walk wibe mmie till forever (:

err , todae was damn bored =x
& tiredd . LOLS ' woke
up quite late todae . WTF
raininggg -.-' haha .
budd ie manage tu go tu
skool , cus ie'm cleber .
LOLS ' went on e bus .
den after dhat reach
ler jiu no rain ler . hohos
lucky lahs horh . -.-'
dhen todae neber mit dear
at bustop cus rainingg ,
& ie donwant mafan him =)
summore so coldd . hohos .
mm . so went tu skool .
hab exam . aww , maths again ?
fcuked . hHAAHA ;
ie hate maths lahs can .
hoooos . ie do 3 qquest .
budd ie guess nort eben one
ish correct . LOLS '
dhen went tu slp .
tuu tireddd . duno whye .
LOLS & mdm yow came over
& ask bout mye hand -.-'
dhen ie sae : NOTHING LAHS.
hahah . really nth le mahs =)
haha . dhen slpslpslp .
sian si ler . after skool went
slack wibe queeny &
jonathan soh , diturbb th
both ob dhem . s0 funny -.-'
dehn queeny spit out
the water , aww . LUCKY , tis
tyme neber spit on mie =x
she alwaes laugh jiu spit
on mie ! RAHHH ! ie scared liaos ,
don dare make her laugh .! LOLS
erms . saw darren at plaza
jus now , dhen pass him
th thingg . hoppe dear don mindd =))
sianns lahs . went home beri early todae !
m guai okay . haha
budd no place tu go ler .
TIRED LAHS. * -.-'
hahah . want slp later
ler lorh . dear now at LAN x(
so nth tu do . budd nbm .
GO SLP =x hohos .
sorrryyy dearrrrr ! todae neber
pei ue x( cus im tired lahs .
tmr & sun also dunhab ! hopee
ue dun minddd . sorryyyyy .
sorrryyy ahhh . donn ignore
mie horh . =) hoho . mm .
maybie after ie wake dhen
meetingg sharon (: hahah .
wahlau eh , bb jie go camp x(
no one mit mie slack ler .
LOL ' faster come back lahhhhhh .
=x goingg out tonight .
update till here ler .
off tuuu bedd =) byesbyes .
gud afternoon eberione =.-'

IELOVEYOUSO - ;
don eber leave mie (:
.
ie'm gonna miss dear
tis few daes =P lalalas '

IELOVEMYEBOIFWEN OKAY !

erms . todae was alryte (:
haha . went tuu skool ,
mit mye boyfriend at the bustop & went
tu skool tugether , hohos . EOA exam .
rahh , so tiredd . kip thinkin ob slping .
no mood do . budd also gort do lahs . -.-'
HAHA . so late dhen release . rahh , sian si ler .
dhen after skool went tuu plaza eat lunch wibe
queeny , hohos ' after dhat went smk , she's going
dating after dhat , so ima meeting mye boyfwen tuu (:
hahah . dhen after dhat slack all tis .
(shall nort go in tu details) LOLS '
till 2.oo lyke dhat pei mie take bus , go jie hus dere .
& he went home , & so ie went tu buy cig & toktok =)
mm . after dhat tot ob going findd michelle , bud
feel beri tiredd . so went home , bathe & wanted tu find
michelle , budddd , ...............IE FALL ASLEEP -.-' haha .
so drop dhat idea . & ie continue slping . LOLS ' till 6.30 .
woke up , went tuu use e comp , fcuk her ' she's use-ngg
e comp , don let mie use . RAHH ! & ie wanted tu play .
so kipp nagging at her , stil she buey ta han close e comp
& took out e internet plugg , nabei ' ie snatch back .
& so we starts quarreling . she slap mie ! RAHH ! of course
ie will slap back lahs . knn ! roarrrrr ! so angry lahs . dhen
kip shouting at each other . cries * LOLS ' dhen she core
mye father . nbcb =x mye father scoldded her . HOHOS '
cry lahs -.-' hahah . budd ie also kena scolded . x( budd
ish she unreasonable der lorh . so angry lahs . RAHHHH !
haha . & ie told mye boyfwen , he core ' omg . ie cry ? HAHA
paiseh* LOLS ' den darren core also ? ie also cry ? -.-'
conference ? lols ' -.-' got nth tu sae bout tis (:
mm . after dhat went tuu bathe again , den go out (:
went tu hougang mall , buy sha's barbell & went tu find
sharon --GAN BOIFWEN . LOLS ' don wu hui , jus a girl (:
LOLS ' went eat dinner . saw jeslyn , she work in macc =x
went slack & smk & tok bout pri skool things & show der thing
kip laughing & ima like so childish . LOLS .bud ie don minnd lahs
dhen take foto . budd lazy tu update here lahs . LOLS ' dhen tok
till 11.00 lyke dhat went home . im tired ler . want slp liaos .
hahaha ' hope boyfwen & darren neber sae mye huai hua -.-'
LOLS . OPPPPPS ' jokingg lahs . don ask mie =x
endd here ie think .
all the best for tmr exams (: preparing tu slp tmr .
cus whye ? ITS MATHS ? fcukedddd =x
takecares & gudbnyte eberione
.
IELOVEHIM(:
1oo5o7 x33
myeONE&ONLY
idioticDEAR (:
'
walk wibe mmie till
the endd ob tis roadd (:
IELOVEYOUBOY

