happie b'dae boii ! ILU ' budd im sorryy

hhmm . his b'dae cuming in less dhen half an hourr (: mm ' hope ue will accept mye gifts ! errrs ' budd dunno how tuu gibe ue lurhh (: haishh . hopee ue will lyke it bahs (: ' & ue sae ue wan swit der marh ' so buy for ue swit wibe other thing lorhh ! hahah ' was fun todae lurhh ' ytdd tuu (: went tuu his hus both todae & ytd =) ' plae comp there ' budd todae more funn =x ' hahah . ie hit till his headd . yeahhh` budd he kipp knockin mye head narh ' painn cann ! BAICHI lurh him ! bud at least he's gud tuu let mmie hit bk =x ' heee . dhen he wear helmet summore ! hahah ' wad a idiott he ishhh ! mmm ' dhen ie take his things & hit him ! PINCHH him tuu (: ahaha . think ie dun dare hit him =x ' heee . budd fun lurh ' dhen tuupidd queeny they all gu yi make mie & him alone in e room . dhen he playin o2 jam so ie at there makin tuupid noises '' hahaha .. so paiseh lurh ' dhey kip sayin bout myee uglyy thinggg . grr ' make mie paiseh can ! haaa . ie saw HER blogg ' think she's nort gonna lett go ! bud wad suld ie do ? bk out ? mm . ie carnn ' jus carn let go ! its been 9 mths '' haishh . waiitng waiiting & all ie'm doing ish waiting . budd at least he show mie care & concern lurh ' haish , ie feel beri guilthy noww ' ie guess it was mmie hu ish e one hu wrote in his science bbk ' & now his GF saw those things . dhen break up ! bud dunno got patch nort' im worriedd that he'll b ignoring mmie ): haish . bblame it all orn mye fcukin handd ! haishhh ' ie dunno luhh ' ie've been sayin sorry lots & lots ob tyme lerrr ! err ' wadd shld ie ddo ? ish all bcoz ob mie or wadd ? haish ' till now he only core mie once ! haish ; wish wish he can core mie on 12.00 ! bud think carn ler ' cush he've tuu pei his gf ! haishhhh ' guess its all misundrstood bah . his gf will understandd derr ' anywae stop here lerrr ''

HAPPIEEE B'DAEE BOIII !
& THANKS FHER EBERITHINGG !
yeps yeps . tmr ish sports dae , ie've a bad feeling dhat sumthingg will goes wrong tmr. cushh SHE's will b there & think theyy're in dha same hus ! HAISH ' im worrieddd cann .

MINYEEE ''
IEHATESHERRR '
REHTSE !!!!!

boii ; im sorryyy !
ielovesyou '
& iereally doo !

ENJOY YOOR DAE (:
iemisshim lots ''
im tirreddd .

in e mess =x '' wadd cann ie do ?

mm . sat & sun both fun ! nort thinkin ob those tuupid things & smile all e waee ! mmm ' ytd went out wibe michelle ` went tuu PS dhen tu hougang mall ! we rr'e madd can ! LOL '' ie went tuu buy present budd dunno wadd tuu buyy ! den went tuu lots ob shoppp ' & mye legg painn cann ! mye shoes make mye leg dam hurt ! mye toes luhh ' haaa . dhenn bout 8.30+ went tuu hougang mall hab our dinnerr ' after dhat went tuu buy her bagg & shop shop ' dhen go pasa malam buyy food ' kip eatin luhhh ' tot ob takin neos budd iits bout 1o.3o ler summore also close liaos =x ' haaa . dhen went tuu walk walk & tok tok ! went home jiu bout 12.oo ler =) ' err . now ish 12.00+ ler so counted as mondae ' tmr gort common test carn be late luhhh ' iib nort jialat ler =x ' haha . sundae went tuu great world watchh movie ' e movie dam bored cann ? haaa ' bout all those tuupid happyness wannn ~ dhen after dhat still quite early sho went tuu east coast plae roller bladee ' budd sho tuupidd leis ' ie wear sho nice ' looks lyke shoppin those kind der , still go beachh ! beri weird cann ! hahaha; plaee till so fast =x ' ie almost fall (: dhen michelle kip screamin der ' hao wo scared dao =x ' hahaha ` dhen went tuu hab our dinner dhere ' so full luhrr ' reach home lerr jiu send michelle home boutt 11+ ler ' he jiu core mmie ' haish ' tok awhilee ! mmm ' jus saw HER bloggg '' haishhhh . ie saw eberithingg ' how ? wad can ie do ? when ie saw those things feel hurt insideee ' its realy beri painfull ! loving hiim ishh dam tiring can ? ie really dunwan muchh ' jus tuu love him dhats all ! budd whye SHE habb tuu make sho much things betweenn us ? in e mess luhh ' ie really wanna let go ' bud can ie ? wad can ie do ? haish ' she wrote dhat he sae he loves her ? ish that real ? he realli loves her ? stopp hurtin mmie can you ? im goingg maddd ' ie jus carn imagine mye lyfe w/out ue ! will dhat still b mmie ? its been 8 months + ! ie've waitied long enough ! LONG ENOUGH DHEN HER ALRYTEEEE ! haishhhh '
ie admit ' she's really pretty ' nicer dhen mmie ! budd jus lyke thish she can caught his heart ? dhen wad bout mmie ? being left behind ? hurr ? im sorryyy ` err ' ie reallyy dunno wadd shld ie do ! haishh ' lovingg him jus make myeself sufferrr ! im afraid when loves slowly bcums hates alryete '' & he cored mmie jus now again ! whyee he can alwaes act normallyy infront ob mmie ? think im tuupid ? ie dunno anything ? im nort alryte ! whyeee ? whye ue mush core mmie ? gibe mie those concern & care ! wadd does it means ? qor & mei ? or ? whye ue kip gibin mie those hopeee ' how many girls ue wan ? how manyy girls ue wanna tok tuu eveynite ? HOW MANYY ? stopp lyingg tuu mmie ' jus tell mmie wadd ue thinkk '' ie reallyyyy dunnooo ! hAiishhhhh '' ie habb enuffff ! ib she disappear , lyfe will be much more better ryte ! whye mus she appear ? huh ? budd ie hab nth tuu do ler ` ie alreadie done sho much ' ibb he realy goes wibe her jus wanna let him noe , ib he will b happpy being wwibe her ' ie wish them everlastingg ' sorry boi ' jus now ie dun mean tuu sae those things tuu ue ! mm ' nort ie dunwan ue tuu core mmie ' ie was jus angry so ie said those thingss ' & ie jus wanna noe wadd ue 'ree thinkinnn !
haishhhh ' ie jus carn descriibee dha pain in mmie !
e numbness + tuupidd / foolishh things will make mmie feel betterr !
ue'll noe wad will ie do !
& ue won understandd how ie feel der =) '
donn core mmie ib ue dunwan tuu !
PLEASEE '
ie wann ue tuu b happiiee ''
& nort being so fann alwaes !
CAN YOU >?
& IE TRUELY LOVE UE !
update soon '
byeee '


MINYEEEE ''
all cuts orn mmie (:
letmmiedie '''
letitbleedddss '

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TEARSDRIPPP ''
iereallylovehim ; IE DDO !
ie hate tuu sae GUDBYE '
so dunn force mmie tuu sae that alwaes cann ?

YOUJUSDONUNDERSTANDDD '
IECRIEDDD '

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ishhBLEEDINNN
alldhawaeee !

BYEEEE '
iewillgo .