In fact i'am!

no matter how angry or upset i'am!
i wont do that :(

now, you off your relationship status.
i off mine too. when you wan to on it back den do it..

when i saw that, my name wasnt der anymore. tears eventually drop down..
make me soooo heartbroken..
& upset.. though is over now. everything is back to normal..
but still im very upset about it..
:( why mus u do this?
am i someone whom you can pull & push? ):

me & my assume? mayb... perhaps


okay, for now ..
i dont wan to tink so much alr.

i've pack my stuff today!
memories all erased!
look forward! & not keeping those stuff tat is not worth for me to keep anymore.
if only...

i went blading from my hus to punggol park den sk today!
&& i fell down..
have some bruises... but it seems nothing to me at tat point of time.
after i sweat it off... i decieded to text you. nt bcos i admit im at fault.
but i find myself being to harsh to you..
bcos im too pekcek explaining agn & agn yet u don blieve me..
& yes, ur words are hurting too...
i alr said, i will fight for my rights.
if i really make u feel damn f pissed off. den sorry..

all i hope for, ur feelings for me...
still dere...
& nt fadingg...

hope there wont be another time this kind of stupid matter happen!
but u really have to know..
ur attitude is'nt any better baby..
i know my attitude sucks as well~ but indeed i hold back all th time if i cn..
but i have limits too..

since everything is back to normal now i don want to say alr..
but im jus veryvery disappointed & upset..

since you are sick.
tmr i go takecare of you.
& rest well..
today im not dere for you..
im sorry okay..
bcos im really not in tat mood to even meet you too..
i told you nt to skip ur meals..
but still u wont listen..
my words are nth to you..
):

NO MATTER HOW AM I....
IM STILL TH SAME GIRL THAT LOVE YOU!
LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DO..
OK?!

&& fyi..
if in ur heart, u still think i dont care..
den forget it. i said my part.

i look for you, for th whole entire night..
i send you 3 msges only..
but i called you many times. but i jus cant get thru..
i go ard asking checking where were you!
go lan open comp jus to see weather u online anot.
reach home wait for u online.
sleep halfway & check my fone weather u text me..
woke up early to wait for ur text.
still disappointment..
ask u to rest more.. drink more water.. don skip ur meal yet all this to you. = i don care?
if i don bother.. i don have to do all this..
when you said tat i don bother or care... really waste my effort. break my heart!
mayb u will nvr know..

one day...
i'll get numb.

Goodnight.
iloveyou

tears slowlyyy dries up..
& how sad or pain i feel sooner or later.
i dont know how to cry anymore.

how i wish you are!

if you think switching off your fone.. is th best way.. you can do whatever you want to. wherby no one is gonna irritate you.. go ahead! i cant stop you..

but have you ever think, someone out dere~ is worried about you.

someone out dere do care for you.

if you continue to do things without thinking of how i feel. i really got nth to say.

if you think that, im really th one at fault totally!? den im sorryyy for asking too much ( for jus a simple dinner wit you )

DEN IM SORRY.

if you think using harsh words or shout at me will make u feel better!

DO IT..

but im gonna treat u th way u are treating me..

not tat i wanna add up probs!

& nt only im th only one who need to reflect!

you too.

you yourself know whats right & wrong..

im not spamming on my fb wall or what..

i can only say..

i jus need a lil freedom on this!

mayb noone understand.

if you are sick den drink more water.

don skip ur meals! & rest more.

pls know how to take care of urself.

& when u feels that u need me still,

den get me back... bcos im always here waiting for u.

but i donn think u need me.. bcos if u do. u won b doing this.

i cn act as if im nt upset at all..

i don even give a fuck damn to this matter..

but for those who can see..

i do care. but i donwan to let u climb up on my head`

u wan to b fierce. den i shall b fierce with u.

nt only u can throw me dere & walk away!

I CAN WALK AWAY TOO.

im nt trying to make things worst..

if onlyyy u do understand ... IF ONLY..

you can do whatever you want to..

but whatever u do, pls think.. are u letting me down..

or isit right or wrong..

from th moment, you step in to my life.

i said, im gonna love you wholeheartly. ^& yes im!

dosen mean i treat u like this means i don love you!

no matter how, i love u always bbaby

..

if u are unhappy tat i blog abt it.

den don bother to see my blog already..

i donwan to blog & yet quarreled with you.

im going to sleep now!

all i hope for is, when im awake!

things will be back to normal!

:(

my mood is swingging

& everything is stirling!

fuck~

i guess u will nvr understand.

HAVINGG CRAMPS NOW ! NABEY.

if nt i lai ang. comfirm tmr i go swim alone!

SIGHS!

let me cry to sleep tonight.

bye

I JUS MISS THOSE MOMENTS WE ONCE HAD

is th love that keep us together♥♥♥

pictureees on ytd! more on fb!

Somehow i wished u wud be mine forever.

th love i had for u bcoming stronger each & everyday!

i hope in ur heart im th important one. & nt easily erased~

YOU'! th one i need in life. th one that brightened my days!

th one that lead me on, th one i pourrr all my love in.

i love you & your everything.

even ur imperfect bcomes my perfect.

you're th reason for my smileeee :D

you're also th reason for my tears~

babybabybaby..

always th one.

please don neglect or forget me okay!

bcos i've nvr forget u. nt even a second.

you'll always be on my mind!

going to slp nw!

workinggg later on...

si beiiii shaggg laaaaa

SIGHS!

i really don wan to work anymore!

i jus wan to stay at home & wait for money to come.

i rather stay at home & slp also i donwan to work.

very lazyyyyyyyy neh.

:(

BABY! FASTER WORK & YANG ME~ hahahaha

jkjk..

GOODNIGHT.

my bloggggggg sooooo rot. :(

bb alr nvr tag me for very long time!

but when she sees this i think she will tag..

if she nvr tag i paiseh only!

HAHAHAHA.

later u gu yi don tag one la.

whateverrr ~ who cares.

LOL...

BYEBYE.

LOVEYOUUUALL

&&&& LASTLY!

HAPPYYYYY 19 BIRTHDAY TEO SEOK MUI!

WE LOVEEEE YOUUUU HOR~

LAO AUNTIEEEE LIAO