todae was th same , woke up 1.30 while mye hus ish so noisyy (: cus mye relatives came . er , wash up , play comp till 5+ went tu plaza , mit di buy cigg , dhen went tu hougang mall find bbjie . ermm , wibe her bro they all x)) ie was wibe michelle . err , so pei dhem eat ler went walkk walk , hands re itchy & so ie starts again . erm , went winter time , sharon was working dere . so went tu make her . now , im so weird ' can bbie so madd at tymes , & can bie so so quiet & cryingg at tymes . budd all th laughters , all th madness rre fake . deep down , ie don feel at all ! nort eben a little bit x(( ' err , msg him ' no reply . hais . nbm . ie must get use of tis feelingg . && ie must stop reeadingg all th msg'es ie hab wibe him in e past . those re jus memories . hais , can ie hab th last chance ? can ie ? can we turn back ? jus last chance , can ie hab ? ue've totally change , th way ue treat mie in e past wasen like tis . nnort so coldly like now . haish . ue've made mie love yu , & now ue want mie tu forhget ue ? wth ? ue think ish so easy ? ue wants tu bie th another person hu let mie love forh one yr ++ or more den dhat ? hais . ie want nth now , nth ish important now , ie can MIA how longg ie want , no one ebern cares . all ie want now ish jus ue beingg wibe mmie , as ue said lastyme , as long as ie nid ue , ue will alwaes bie wibe mie as long as ie want ! ue said tis ? & now wad tis ? x(( ie cant trust guys anymore . really really hurt tis tyme . as most obmye fwens said : heyyyy , minyee , ue bian liaos luhs . ie lastyme see ue break wibe guy or guy break wibe ue , ue won cry der mahs , only sadd nia ! neber see ue cry der leis . dhen now whye like dat , ie want th minyee back , th minyee dhat won cry der ie cant don cry , ie cant nort tu bie sad . cus he really hurt mie tis tyme . & tis wound won heal ! it will forever bie dere . hais , ie noe , ue don trust mie , alwaes tink dhat ie still love HIM ? bud ie don anymore . as you noe , ie won leave or run awae ! its you ! you say ue won leave or run awae , bud now ? now noow now ? which girl makes you change so much . useless saying sorry . really useless . sorry can change nth ! NOTHING !!! && ie really nid th reason . pls ? an explaination ish nort dat hard ryte ? hais , ie'll wait , see wads' gudd reason ue're gonna gibe mmie . && tell mmi ib ue don love mie anymore . ! understandd . haish . tmr going kovan tu buy things . siannnn ; sharon so ma fan =x haha .
gtg , doingg stupid things later on . cus michelle ish nort tonning at mye hus . ie can do wadever ie want . ie got th whole pack of cigg , ie can smk finishh ! lalalas . drink beer & eatingg medicine . cutting cutting . no one cares x)) gudbyeeeeeeee . takecare eberione .
ue've changed mmie .
change mie back pls ?
ie want th happy minyee .
& nort th sad sad wan !
ie'll make myeself numb!
numbnumbnumb ! criescriescries .
VINCENTIELOVEYOU X((
TOREAPART ! HEARTBREAKS , X(
Saturday, June 09, 2007
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