erms . yawns ' tiredddd lahs . siannnSIAN . -.-'
todae habb nth tuu do , budd slpinng ? LOLS .
after skool went tu smk wibe queeny they all .
dhen dhen dhen went tuu find him , cus ie don
want go wwadd poly clinic wibe queeny dhey all .
=x ' haha , so prefer tu bie wibe hiim nor =)
hahah . erms . shall nort go in tu details wad
happen lahs . HAHAH ' lazy + paiseh tu write .
laterr he see =x LOLS . mm . den after dhat went
tuu find jie , slack & smk . buy cigg + eat tibits =x
LOLS . tok xin shi lahs . criescries* dunno whye .
hahaa . cannort sae here , SHH ! mm . ie
shld'nt bie fan anywae ryte ? its so easy wadd .
love him norr ? dhats all ? whye m ie making
eberithing so hard forhh mmie ? sot ahhs .
haha . so , blahsblahblah . msg wibe dnzs jus now .
mm . ie sae ie slhd'nt wait for him ler . & he sae yah .
he ask mie tu go for it . start a new life & he will bie happy .
he saes he neber love mie b4 , & so DHATS IT .
ie understandd . & ie've made up mye mindd .
cus ie noe wad ie mean tu him . jus his sister .
& so , ie'm quite clear wibe wadd ie'm doing now .
th only things dhat im fan wibe now ish jus mye own
problem . mye own thinkin . scareddddd *
ie'm aftrraid ob being hurt as well as hurt others .
& sum other quest . so th problem lies wibe mie now .
ie must burn down all mye quest & go on . (:
ib nort ie will stuck dere . =x haahah . soo ,
overall , although im still luan . budd ie hab a little
ob mye ans ler *(: ie want eberione tu bie happy =)
hahahaha , & thanks forh tolerating mye tuupid attitude (:
& being so understandingg . hahahaha . LOVED =)
ie guess ie shld'nt wait for him , shld'nt love him anymore .
now he's nort th most important ler . hohohos .
tiredtired . end here lerr . .
tkecares . (:

& IELOVEHIM (:
hopee we'll stick tu our promise
& neber break it .
& hhope he won leave mie alone
eberr again x(( .
stay wibe mmie as long as ie nid ue .
sorry ! im baddd lahs (:

ie cant turn back anymore . >33

erms . todae was okokay lahs .
woke uup at 11+ & will bie meeting
up at jie hus dere , reachh ler go buy cigg .
dhen after dhat slack slack ler .
jiu went off tu punggol endd . was tokingg
&& chaattingg . sae till ie cry ? LOLS .
paiseh* ie dunno whye sumtymes tok xin shi
will makes mie cry , && ie will feel much more
better after dhat . & screammmmm .
she scream funny lahs . suddenly shout . ie chua tio
hahaha . summore ie was smking , den suddenly
lyke kena rape lyke dhat , scream till so loud .
LOLS ' hahaha . dhen ie kip di siao-ingg her .
laughh till lyke maddddd , & kip tokkingg ,
feel much better now , think ie shldd jus follow
mye heart , walk one step count one step bahs .
don wishh tu think lerrr . & ie shld'nt bie turning
back . ie shld'nt care how he's , how re they going ?
ie shld'nt bie so busybodyy ryte ? SO SO SO .
mindd mye own business . LOLS ' jus do wadd ie wan .
eerr , todae , ie cut myeself again ? LOL . & ie dunno whye .
maybie jus bcos its fun ? ie enjoy doing it ? LOLS .
erms . todae we kippp doingg bad things .
things dhat we re nort suppose tu do . -.-'
shhh . secret ! LOLS ' . den den slack till bout 4-5+
go take bus back tu jie hus dere . errrrr , dhen smksmk .
totall 8 sticks for the dae ! LOLS . hahahah '
nort many lahs . siansians . hab tu rest early tudae .
im so tireddd . tis fews dae tired tiredd . LOLS .
hopefully tmr will bie happy & better dhen todae .
& pls don get fan cos ob mie okay . ie jus feel that im
nort worth for ue . ue're far far tuu gudd liaos =))
ie'm still consideringgggg . (:

end here . bbuhbyes . x33
ieloves eberione hu loves mie .
haters can kindly fcukk off (:

