believinggg .

Cherish it now!
else one day when is missing.. don regret .
& don blame anyone bcos you yourself make it missing.
you have no one to blame.

your life.
your choice.
HOLD IT TIGHT. or LET IT FLY.




whats pain & hurt? i dontknow that either.
slowly im changing..
why am i changing?
THINK AGAIN. :D

i can walk on my own.. slowly i can fly..
now i can heal my wound alone without you. (:
you made me independent..
if this is what u are looking for. GOODLUCK (:

I will not beg anymore.
im standing & not kneeling down begging.
i have my pride.

i'll give you wad you are giving me.
love me more den i will love you back.

Minyee is time to wake up..
you are no longer a kid anymore!
dont be so irritating can anot!? you wont die by doing this la hor.
i can be happyyyy ...
is my life.. i donwan to be at th bottom line forever.


take it or leave it.

humanszx talking!
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH (:
WHATEVERRRRR SHIT.
GOODNIGHT.


Love th one who deserve to be love.


ONE THING FOR SURE.
I LOVE YOU STILL (:

doubt.....

my eyes are heavy & tired.

going to sleep soonnn. i think due to th lens..

rah!

days & time with bb passes so fast.

idiot love suprise me ytd at my house downstair.

reallyyy shocked! LOL.

but i love you..

& i know u missed me thats why! HAHA

went to expo with bb, to foodfairr!

munchhiiieeeees (:

& plaza to meet my girls..

& go jess hoouse downstair see lele.!

I SCARED SIOL!

lol.......

& homed!

thats all. (:

once broken..

nvr gonna mend it back.

i have to find myself back...

i need some time.. to get it back.

I NEED A GETAWAY TRIP! REALLY! SERIOUSLY.

this time round, i need a getaway trip onmy own.

i need to revive!

find back my energy & motivation in life.

i hate to rottt!

i have been spending time alone at home nowadays thinking of alot of things.

when its time to go. you hav to go.

when its time to ... you have to ..

shout, scream! AGRHHH RAHHH!

I WANT TO GO TO TH BEACH! PLS!

I WANT to swim, blade, shop, club, run, tanning. I WANT TO SWEAT IT OFF!

im sorry bb, if i nvr tell you whats going on with all these post.

jus my random thots.

im alright.

you don have to worry.

don asked me... when i want to say i will (:

iloveyou ; hearts!

GOODNIGHT.

trust? something that can be broken very very easily.

GOODBYE.. ''''

HELLO ''''''

BYE

I want to be happy. Don ruined it!

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY LOVELOVE (:
I LOVE YOU...
THANKS FOR SHOWERING ME WITH YOUR LOVE!
you this oinkoink hippo!
alwaysssssmineee (: HUGS




going room pei bb le.
nightnight!


i want to smile & not cry everynight.
nobody is th cause of this.
is me myself & i!

i want to be happy,
i want to kick it aside.
don ruined it..

i have to learn how to keep my self emotion inside me!

i want to be a happy girl...

I DONWANT TO BE TH REASON FOR ALL THIS.

tryinggggg .

save me outta my agony..
bye

DONT ASK!!!!!! PLEASE (: THANKYOU

crushed

fyi : please do not ask or comment abt this post. Only for reading purpose! I donwan to talk abt it.

For th past 3 days, i cry myself to sleep. I dont knw whats going on.. But i aren't gettin any stronger. Mayb im thinking too much.
Mayb im missing you.. Maybe things wasn't th same anymore.

When im in pain, who is dere? Where are you? I tried to be okay.. But everything dosen seems okay for me..

Okay shut it down.. I donwan to care to know abt anything now, all shit it down.

Maub to you is lil things, aiyah what so big fiss abt lil tthings?? But to me, is something that i ever wanted.. My dreams are always simpleee. But to somebody seems so hard to fullfill..

Alright. Mayb i shld learn..
Tmr is b first day of work. Goodluck.... I can only say.our 5mths anni... Like that zzzzz

When bb told me she is going to work tmr. Im shick.. Very.. But happy at th same time..
But i think she halfwy one. Jus don put too much lor. Lets thing go by it nature..

Okayyyyy..
Let me b alobe ..
Byeeeeee.

U if think i alr....
I havent....
Iam tryingggg

you are my strength. Truthhhhh

i love you ...
I can sense tat you are loving me more. By th way you treat me.. Or mayb is jus like 3mins only.. I want to know.. jus wan to cherish what i have now, so i wont hav any regrets.
Wtf! My right side eye lid keep jumpingg. So irritatingggg. For th whole day alr! Somethin lucky gonna happen to mee?? I hope so. Haha.
My love is sick these few days. But still she is dere to sayang me. And she knows tat my stomach painpain will hlp me put oiloil.. When i gt no money to eat bb giveee me when i donwan it.. Thanks love for ur love. I can feel it now! Hahaa.
Thinking back, we yelledd at each other vulgar. I really find it funny manzx!


I love you and ur everything.
I donwan to get upset bcos of small matter anymore. Im learning nt to depend on u so much, have my own llife..

What else can i say..
Things that i cn try my best to do it.. I will..
Reallyyy getting real hard to mfind my full time job.. Hope asap lor..

Im still waiting for th day both of us start to work.. And you still dere for me when i need you..

I donwan to waste my time anymore. Have to buck up alr.. Same for bb too. Letss buck up okay

Im happyy, at last i found you....
At least u entered my world..
Anddd finally you made me fall for u..

Made me ffeel loved by you and cheat by ur nonsense.
At least i learnt my lessonn.. And i know what am i going to do nestyme.. & is youuu tat build me strongeerr..

Babyyyy, you're part of me...
Lets holdd on together .. And make it better.
I miss you.
Hugggies<3