guess its impossiblee ! cus think he already felt asleep ! wad tokingg on fone wibe SUMONE & FWEN jus now ! laugh&laugh ? fake laugh ? waddever . ie jus feel bberi distracted . kiip thinking dhat he will leave mie & he don love mie anymore . ish tis true ? ish tis real ? & ie really dunno wadd guys re thinking . & ie hopee things will turn out smoothlyy ! budd ie won gibe in easily either =x ie triedd bberi hard nort tu msg him , nortt tu core him & nort tu tok tu him . ie'll see how longg he can last like tis ! & cus im super disappointed in him x( so ie won sae too much also x) ie think its tyme forh mie to go tu bedd ! & SLEEP . a dae start for mie when ie wake up ! & hope eeberithing will bie finee x) im so bored , super bored xx))
gudnyte :DD

GUYS RRE ALL IDIOT !!
THEY RRE ALL DUMBB

SUMTHING NORT RIGHT X( WTF ISH TIS ?

er , din get tu post ytd cus was damn tiredd :x was so busy ytd , went tu yishun again . the wwhole dae from morningg 7+ to night . so tiredd luhhs . need tu kneel down & up & down . forh s0 longg . legg pain lorh . hahah . dhen went tu burn all the house , car & many other things . rahh ! reach home already beri tired ler . so
lazy tu post liaos =]] erms , sleep quite early ytd , & woke up at 1+ ermmm , siannn ! lets tok bout todae x)) err , was fun actually budd its went out sucks =x went findd bb jie in the afternoon , went to slack , smk & many other things . den went to cheers to buy free things . dhen later on went tu take free bbeer . err , todae ish free things dae =x dhen was fun toking & chatting . aroundd 4+ went off to take bus to punggol park meet dear x( err , ie was late ! budd alryte . dhenn err .
dunno lahs , dun wish to sae also . aiyahs , dunno wad happenedd lurh , don wish tu rmb or sae . was damn tulan . budd suan lerr . don wish tu sae . deehn 7+ ie from punggol park dere walk all the wae th aunt hus . its like so far okay ! ie was jus too angry to take bus ! && how ie wish he would follow . buddd no , he din ! =( so wadeverrr ! ie don wish to sae much . && till now nort eben a single msgg he sendd . ie habb nth else to sae , nth more to do ! waddverrr ! jus take it as its ALLLL amye fault ! =x ie dunno shld ie apologies or msg him first ! =( && so tok tu SUMONE . he pei mie tok , & ie toldd him ! almost cry =x budd ie was outside so ie din ! err , & his fwen kiip saying dhat he likes mie ? omfg , don sayin dhat lurhs . its all mie & him der past ler , so stopp gibbing mie hopee & make mie disappoin or wad lurh . ie don wish tu go back anywae ! & IE HATE MYE PAST OKAY ! thinkingg of dhat its so foolish , so stupidd . budd im really beri angry todae ! fcukingg lousy mood , can sumone jus make mie smile & laugh ? ie doubt only he can ? =( RAHH ! IE DUNNO LUHS . how ie wish he would follow & sendd mmie back ! in e endd ie was walkingg alone back ? okay . don sae lerr . eberione jus ignore tis post ! its a superr lousyy wan ! super idiot , irritatng one . & ie hope tis shall bie the last tyme . tis don go on smoothly ! ie hate it lurhs . hate mye attitude den don tok tu mie . don find mie . im jus like tis . understand ! ie don like tu listen waddeber ue sayy , waddeber ue wan ! ie jus want tu bie like tis . ie'm badd im beri bad ! ie sucks . ie idiot ! ie hate myeself . so ? wadverr . ie donnno wadd m ie postingg , wadd m ie writingg . lets continue , err , after aunt hus meet up michelle at plaza . went tu ntuc , buy free things again . hair treatment der things & many others things . went slack & tell her how ie feel t0dae , cries . lucky she cheer mmie uup =x ie close mye fonee jus now cus ie donwan anyone to findd or core mie . =x jus let mie bie . err , till 10+ went home . think stop here lerr . bbuhbyes , takecares eberione .
&& ie donwant tu contiinue habbing tis !! get it ? =x
=(((