love her(:

COOL RIGHT?!!

I LOVE HER MANNZZ!! COOLLL.

went to jin qu jiang today at indoor stadium.

saw alot singer. damn cool lor. her voice is nice too.

omgg. totallyy in to it nowwzzxx.

hahahas. when's th nextyme she's coming to singapore?!!!

hahahas. lovelove (: hahahs.

saw SHE, mayday, huang jin lun, liang wen yin, lala & blahblah llotsss more.

had a wonderful night.

not baddd (: consider niceee . enjoyy.

after tat went plaza for pool . (:

den homed.

i likeeeee .

tmr going out agn. update soon!

my stomach got sound?! hungry okaeh.

my fone all her pictureees.

coolcoolcoool! tata.

bye

How Deep?

jus rch home (:
woke up today ard 2.30 i guess?
hahahs. really overslept ok.!
cabbed to rivervale mall to get some winter stuff wit my aunt.
den bus-ed to hg mall to get long john, to kip ourself warm over dere.
after that shop till 5+
cabbed home.
so guai right?
but abit pissed lah. aiyah, forget it. over le.
stay at home watch drama & eat maggie till 7+
sleep till 9+ . drama again.
re-watch xin fu you an kang.
cus i wanna see th han dong jie.
HAHAH. siaoo luh.
den 11+ cabbed to 401 meet my gfriends.
till 2+ den cabbed home.
all day cabbing. LOL..
very poor now.
need to save alot for overseas trip.
:( dads not giving me money.
where to save so much.??! damn sadd.

finally chatted last night.
but silence today agn :(
hope' he's doing well! :D

thinking of sumthing makes me laugh!
but don say it here.
hahahahahahs. ownself laugh jiu hao!
lol..
k lah. tmr work tamp.
SIANED.

off to drama & cafeworld le.
tata :D:D



" how much more can i love you?
how long more can i go on like this?
how much more can i miss you?
how long more can i hide this secret?
can i sayy it outttt ?! can i ? "

Dropp-ing, Lose-ing .

HAHAHaa ;

So bored in th middle of th night.

& webcam with py(:

okehhs.

went work today.

after work cabbed to aunt hus put things.

find some winter clothes & try.

&& pack thing i need to buy!

ok, i noe very gan jiong.

HAHA.

den ask my aunt tie my hair agn

till 11 cabbed to plaza.

find my gfriends.

had mac againnnzx!

mac flurry with fries i like (:

ahahas.

till 2 + i think.

cabbed home!

tmr off.

mting my aunt at 12 plus.

go buy socks & gloves& some knitting products!

after tat miting my gfriend after thier sch (:

k.

not spendin much money okay!

mus save! minyee mus save money!!

busy now(:

tata. night.

iloveyou.

more&more each day.

missed .

what else can i do by kiping silence?

hais.

HIM TOO
only if he can be mine. haha
i think im a lil mad over him alr. dead

nice drama.! go watch leh! hhaaa
they look alike right! shuai


esp this. i love it
i want all this pictures on my fone. cant put leh :( sad

drooling ok

hhahahs.
im abit mad over him.
after th drama xin fu you an kang.
i find him too handsome. & he look like mike he so much.!
omg. he's so handsome i swear!
abit siao! all handsome lah!

i love him so damn fcuking much inside th drama.
omg. if deres sumone in real life ttat will be great ok!
damn cool. tall, fit , handsome, cool!
esp his hair in th drama.ilike!!!!!
omg. totally my cup of tea.!
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ignore me.
im maddd over himm!
new idol.

so total now is mike he, roy qiu, lee min ho, kim hyunjoong.
LOL... 4 only okaey!!!!!!
hahahas
tata

findin his pictures since last night. lol





DON WORRY. I WILL WATCH TH DRAMA AGAIN & AGAIN.
JUS TO SEE HIS FACE!?!!!
SEE IM MAD RIGHT?!?!?!?!?
YES IM! I KNOW

swingging

woke up at 4pm i think.
worked 4pm, rch work at 5(:
LOL. but nvr kena scolding luh.

after work my darling come find me.
lol.
have mac for dinner.
nvr eat anything since woke up.
having gastric ! lol.
ice cream with fries. i like.
den slack till 2+? cabbed home.

thats all i guess.

my life's so bored uhs.
alr been 2 fridays i've missed to go out with my gfriends.
miss movies & shopping.
but noone to go for movies anymore.
:(
when im free, no one is.
when im not everyone is.
when others plan everyone appear
when i plan no one appear.
used to it.

im alone. always im alone.


