TH PAIN X(

mye horrible dream came true ! he finally left mmie x( && its so sudden ! ie saw dhat msgg , im so shock ! its like ie neber think tis would happen , ie believe we can last cus ie truely love him ! budd wadd ie get back ish all tis ! ie've already been givingg in ! tellingg myeself to forhgive him & myeself ! tell mie wadd tu do ! wadd ie can do now is jus cryingg & hurtingg , torturing myeself ! ie really hope tis relationship would last ! budd it ended out like tis . im so disappointed in him , in mmie . maybie its mye fault forh beingg so nort UNDERSTANDING . haish . ie dunno wadd else can ie do ! runningg home later on 3am . ie hate staying at home . ie'm gonna torture myeself like hell ! mye eyes re swollen , mye tears kip rolling down . no one ish dere forh mie . how ie wish ie can core him llike lastyme . whye things ended up like tis x( nothing much ie can sae now ! ie've given tuu much trust dhat ue'll neber leave mie ! & ie won leave ue either . budd ib this ish really wadd ue wan ! ie've gort nth tu sae . ie wanna see ue happy =] ie'll wait forh ue x( && no more trusting guys ! im gonna change tu another person !

th pain in mie .
ue'll neber understandd x((