so fun todae . budd im tired ehh !

playinn wet & wildd ! LOLS

haha ' FUN YEAretardded on bus =x

at the toilet dere =x

refectionnn

ielovestisPICC !

-.-'

erms . todae beri early jiu wake up bout 10+ ' dhen 11+ jiu go out ler . went tuu sengkang meet him pass him thing . dhen went tuu mit jie at plaza . dhen went tuu eat at KFC , dhen saw darling workin . LOLS . after finish eating went tuu sengkang dere buyy THING * lols . dhen after dhat went tuu compass dere take bus tuu escape ! HAISH . sumtime his action makes mmie feel so sadd . haish . sec 3 camp end ler . dhey come bbk liaos . ie'm thinking . starts tuu get afraidd ! x(( ' haish . tell mmie wadd shld ie do . wadd mus ie habb tuu do ! so luan + fan . he jus dun understandd . dhey jus dun care . haish . im so & so love him . budd its useless . haish . budd alryte . ie won alwaes think & think ler . from now on , ie won gibe him nonsense ler' heheh . was dam fun todae . went tuu escape wibe bb jie . we played all dha games . was so excitedd . scream till lyke ah siao ! haahah . took erlort ob pics also x)) hahah . we're so ziliann lurhh ! HAHAH . budd funn ! took many retardded der pictures . erms . scream so loudd till forget those unhappiness . budd , im habiin a serious HEADACHE ! till noww ' ie'm so tireddd . hahah ' summore so giddy lehh , low blood ! =x ' hahah . dhen we went home bout 6+ ' AWW . WE WENT TUU E WRONG BUSTOPP ! LOLS . hahaah . dhen waited at dhat bustop for 30 mins SUMMORE ! LOLS . hahah . dhen ie found out its dha wrong one . we dhen walk bbk tuu e busstop tuu take 89 ! LOLS ' dhen after on bus , we start our madness again ! x= ' HEHEH . zilian again ler ' kip laughin also =x ' hhaaha ' dhen when reach ler we jiu walk tuu plaza take bus homee . dhen her bus come first . ie still hab tuu wait for mine tuu come . haha ' so longgg . dhen waited bout 5 - 10 min jiu come ler ' reaach home jiu bout 8+ liaos ' im so tiredd can . slpiin early tonite ie think . SIAN SIAN ! fun fun dae ! LOLS .

& lasly , iemisshim so much ! haish ' ie hates saturdae & sundae yea ! cant see him =x ' BOREDD LURH . im nort gonna think tuu much . ie mus b satisfied wibe wad ie habb now '' although ie loves him bberi muchh . budd it dosen mean dhat ie hab tuu make him loves mmie x)) hahaha ' buddd , IE HATE TUU IMAGINE THINGS . LOLS ' dhen will get so fan ! tiringggg dae .

END HERE '

misseberionee !

MINYEE ''

ieloves myee GANS '

&HIM TUU ! x))

SIAN SIAN !

myeLYFEw/out ue !

ie' think ie cant b e same anymore '

we're jus impossible ain't we ?

IE'LL LOVE UE FOREVER !

TRUST MMIE =x '

iemissDHATcutecute**

oppppps . !

haish ' he jus dunno , ie dunnwana leave !

