Act Like Im Nort Hurt AT ALL X(

ytd din get to post , cus was onlye playing outside . went bukit panjang , mye cousin work place to find her , dhen went jurong wibe her tu change , & to town . ate sum SWEETS on e cabb & we kept toking non stopp , tell myeself nort tu sleep , fight wibe th SWEETS & sae im nort sleepy . so it went out better dhen lastyme ,like ie can fly . LOLS ' budd tis tyme , th kit only last 1hr+ wth ! so fast finish ? RAHHH ! dhen went buy cigg , kkip smkingg , so much ' can sae ie finish 20 ytd :x dhen went heeren , cant BUY anything , so we went taka , bought make up ' & th person ask us tu pay at th counter . & we jus walk awae like dhis . LOL . mye cousin sot . budd so fun beingg wibe her . bout 8+ took cab back to her hus at jurong . dhen midnight went tu buy alcohol & beer . hahah . drink till like madd . ate tibits , smk smk in her room . when nobody will cares . b4 sleep ate th SWEETS again , & ie slept peacefully ! hohos . so nice . woke up todae , hab no where tu go ' so went home while mye cousin ish going tu work , now at aunt hus already . going out later on tu play . cus ie cant stand th pain im havingg now , he's so damn fcukingg cruel to mmie , & ie cant stand it anymore . tis sat will bie goingg biao jie hus again , tink tis tyme ie'll ask her forh more hiongg der SWEETS or other kindddd to play , to release , to hab fun . & ie wont think ob him , so gudd . err, jus open mye fwenster & ie saw his profile ? WOW so NICE ! so FAST ! SO GUDD ? rahhh , nbm ' ie've think through it , althought ie'll feel hurt . budd as long as he's going on happy & ie'll bie alryte wibe it . hope th girl wioll treat him well & NORT HOW IE DID ? haish , useless getting regret . ue won bie back anymore , ie understandd . hope they'll last , they will bie happy . ie hab nth ie can sae now bud jus GOODBYE , he've said ? nort anymore ! so wad else ie can do ? jus seeing him happy will do . being hurt myeself , getiing so upset myeself , doingg foolish & idiot things . & laughingg tu myself , thinking dhat im reall foolish . tis ish wad ie can do now . hais . those memories ie'll alwaes kept in mye mind . ie won forhget how we used to bie , ie won forhget how ue used tu promise me , ie won forhget th promised you've made . ie'll rmb ue in eberiwae . ue' said ue'll love me foreverr , budd tis ish wad ue mean ? so ie get it . useless regrettiing . useless saying much . nth much ie can do . jus wan him tu bie happy , & dhats enuff . gtg eberione . goingg out soon . bringging mye penknife out too (:(: !takecares .
missed eberione .
loves .

Saying GoodBye Is Wad I Can Only Do .
Seeing You Happy Is Wad I Want .

Loving You Is Forever x(