at timess

at times i jus wonder alot of unsure thingss .
i know is better to left unsaid.

i know its not right for me to think so much.
im trying not to.
after tat day..
alot of thing keep comin thru my mind.
i know im nt th perfect one for you.
but im trying to be th best one for you.
i try.

sorrrry :(
i really think im so lousy..
sighs.

i hate mood swing at niight.
:(
i need you i need you.
& i noe u don like me thinkin so negative.
i will try not to.

i jus want to be th best of you.
i jus wan u to be with me.
heartttssss.

speechless now.
i neeedddd to be a better gf.
if only iii can, i wan to change mmyself so badly!!!

hugss.
baby, ii love youu.
goodnight.
:(

i hope you noe how impt u mean to me :(
loveees
misssssyou

mayb is breaking apart

out of th sudden i miss you, my old friend. missssyou so much.
still i think of you :( if you are still around i doubt life wud be better.
things will be diff.
you said you wud be dere, but u are not.
somehow i miss those time when we are still small lil tiny children playing ard.
so much fun. no stress & nothing.
how i wish i cn see you again.
or jus in my dream will be nice.
so long nvr dream of you alr :( i miss you i miss you ..

in my life, you're th best sister i ever met :(
so random i know. but i miss youuu.
how i wish u wud be back!

:(



stress & upset!
what happen to me?
why am i not happy these days?
im so tired tireds tired.
can someone help me?
working is tired..
im so not used to it.

minyeeee smile please!
bu yao saddd (;
sayangggg*

goodnight.
i hope thing wud get better.

IF ONLY.




\imisssyouuuu*

wo kuai le mah???

rrrrandom..
Jus alot of thing flash thru.

Im happy that i got you back.
I hope we wud be closer den before. I HOPE.
Perhaps no? Mmm . Dontknow.

Workin everyday, lesser time foor blog.
Tireddd alr. Somehow i hope i donhav to work. Andd nua at home. Shag.

I wished you wud nvr leave me again.
Bcos yuu are part of me.
Goodnight

Not enough sleeppppp for dayssss. Sighs.

Iloveyou
Nightsss.

Wo bu shuang, ):

always kept in my heart

going to sleep soon after i blog.
wakin up at 9am later on.
cannot be late or nua alr ;


everyone says , minyee is getting stronger den before.
lastyme, if i were in to this situation. all i do is breakdown & crycrycry.
telling my cliques & crycrycry.
but for now, i hold back my tears, no matter how hard it is for me.
im not cryingg. infront of anyone.
(:
bcos cryin dosen solve any thing at all.
& mayb my tears alr dried up.
yes, indeed v painful. but i hav to learn to stand onmy own.
i believe i can make it thru.

no matter how long itis.
how hard itis.
how cruel u can be.
how nice you can be.
i will always wait for you.
as long as i know you still love me, & i will nvr give up.

wait till u come back to me.
bcos u're all i ever wanted.

iloveyou.
&goodnnight.

depressed.but sttill i will bring out my smile (:
bcos i know you won wan to see me like this.
no worries, im stronger each time i fall ..

goodjob.
gonna be guaiguai from now onwards.
i will prove to you.
i can do it ..

hugs. misses

I have to be stronger this time

i can nvr imagine im actually stronger that what i think im~
yes, everything is pulling me down. i have to pull myself up again.
crying dosen helps at all. bcos no matter how much i cry, how much i drink or whatsoever.
things wont be changin at all.

who wants to go swimming with me?
i really want to swim so badly.

this is gonna be hard for me.
but i can make it thru.
bcos i believe i can.
gonna prove to you, this time round im changing.
& bcos i really find it not worthy..
so i think changing is th best way.

i know you are not gonna listen to what im going to say .
bcos no matter how much i explaint, is all an excuses to you.
& u are sick & tired of my nonsense.
& yes, you given up on me, on this relationship.

being thick skin i know, but always i will keep you mine.
nor will i let go or forget..
even im alone down here, waiting for ur return..
i'll make this waiting a happy one.
& not a suffering one.
yes, im th one who clings on to you.

even if u are gonna tell me you dont love me anymore.
im also gonna accept everything ..
but keeping silence.
for now...
i will.

ima biatch, who needs some reflection now.
busy schedule coming soon.
minyee have to stay stronger & not get affected by all this.
work is work. personal is personal.!
put all th stuffs aside.

i know for now, is useless begging u to return back to me.
but i wished one day you would.

however i wanted to shut down my fb so badly.
but i have some reasons.

i'll let time be th medicine for both of us.

im ROBOTIC! (:
donnidd to rest nor eat (:

BYEBYE!

thanks for those who called and concern.!
im v v v fine for now ..

i know u wont want to see me like a zombie.
like dying without you.
so i wont..
still im here v fine.. though need u so badly.
but i can stand on my own.

i have to love myself first ..
in order to love you. (:

hearts.


i really think , im so much stronger den th past.

iloveyouall.goodnight