tored memories .

i'm nort asleep yet X( ' thinking of him again , & im gonna finish mye whole pack of cig ler . & jus ate sum pills . maybie ie'll bie slping soon , cus abit tired liaos . budd ie'll still waiting forh him tu reply mie , he said brb ' bud till now ? think ish gu yi don want tok tu mmie , ie think he get irritates by mie sending him all those things ? =( hais . budd th main thing ish ie jus wanna noe th reason . ue noe ? REASON ? please ? ib nort ie jus cant let go like dis . w.out any reason ? hais . dae by dae , going on w/out ue . so hard . th hurt , th pain ! haish . ue want mie tu trust ue in th past , & ie trusted ue so so much , & now ? wad did ie get in return . a broken heart ? can ie hab th last chance ? re we possible to start afresh ? can ue bring mie out ? can ue hold mye hand tightly & neber let mie go , can ue lend mie yoor listeninin ear , can you lend mie yoor shloulder ? haish , ie'll love you no matter how ue gonna treat me , ue;ve made mie tu tis state ? torturingg myeself , cryingg like an insane one ? whye ue treat others ish different from th wae ue treat me ? can you tell me whye ish tis happening between us ? th memories re so wonderful , ie want tu bie wibe ue foreberrr ! say you love me again pls ? can you nid mie ? care & concern me ? can you ? holdd mie tightly & don let mie run awae ? like wad ue did in e past ? x( haish . wad to do ? can you pls tell mie ? CAN YOU PLS TELL ME ? TELL ME WAD YOU WANT ? TELL ME TH REASON ? AN EXPLANATION ? or else ie will bcome insane ! roarrs . hais . ie miss th love , ie miss th fun , ie miss th memories we once hab ! come back pls ? let mie hear you sae you love me ? come back to me & eberithing will stop , ie won cry ib ue;re back . ie won torture myeself like now .! haish . ie want you tu carry me when im weak , hold me tight when ie'm falling . with you around , im nort afraid ob anything . hais .
ie wanna bie th ah siao minyee again .
th super duper talkative wan .
th minyee wibe all th loves he gives .
ie want you tu noe how i feel ?
can ie jus treat tis as im in mye dream ?
when ie wake up Ue're still wibe mie ? can ie ?
im waitinggg x( come back pls ? th last chance forh mie ?
ie cant go on w/out ue . x( IELOVEYOU .

&& thanks si mei forh making mye blogskins .
IELOVEIT (: xiexie ni .

going slp ! buhbyes.
IEMISSHIM LIKE MAD
IELOVEHIM LIKE HELL X(

DO YOU STIL LOVE ME ?
TELL MIE WAD RE UE CONFUSED BOUT ?
HAISH . DYINGOVERYOU