& RAHH ! ie gort a BIG pimples . =(*
sadd lahhhh , so extra okayyyy .
ie wan tuu pluck it out -.-'
HAHAH . IE HATE IT LAHS .

ieloveyou x33
missyou like HELL lahs . =x

secondd post . LOLS '
erms . so so fan ! ie think tis shall bie a
short one dhen (: since im so tiredd ler .
goingg slp after ie've done wibe all mye thinggs .
eeerr , after posting jus now , went tu do mye things .
& ie'm so unhappy . && ie dunno whye .
im sorry for showingg mye fcuking attitude tu
ue . budd dunno whye . ie hope ie'll stop all tis .
& ie dun lyke tuu torture myeself tis waee tuu x(
budd ie also dunno whye . ie alwaes sae :
aiyah , nth la nth lahs . actually ish gort erlort ob things
when no one understandd . & ie dunno how tu sae tuu .
ie shall continue kippin all tis tu myeself or ? haish '
went tuu smk jus now , cus ob sum reason . & ie was sitting down .
smk non stopp till ie left wibe one last stick for later x(( .
after smking went tuu buy SUMTHING . shld ie sae ?
ib ie sae , im afraidd he will copyy mie ehh .
haish , buy lerr went home . ie make it bleeds .
haish , hit it , scratch it . cut it . & the bloods come out .
hohohos , went tuu hab all sorts ob panadols & weird medicine .
&&& so ie feel so tired now . sorry . haish '
pls don do all tis sort ob things jus bcos ie do .
okays . don get fan or wadd. stop thinking ob nonsense '
ie hope eberithing will bie fine & ie will stop thinking
after ie wake upp . & best ish , ie will forget all th quest
after going out wibe bb jie tmr . scream lyke hell .
& forget eberithing . hope tmr will bie a better & fun dae .
so ie'll write till here .
& lastly , shld ie doubt his love ?
shld ie blieve dhat he truely love mie ?
ie lost trust in eberione .
can ie jus stopp doubting his love ?
haish . & im sorry okay ?
iemissyou (:

gudnight eberione .
tmr will bie better .
& ielovehim too . =x
budd ie dunno wad tu do .
criescries *

make mmie trust ue (:

im sorry , x(

erms . todae went tuu skool . hab exam
agrhh !! woke up 6.oo mit him at bustop dere .
went tu skool , almost latee budd nort lahs .
err , siansian . exam sucks lahs . grrr ~
especially maths & science . ie all tikam tikam wan .
-.-' LOLS . cux , ie dunno how tu do .
hohos . errr dhen duringg recess din eat .
pei him (: hoho . he also dunwant eat =( '
dhen blahblahs , shall nort go in tu details ler .
so STOP . change topic .
duringg maths exam . rahhh ! nails tio caught .
rahhhhhhh ! habb tu cut . ie was slping & dhat fcuking
teacher cored mie upp . beri tu lan lorrrrrr .
still bang mye table . shockedd dao .
FCUKK LAHS -.-'
errr , dhen after skool went wibee queeny
they all , go smk ! slack & eat . LOLS '
errrr , so so so .. from 6 ppl bcum 2 ppl .
all dunno run go where ! LOLS '
till 2+ findd bb jie . go slackkkk . LOLS '
ems till 5.00 lyke dhat went homee .
dhats all for todae . &&&&&&
im so damn fan . faan si lerrrrr .
ie dunno whye did ie think so much .
whye did ie hab so many quest pop out in
mye minddd . so manymany ! fan si lerr .
ie've no confident in myeself anymore .
ie really dunno whye , maybie ish bcos
ie used tuu beingg alone ler ? haish .
ie feel guilty , bad + sorry . im nort worthy for him .
he's so so guddd & ie'm so so baddd .
so how ? ie hab so many things tu ask . bud how ?
can ie ? will he ans ? ie dunno wadd tu do lahs .
feel lyke doingg nonsense things & make
myeself nort feel so fan . feel lyke cutting .
drinking beer , & eatingg all sorts ob medicine ie findd .
lyke wadd ie used tu do in e past . makingg myeselff
sickk , smk manymany , feel so breathless .
ie dunno whye . ie'm jus makingg myeself fan .
urgggg , fan si lerr . & its so unfair tuu him ,
cos in mye heart ie still thinkin bout SUMONE .
& dhats whyee till now im stil consideringg .
& wadd ib ie hurt him ? how ? wadd ib he leaves mie ?
wadd he donwant mie anymore ? wad ib
ie dont acomapany him ? wadd ib ie cant let him happy ?
wadd ib ie cantt makes him feel th happiness ?
dhen HER* will come find mie nort ? how will
SHE* bie ? aggrhhhh , & ie've manymanny more
quest okayyyy . ie goingg madddd . goingg burst anytimee .
goiinggg down tuu buy penknife =x ' buy medicines .
ie want tu slp whole daee . ie wan tuu laugh tu myeself '
IE REALLY DUNNO WAD TU DO LAHHHH .
ielovehim budddd im scaredd .
howhowhow ? who stands more in mye heart ?
him or HIM* ? dunno lahs .
im sorry , don fan ler okay ? ie want tu see ue happi
budd nort fan . im sorryyyyyyyyyy . =(((((((((
criescries* haishhhhhhh . SORRY LAHS .
don fan ler horrrrr . ue don fan ie also don fan .
buddd , ue won understandd wad m ie thinking
derrrr . ue won noe wadd ie want . sorrry .
update soon .
bye .

