let bygones bie bygones

i haven sleep yet , bud im really tired . waiting forh him =x awwwww ! yawnsss . ermmm , im alright now . bud a little bit of hurts lahs . actually i really hope you can explain to me wad is really going on , cus i don eben noe a single thing how would you expect me to trust you ? & yet you don eben want to tell or explaint to me . hais . im sorry if i hurts youuu . i don mean it . buddd when i see those things in her profile i can really cry , buddd i have to act like i duno anythng . cu i noe you will react tis way . ahhh ! forget it . hope things goes fine . & i really dunno wad she wants . okaeyy lahs . i jus feel beri sorry if i make you sad or wad . cus i really dunno wad to do . im jus afraid tat you will leave me . i jus wish you will explain to me & tell me wad i saw is'nt the truth , & i will trust youu . kkaey ' im goingg chat online liao . goodnights .

ILOVEYOUUU

should i ? can ie ?

erms . im here again ' din work todae & tmr . cus off (: rotting th whole day , bud going out soon luhs . went skool forh EOA N level . almost late , bud took cab . erms . after skool went plaza eat . dhen hougang mall alone . saw layping dhey all so follwed dhem . pierced my nose . wahkau ! haha ' mye parents noe ler . dhey kept quiet . hohos . dhen off to rent vcd to xiaoqi hus watch . not beri nice lahs. bud abit scared . got scream ! hahah . errr , den went home bout 5++ tired siahhh . cant eben get th chance to sleep . LOL ' reach home play comp & thats wad im doing now . i saw someone profile , & i really get hurts by it . i dunno ish it real or wadsoever lahs . bud i jus saw things that i really cant explaint . he goes back with her ? i really dunno . dunno is he lying to me ? or im really his one & only ? ahhhhhh ! farked up . budd wad to do ? i will jus remain quiet . i dunno how tu ask him also . scared he will start quarrel with me . i don want to have any form of arguement dhen cut mye self or wad lahs . really tiringgg . actually tot of giving him one suprise der . budden let me consider first lahs . its really hard for me to trust youu since she already wrote till like dhat liao . wad you want me to do ? i want nth just to spend more time with youu . hais . you don seems to understand me . kip sayin that i dun trust you . now is not the pro of trusting or wad . bud her pofile already write till you 've gone back to her liao . wad more i can say ? jus remain quiet . i scareddd you will leave me . so i donwant to have any arguement with youu . yu jus don understand . hais ' meting him later on . going core him liao .
bbuhbbye . takecres
imissEVERYONE .
(: LOVES