love or pride?

when you ain't feeling well i took care of you. i don care wheather how im feeling, i want you to be well. but have you ever apprecieate it? Or u think that this is wht i mus do? or i don deserve any better?
when i done smth wrong, i say sorry. when is nt my fault u angry i say sorry. isit wrong? if i never say sorry, do u think that you wud talk to me? if i never give in, will u still ignore?
I jus don understand, what more shld i do? Sorry also cant, keep quiet also cant, act blur also cant? Den what else??

Everytime whn i talk too much, u say tat im talkative or noisy blahblah.. But when i keep quiet u say i attitude??
U say i moodswong or dulan??
When i never,.. Sometimes i jus dunno what to tok anymore..

Yes, u think that im always wrong and u are right. So be it. I donwan to debate anymore or whatsoeever.
If u wanna continue this way is all up to you.

What u want, u urself is so unsure. From what i see. I dontknow.

Th way u talk hurt me sometimes, but who dosen get hurt this is what u reepply.
K fine, i kept quiet. Everybody does get hurt. Its jus ....

Sometimes i jus don understand.. K nevermind.
Is keeping ur ego and pride much more impt ???
When i treat u nicely, what i get back?
be nice cnnot. talk rude or harsh abit also cannot.

I noe im not perfect no one is..
Im noe im lousy. But i try alrdy..

I really dontknow... What do u want?




I never stop loving you. I always do..
But sometimes i jus donwan to show it anymore.
Goodnight.

hotcakes. breakapart. screamzx

heehee, my baby is so cuteee. Keep help me blog. Haha! I guess you all also blurblur who is bloggin. Laugh die..
Deres no forever promise? but for now you love me? Den what about tmr? Next mth, year? How am i suppose to believe u will continue loving me.. When u said deres no forever promise??

Mmmm. I hope we can stay tgt..

Now im gonna strive hard to move out of this place..
Every part of me feels so heavy , my brain, my heart.. So heavy..
Hoping someone wud understand. Someone wud carry a lil with me.. Mmm.

I wan hotcakes, i wan itouch, i wan chalet, i want zoo, i wan getaway ):

Someone save me out of this place..
Fml...


Clinic apointment wait untoll i die alrdy.. Haha.
Zzzzzzzz.

Ehhhhhhhhhh, bitter???
I love you, but.... At times i jus wan to stop showing it..
Bcos, i donwan to take th initiative anymore.
Lets work harder..

BLOW YOU AWAY ! *SHOOOO

her handsome cutie wawa is here to blog luh . :D

recently, she's getting so stress up with family problems .
same as me . but never mind, as long "I" strive harder,
nothing is a problem anymore . (:
moving out and stay together is what i wanted first .
but now, i guess she also have the urge to do so . hmm .

work was boring for her as i wasn't there to entertain her .
but small michelle went over and have her accompained till afternoon .
luckily she have those partners to talk to and gossip about . ~.~

today she is very very very careless . cause she forgotten to take
shop key and ended calling boss come down with a sleepy face . =x

REMINDER :
next time no matter quarrel or not, must put the key inside your wallet !

HOTCAKES HOTCAKES HOTCAKES !

I WANT MY HOTCAKESSS ~ ):

saying it for your sake . =x

Ps : there's no promise to a forever , all i know for now is ILOVEYOU !

a brave day (:

my baby is so random asking me to blog for her . But then its in my own typing . Hmm . Kinda weird thou . Cause i never tried this before .

Alright, shall help her post then . Today, i think my baby is having her most brave day . Early morning wake up, accompany her went to see doctor . Had a blood test whereby she's so afraid of NEEDLES like as if the world is ending soon . Just looking at her when she's having a blood test . End of the day, she was asked to go to nation skin centre for further check ups . Hmm . Kinda worry for her . At least this time she bomb everything out, better than one sickness after another .

after that went went back home and had a nap till night and head down to rp look for them . Slacked till 4 and went home . Right now helping my beloved baby to blogg . Wakkakakaka~

As time passes by at her house this few weeks, i realise by waking up and seeing your loved one beside you is such a happy and calm feeling . It just brighten up my days even thou i know sometimes i'm juss being attitude or showing you faces . After all, i still love her alot and promised hat i will never leave her till my breathing had stopped . (:

P.s : I LOVE YOU, baby !

We still have many many years ahead of us and we can create new memories for us too . Don't always be so negative in your thinking . Sometimes you're also a xiao qi gui alright .

Shall head back and shioshio you now while you're in pain . Oppps . What pain i won't say luhh . Muhahhahaha . ><