th unbearable painx x(

ie cant bie happy anymore x( ie cant do any things , budd crying & cutting . x( & whye did ie nid him so much . hais ' he jus don understandd how ie feel ! can ie jus die like dhat ? & eberithing will stop ! hais . how ie wish ie can jus treat him as mye boyfriend like b4 . ie wanna run awae , tell myeself he's still mine . he ish still wibe mmie . ue promise ue'll neber leave mmie , neber ignore mie . ddid you ? ue promise ue will share eberithing wibe mie x( ue sae ue will love mie forheber . ue saidd all tis !! budd its all a lie ue gave ! x( jus tell mie th reason whye did ue wants tu end tis ? ue've made mie trust ue too much x( hope ue will reply mye msg'es & tell mie th reason . haish , guys changes really fast x( how ie wish ue're wibe mie now , holdd mye hand & neber let mie go ! sae you love mie x181161515161 .its all past ! ue won bie back again ! nth much ie can do . nth much ie can sae . hope ue'll bie happy , since tis ish yoor decision ! HAIS ' ie jus wish tu noe wad re ue thinking . & jus one dae ue don love mie anymore ? whye ? wads makes ue change so much ? don lock up mye heart ib ue noe ue're leaving pls ! x( th pain ue gave , th tears ue've made ! th cuts ie hab ! wadd else ? hais . fuckingg holidaes . x(
tearrrrrrs x( ' lets continue ; went out 6+ ' went punggol endd . screamm , shoutt ! roarrrrrrs ! like madd . & ie feel a little better after dhat ! && deres so many monster ! scared luhs . so went tu punggol park , play swingg -.-' SCREAMMM , SHOUT ! scolddddd th person ! & roarrrr bberi loudlyy , scream all mye throat out . && laugh tu myeself thining dhat im real stupid / foolish . after dhat went tu take bus at another bustop , cus how ie wish ie can see him x( budd nbm , ie din ! so forhget it . && ie've change mye pw forh blog , & ie think he won want tu see mye blog anymore like e past ! & ie think he don wish tu noe anymore bout mie anymore too x( ie dunno how tu face him . did he still treat mie as his fwen ? eberithing jus changed like dhat x( ie can reaLLY cry , ie can really die . hais . think endd here ler . nowadaes habb many lousy post ! cus he've made mie tis wae x(
gudbye , gudnyte eberione .

IE WON BIE HAPPY ANYMORE X(
IE'LL ONLY HAB TEARS & BLOOOD DRIPPING X(
COME BACK PLS X(