can you open th door?

its hurts seeing you getting upset, moodswing when i couldnt even do anything. And couldnt help myself at times i jus add on to ur anger. I donno whats wrong with you, and u urself donno whats wrong too?? Or u don even wan to let me noe whats wrong.

Trying to cheer you up, but my patience isnt enough, i get so fed up but couldnt speak out. I kept quiet .. Bcos i got speechless.. I donno what else can i do any longer.

Perhaps u are jus too closed up, u keep urself in ur world.. U dont wan to share or speak up. What can i do for you. U donwan to share ur burnden with me. Whom u loveeeee, whom u need? I really so unshure?


After seeing ur blog, i really donno whats ur tjinking.. Sigh, i think i donno u ... And ur thinking..
I miss you, th cheerfull you.. Th happy you. Th insane crazy you. And not th quiet attitude imba you.


Who can even tolerate me when im having moodswing?? Can you? I doubt u cant.

But i have to tolerate all these.

Hmmm, do u noe i need to press all my imbalance inside.. Not letting them out. Who can i vent to??
Who can i shout and scream and attitude to??
No one i guess.
Nth i can do, but keep them inside..

Lovetou

important existences.

was filled with so much joy and love for th past weekend which has jus ended.
Though its like really chor weekend. But seems worth it luh. Been to underwater world whereby alrdy been more den 6yrs i last went. Haha, and dolphineeesss! Omg. ate thai express and aston also i nv eat before. awesome?! Though this weekend my leg damn tiring but i love th fun when i make so much noises it means that im happy, when i go so crazy means that i need more joy. Someone entertain pls. Make everyone laugh. Hahaha.

Perhaps this is me, th crazy and insane minyee.

With my dearest sis ard, always will be fun!
Lets get retarded tgt, somehow i jus wished i ccan forget all th sorrows and live it to th fullest like how i used to, how insane im..
So many yearsss.... We have all grown up. Things changes, i miss how we used to be.
Do you all rmb?
All th joy and laughters.. All th events and celebration. But now, everybody seems to be so busy ...


Talking about memories we hav so much beautiful and awful one. We can choose to erase th ugliest one and keep th wonderful..
Jus simply love th naive and freely me lastyme..


I enjoy my days with baby stayin at my hus from wed till sun night.

Awesome..

Still waiting for myself to see tth changesss. But ....
For nowm i don even dare to think abt future. I shall walk a step and see..
Gonna love myself more ..
Gonna cherish every moments so i won have regrets.

My feelings for you?
Let you think.. And guess. How isit like?

Has it fade or slowly move away? Will u be afraid? Have u ever thot of it?
One day without me?
How will life be for you?
am i really so impt? That makkes u wanna come back so badly?
Isit th right time?
Want things to move naturally...

I love for you has ..... ....



Working naoozx. And seems havIng moodswing. Unlike!




24 hrs is not enough for a day. Fuck it.
Bye