ie really cant x(

erms , a super boringg dae x( waitingg forh michelle tu core & ie'll bie meeting her later on . she pei-ingg her boyfriend now x( & ie donhab one x( HAIS . rahhrahhrahh ! whye m ie toking bout tis again ? -.-' err , ie dunno where tu go later , budd ie jus wana go out . beingg madd ! or else ie'll stay at home , thinking ob our past , thos memories . & ie'll cry x( stupidd ! HAIS . && oh no , ytdd SOMEONE ask mie tu core him & ie forhget ? OMGOMG . anywae he don mindd either . cus ie hab nort much mood tu tok tu any other ppl except HIM x( ie hope ie still can core him like b4 . asking where ish he , eat already , where ish he going later & saying ieloveyou x( its all too late right ? ue won bie back anymore right ? wads yoor "" ONLY HER "" means ? yoor feeling fade so fast ? wad things makes ue change like this . how ie wish ue're wibe mie now . toking wibe mie , argueingg wibe mmie x( playingg wibe mmie , making mie laughs . in e past ie alwaes compare ue wibe SUMONE . budd now no one can compare wibe ue x( cus ie uundertand ue're th best of all x( budd everithing jus too late . ue've left , ue don love mie anymore . ue don nid mie anymore . haish . ie hate tu cry , ie hate tu hab swollen eyes . hais . ue've made mie like tis . & when can ie get out ob tis kindd ob lyfe ? soo tiringg ? get it ? hais .
im so boredd duringg e holidaes , can someone pls acomapany mmie ? make mmie laughh ? make mie jokee ?
& when skool reopen ie noe wad tu do already ! ie must nort cry when ie see him =)) ' ie must ACT like im SO SO HAPPY . act like im so MADDD ! so TALKATIVE like beforh . act like IE DONNID HIM . act like we're only CLASSMATES ' can ie ? tryt try try . OR ELSE , ie shure cry . seeing him makes mye memories flash back x( haish .

&&& oh yarh , eberibody , im MIA-ING SOON . don findd mmie , don look forh mmie . ie will go missing forh one week (: jus one week onlyy . cus mye parents will confiscate mye fone , & ie'll bie running out eberidae =) forhget many many things as ie hope ie can =]] && ie really hate punggol park ! fcukk dere . RAHH ! ppl , ib ue're findingg mmie , sendd mie msg'es or comment in fwenster , or when im online (:
takecares eberione . findingg things tu do now =]] byees

; things jus end like tis .
; he jus leave mie like tis ?
; & he jus don love mie anymore .
; his promises rre all fake .
; he break dhem all
; im so disappointed in him
; ie trusted him too much
; he don nid mie anymore
; he don eben wanna noe mie anymore x(
; ie've got tis feeling , he's tryingg tu avoid mie .
; the wae he treat mie habb all changee .
; ie've many thins tu sae , budd its all useless.
; all ie've tu sae ish : IELOVEYOUSTILL .
; no matter how ue gonna treat mie , ie will still love ue x)
; && MICHELLE SAES IM STUPID , IM FOOLLISH . SHE WANTS TU KILL MIE