''' im freaking sick&tired awaiting for th impossible to be possible"
since i noe is alr impossible, so whats th point?
am i a idiot? or fool? to wait for someone that will nvr come to you.
to wait someone that will nvr think of ur appearence& even missed yuu.
im th stupid one.
but still, imisshimbadly.
it've been days since i last seen him ;
:( feeling aweful really..
ok; IM STUPID.



:( i want shopping.
so much things still i wanna buy.
why m i always not enough!
agrh, bad habit.
been a long time since i bought my guess stuff:(
when's th next shopping?!

wed swimming cancel i think.
due to everyone red season i guess. :(
aww.
nvm. other days den.
k nights.

not feeling really good.
my mind is all HIMHIMHIMHIMHIM.
but i cant say it out.
yes its him!
hais.

Pissed ;

im so angry.
& i dunno what im angry about?
or deres no link for me to get angry bcos of this matter.
as i noe, i dont anymore.
so what for.

fcuk you.

work at tamp.
after work went plaza find my gfriends .
slack againnzx.
den home at 1+ cus tmr they got school.

bored.
tmr work againz.
wednesday off.

missyouso.

reallyy pissing me off.
what else do u expect me to do?
whats gone is gone.
whats over is over.
its alr alll all over between us,
cant be jus remain friends den strangers?
& what do u gain from to want me to be ur strangers?
if u regret knwing me jus say.
or if being ur stranger can let u forget me easily.
i willing to.
what all thanks to me?
what did i do?
do u think i wanted all this?
do u think i expect all this wud happen?
wtf! if u think im th one who causes all this so be it.
so im th one who broke ur heart,
th fcuking bitch who cheat ur feelings
& run away like tat so be it.
if u think im th one at fault.
SO BE IT.
bcos im tired.
im tired to argue with u anymore.
& im tired of hurting u.
pls don make me do it agn.
i've said.
no false alarm is given. no hope.
no longerrrr hope.
so please give up.
& if u donwan to remain friends & wants to return everything of mine.
im fine with it. & i'll return urs too.
all i want is.
pls takecare of urself. enjoy(:
what u want all will be given back,
but memories stay.

. . . .
pissed off. seriously.
totally no mood.
wtffcuk!

nothing i get from him today. :(
i don think is possible anymore.
anyway my eyes is half close..
i don think i can take it anymore.
Lol. seriously. im tired.
camera is in my dad room.
once i get it will upoload pic asap.

so angry with my parents too :(
agrh!
angry okaey!
my dad says he's not going to giv me a single cent when im going overseas.
means i have to save th money all by myself.
was like ncb lor.
& now alr oct. only have 1 mth to save?
save lanjiao la. tu lan !
even my bufday he' not giving me money.
my big bro 19 bufday got chalet & eveyting.
mine leh? a piece of shit & one air ticket !
fcuk manzx.
if were my small brother comfirm thousands also my dad give one.
he want what got what!
not like me.
one excuse : bcos u're working! fcuk. i've been workin since i was 15!
& my bro shake leg not schooling not working also got $$ take.
seriously damn it. so unfair.
im not toking to him.
very angry ok!
i don think u treat me as ur daughter.
cb.
bye lah.
night

hateem'all

:(
off today.
went orchard,
fareast for my flats & ion for my winter clothes.
its damn warm okaeh.
flying on th 19dec-27dec.
means i've missed wc,miao bufday.& christmas :(
tats really a sad thing babe.

bought 2 shoes tudae.
one is with studs.
after shop went plaza find gfriends.
slack play poker till 4+
POLICE SCREEN.. laughsssss.
lp lah, mouth everytime so sway.
say what tio what!
hahahasssssssssssssssssssss .

after tat cabbed home.
tmr work tamp againzzx.
TIRED. SO LATE LE WAN ORHORH.
BUT STILL IM WAITING .

' hope th wait wont go in vain, but i think it will.
agrh, fcuk. maybie im jus not worth!'
not fated. stop saying alr.
disappointment agn & agn.

k night.
imissyou.
so much so much :(