everything jus flashes back, like i can neveer go back to those beautiful period being with you.

for now, things aint th same anymore.

what we used to do. no longer th same.

does anyone know. everyday im not HAPPY. does anyone hear me out?

knowing whats wrong with me you family money myself?

fml. nobody does.

step on me, push me down.. or make me fall.

everything is doing this to me.

& im trying to be alright and go on..

wanted to sleep at home forever. & jus sleep forever.. not waking up forever.

jus leave me sleeping forever.

every morning when i woke up. i have to do blahblahblah. this & that

im sick of it. tired of it.

trying to give you. wad u want.

what abt you?

wanted to love you with all my heart.

but seems being push away.

does anyone know how i feel?

i really really need somebody here with me.

but who ?

i need a talk.. pls talk me out.

i cant say anything.

whatever i say are rubbish.

don have to listen to me.

i deserve it...

sleeping mode.

nobody can help me, only i can help myself

nobody can help you, only you can help yourself.

feel lost inside.

someone take me out.

i miss those times we once had, but i noe we can never return to where we used to be.

feels like leaving this world. and everything is gonna be fine.

this is th first time, u make me feeling ending this life of mine.

i donwant to go on.

bye