IELOVEYOU
buddd
IE DUNNO WAD TU DO .

x33 x((((( '
can ie jus pushh awae
the super duper bigg stone
in myee mindd ?
=(

gudbyee .

& ie dunno wad ie want x((

err , woke up 8+ . blahhblahs .
core mye parents . & hohos .
ie can go out . lalalas .
dhen msg him , went tu bathe &
dolled up . mit at mye hus downstairs.
errr , dhen dhen went tu take bus tu
vivo . GRR ~ reach ler , wanna buy
tickets for letter of death . & urghhh !
ie'm underage lahs . -.-' LOLS .
ahemmmmmms . dhen went tuu plaza singg
try luckk . & yeshhh , ccancan . HOHOS '
the show so AHEMs , e picutes so disgust .
LOLS ' yucksyuck , scaredscared *
HOHOOS . mmm . so coldd in dere .
LOLS . ahemahems . don wish tu go in
details . cux , ie was lazy/dunno how tu type .
LOLS . & after the show pei him eat (:
& smk after dhat , lallas . ie ren beri long
liaos ahhhh . LOLS . err , dhen went
tuu take train back tu
hougang , acompany him go cut hair dere .
& ie went tu take bus . erms .
reach bb jie hus dere . buy yan .
dhendhen , sitting dere , smkin .
dhen after dhat michelle coredd .
wants tu ask mie things .
& ie loves chit chatingg , so took cab
down tu find her , she wants tu eat ,
so went tu mac , after dhat finish ler .
went smk . slack till 7.40 .
pei her go buy memory cardd. budd closed liao .
so ie went home , us its bout 8.00 ler .
hohos . dhats all for todae ,
ie enjoyedddd mye dae beingg wibe him (:
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAS .
gibe mie sumtyme , still considering .
cuscuscuscus , aiyah nobody understand wans .
maybie ie think tuu much ? or wadd .
ie kip thinking bout mye after blahsblahs .
& im scared ob many thing .
no confident in myeself , nort him .
ie'm afraidd ie would hurt him .
ie nort guddd , really nort '
ie'm afraidd ob manymany things .
im afraidd he would leave mie
ie;m afraidd ie would leave him .
wadd tuu doo ?? wadd ie want ?
at tymes ie still thinkin ob HIM*
ie shld'nt bie thinkin bout him anymore ;
buddd ie dunno whye . ie noe ie' may bie beri
badddd . bud ie really dunno whye .
ie dun wishh tu think bout him anymore .
ie'll try mye best tuu stopp all tis .
IM SORRY , IE STILL NID SUMTYME .
although , ieloveyou ' buddd he's still in mye
mindd . & ie dunno wadd tuu doo . &&&&&&&&
IE'M BERI AFRAIDD OB MANYMANY THINGS .
noone understanddd . (:
so todae im gonna rest early .
ie will stop thinkin . mitting him tmr morning .
lalalalas . end here . bbyes .
'

holdd mye handd
& neber let mie
ggo (: ILU .
.
ie'm sorry ,
& ie hate myeself =x