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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

hurts hurts hurts !

todae went work as usual . don wish tu post much , nort in a mood . slack till 12++ bunny went tu carpark take his bike , waited at office outside . damn fcuking longgg luhhh ! dhen i went carpark find hhim , nearer & nearer to e carpark , i heard alort of noises . make me suspect sumthing is wrong. & guess wad i saw ? bunny & one girl . OMFG . at tat moment , mye heart feel so painful . & all i can do is jus run away from everything telling myself wad i saw is'nt th truth . den ' i cried like one idiot . cored shasha , & i think i shld jus walked dere ; should'nt run away . so , i walked towards ' pass him helmet & run away . & tat fcukinf bitch ish fucking madddd ! nb ' RAHHHHHH . so hurt . so painful ' & i realy dunno wad to do. im so scared bunny will leave me . so scarred wad i see is th truth . so scaredd of everythng at tat moment . awww ' i told myself i shld walk dere & slap bunny . bud my heart says i cant . && so messed up ' as im still crying now . i can still feel th pain . though , bunny asked me to trust him , he say he won leave me . ish tat madd bitch ! rahhh ! bud its fcuking hurt . i told mye parents everything already . cus im still crying in front of them , tis is th first time , & als shall bie th lastyme . cus enuff ish enuff . one more time of tis im nort gonna cry anymore . i willl jus walked awayy ! & neber come back again . budd can i ? bunny , i wish wish wish i could trust yoo , so make me trust yoo alright ? im quite touched when yoo chased after me . cus normally at tis situation yoo shld jus let me go . bunny , im sorry if i do sumthing tuupid later on . i apologies first . cus i dunno wad else can ease mye pain . x( ish loving yoo wrong ? ish mye exist extra ? hais ' shld i leave ? awwww ; making me more & more confused . tell me everything . tell me th truth bunny . make me trust yoo . promise yoo truly love me . so many things going on tis fews daes . im really tired yo noe ? im an really faint !!
hais . bunny , i really love you .
& hope yoor love for me won fade .

i don wanna lose th person i love most .
muwahs . :(

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