somehow

hello! Im at work now. Yawn. So bored today... Nahnahnah?! Im waitin for my dearest to wake up and come look for me! I miss you baby!

Somehow, i wan b to be happy, i wan to see her smile. And joke ard playing with me. Forget all th unhappiness but th happy moments.
I love you baby, i really do. I wanted to use my entire life to love you. I wanted to try my best to give u th best i can. Make you smile and laugh like nobody did. Cuddle with u and make u feel safe. Letting u noe tat when u need someone to cry on, scream on, bite on, lean on, im here always will be my dear.

You are part of me, i cant help myself any longer. And i donno whats wrong with me these days, i jus cud'nt control th love i had for u. Its alr so deep and yet now its going deeper. So much so much den bfore.

I love you more den myself more den anything nor anyone in this world. U are th one i wan for life, i wan in my life. For now for ever.

Baby, are u willing to love me for th rest of ur life? Are u willing to stay with me wholeheartly? Are u gonna love me only?

I don like to see my love being upset. Its hurts me too. Why? I donno. But i jus wan to protect th one i love. I won let anyone hurt my dear, yes baby, u are th one i need for life.

I know life has been hard for us., but when with me, im sure i will give u th best i cud. Jus to see ur smile. (:

I love you more den i cud imagine.
I need you more den i cud think of.
I miss u over th limits i can do.
You twist my life, and make me go crazy abt you.

You know it clearly how much u meant to me.
If you are gonna leave one day pls tell me ..
Bcos im gonna love u harder, stronger and much moree den before. So pls let me noe if u are nt gonna stay bfore i really throw everything in.
Bcos u worth my love , i said. U worth my love,

Everyone isnt perfect at all, but why in my eyes uu are th perfect one for me? Oh gosh,
Did u put some spell on me? Why am i so in to you baby?

Loveeeyou ttm!
Seeya soon.

i have th superly urge to put angkong luhhssssss baby okokokayyyyy?? Next payyyyyy?????? ):

I love u like i nv do ..

Oink. Eyes are closing.
I noe very mushy la this post. Only for baby uhssss'

truth is hurting. but i have to accept

sorry its a emo post.

i don wish to say much here.
but jus wanna post how i feel & not what happen.

very painful, hurtful.
i din't noe all this are so hard to acccept.
for 6 mths! i feel being cheated so much.

you stab me with a knife.
& leave me in to broken pieces.
i breakdown i cry.
how long more can i take it?

how much limits i have?
its alrdy over th things i can imagine,
th hurt is more den i cud take it.

i think u might as well kill me i wud feel so much better.
you noe, im so silly, silly silly!
i find myself like a idiot.
am i an idiot?
do i look like one?

chances again & again. u broke them in to pieces
for now, i cant take it.
mayb i can go depression.

but as long as u stay by my side.
i stil feel happy with u
whats going on with me.
i love you so much!
more den i mtyself cud imagine.

i nv want alot from you.
u noe it well.

v weak now.
v v v weak!

anytime i might go insane.
but i wan u with me so much.

no matter what u did.
how many lies u say
how many times u betray.
i love u still.
so much still.

i hope u wud be diff. this time round u are diff, things will really change.
i only belongs to you.
u only belong to me!

th memories we had, i really dunno isit true.
or a dream to me.
baby, pls don do it again.
i try to trust u back.
& nv leave me, no matter what im staying with u.
don let me suffer anymore. i might not be able to stand on my own anymore.

theres too much cruel things i have to accept it.
oh no! so cruel.

CAN MICHELLE PLEASE BRING ME TO TH BEACH LIKE NOW?
:(

tears eventually drop down.
i cant hold them back.


PLEASE DON HURT ME ANYMORE.
IM BEGGING YOU.
PLS LOVE ME ONLY.
PLS DON DO IT!
PLS I WAN PEACE!

I WAN A SIMPLE RELATIONSHIP WITH U ONLY

my entire

不关有多辛苦我还是会牵这你的手走到最后。

只想要你开心就好，其他的都不重要了。

一起玩，一起笑，一起闹，一起风，一起吵，一起走，一起哭，一起走过酸甜苦辣。
我永远不会忘记我们在一起的时光。

只有你，才可以让我感觉被爱。
不管你做了什么， 都没关系了。
你还爱我就好。

Though its jus 6 months. but i love u like 6million yearssss.
Hugssss