so fast time flies, i met you more den a year already!
and soon is going to be our one yr ann already. like donno how to describe this kinda feeling.
to me, u are important.. u are everything.
but i know to you its a different thing, mayb slowly used to how u treat me already.
can be good at tmes, can be cold to me at times.
but its okay.
thinking back, memories of th past one year seems like 10 years.
like so manyy many things happen ..
've got all sort of feelings.
sad, hurt, disappointed, fallng apart, given up. happy, excted, suprise, sweet.
whatever it is, u given me alot. i learnt alot' and grown up alot from you.
i love th way we re, i love th way you care (fiercely), i love th way ur unglam can be, i love th way u nao pian niu, like xiao hai zi, i love th way u disturb and suan me at night, love everyway of yyouu..
but not when u say, ur feeling had fade, im afraid of that.. so much, lke i really dontknow how to make a person love me back.
i hope i pray, pls don fade, pls don go.
i want us to be like this till th end. i don care who or what try to break us apart. i don care my parents or so.
i jus want to be with you.
is like 3 months staying tgt time like flies, i donwan u to go. i donwan u to go.. but still u got to go.
i know.,, u will go one day..my tough day is coming to me.. soon!
jus hope when u move back home thing gonna remain th same, and ur old mistake will not repeat..
and i dont wan to built trust for u and u crush it all urself.
u know, i cannot take it anymore.
for now, im learning to be stronger, to control feelings, to put u aside, to built my own life, to love less work more.
& i jus donwan to love, i want to be loved! can i? yea, i know is impossible.
i jus want you to rmb, i exist when im gone,
i want you to rmb me in ur head forever.
i love you most, nobody else can do.
i wan you to know, i can sacrifice everything for you.
i wan you to know, u are th key to my heart.
i wan you to know, without u im an empty shell.
i wan you to know, i alr tried my best to give what i can.
i already love u with no regrets..
i give u alll and everything.
true love? is this th one? i think this is.
if this rs ever to failed, i think i will nv love again...
i think i need to clmb up all over again. i have already plan my future with u.
i wan our future.
we don ned anybody..
true love only come once, for mine you're th one.
for you, im th one who is gonna help u forget ur past..
this is overall how i feel...
i would hold and conquer th world jus for you.
but, sometmes, i feel tat nobody thnk of how i feel when they do things.
bcos sometime when i become silent, u better stop th topic.
same goes to me!
yayaya screwed up life.
my face cui know?!
sighhhhhhh..
this is th most lousy new year ever.
i don think i can afford to buy new year clothes even.
like fuck... minyee stop shoppingggg.
im not a lady,women,girl anymore!
i have stop pampering myself.! whoohoo. is this awesome?
life should be amazing with love around, we got to make this life amazing with no regrets okay!
we have to learn to fly one day.... i will fly, to th skies and touch th stars.
i will dream of u everynight and lets go to our fantasy.
don wake me up still...
i love you, so much....
i guessed u shld noe how much it is rgiht.
even if th world ends,, as long as i have u, im not afraid!
goodnight ppl