erms . todae go skool almost late seh ! HAHA ' reachh skool 7.30 jus nice . gate almost close ! LOLS ' & yeshh . ie startedd mye cuttinggg jobb . LOLS ' cuts cuts cuts cuts . HAISH . doingg nth budd cuttingg . x)) ' so boredd duringg klass . so slp awhilee . =x ' hahaha ' dhen after skool everyone gone home . left wibe mie & queeny dhen we so boredd . ie also feel lyke drinkin . so went tuu NTUC take FREE beerrr ! LOLS ' calsbergggggg (: weeewwee . hahah . so long din drink =x ' hahah . dhen slack all dhat , dhen she jiu core yijie , ask him wan drink marh . yijie jiu come down e blk dere x) ' dhen we at there tok tok . after dhat he come also =x ' ermss . errr . ie was lyke . " opps " how tuu face him =x .how tuu tok . err . so weiirddd . mm . so act lyke nth happen lorh . bout 3+ lyke dhat we jiu went off ler . ie jiu went tuu find bb jie =) ' meet her at kovan ' dhen go walk walk '' dhen she kip wantedd tuu "" blah blah '"" haaaah . budd ie dun allow . although ie also got "" blahh blahh "" luhr ! haaah . dhen his broher come down . ie jiu go carpark smk first . dhen jiu go mac slack . was so bored can ? dhen bb jie wan cig . ask mie core yijie . ie jiu core ' yijie come dwn gibe mie 3 sticks ' dhen ie jiu go staircase smk ' gibe jie one , ie also one . left one for tonight x)) ' hahah . tmr jiu go buy ler . so nbm nbm =D ' hahaha . dhen after dhat go hougang mall slack . so bored lurh . dhen bout 6+ ie jiu went home . ie msg him ' dhen he miss core mie x)) ' HAISH . m ie doing e right things ? shld ie tok tu him ? so fan again . haish . m ie wrongg ? wad shld ie do ? its lyke , ie still so love him & cant forget . howwwww !!!! & ie feel lyke dhey hab sumthing kippin from mie ? mmm . mayb ie tuu sensitive or wad lurh . ie also dunno lurh . tok till half wae fone low batt . FCUK ! dhen reach home le jiu core him , ie go bath first marh . bath le msg him jiu no reply liaos . so nbm nor ' ie dun dare tuu sendd again =x ' scareddddd he find mmie irritatingggg , =(( ' haish ' im going tuu die lurh . COUGH COUGH* hate coughinnn . XIN KU XIN KU - hahaha . ie dunwan eat medicine todae . nort niceee . GRRR ~ lols . haish . ie wanna faster HAOOO ! wanna go scream at ppl ! LOLX
endd here .
byee

MINYEE ''

IELOVEYOUIELOVEYOU .
MANYMANY .!!

ie'll neber gonna forget .
maddness in mmie (:

iehatetuuACTHAPPY .
hates tuu SCREAM LYKE HELL !
haish .

ie'm SO SO SO & SO MISSHIMMMM (:

ie've neber reqret ! IELOVEYOU

haish . jus reach home . x(( ' todae after skool straight awae go home . =( ' kena pangseh ! HAISH ' everibodie leave mmie & go wan ! haish . no where tuu go ! no place tuu go ! haish . ie hate tis wae . budd so wadd ? haish ' im so fan ! beri fan ` super duper fan ! ie dunno wad shld ie do ! wadd else can ie do tuu make him loves mmie ! in a mess . so mess up ! haish ' siann ` todae woke up late . dhen go skool late bbout 9+ bahs . so fcuk up ! mr wee go core mye father . dhen mye father sae ask mmie dun alwaes late late late all dhat ! haish ' tuupiddd lurhhh . im SICK SICK SICK ! ie dunnwan tuu see dha doctor . budd im being force tuu LATER ! grrrr ~ dun force mmmie . its jus dhat mye voice ish wibe high pitch & cough & other sickness jiu wan mmie go see doctorr . & pls horr . ie wan go skool derr ! cus ob blahh blahh blahh ~ haish ' mm . sec 3 camp todae ` so ? erms ' haish ' lalalas . ie dunno wadd tuu do now . shld ie core him ? or shld not ? " hey minyee " ppl gort stead ler can don go fan him marh ! ie alwaes told myeself tis ! HAISH . ie noe im irritatingg . imsorry . ie won ler ` ie wanna stop alll mye noonsense ! haish . feeling so useless now . all im doing ish jus CUTS CUTS CUTS ! go cut more lurh ! noone care wadd . let it bleeds . let mye bloodd overcome mye tears ! ie'm so tireddd . so tiredd lovingg him ! HAISH ' ie dunwanna forget ! ie dunwan ! cus its real real hardd ' ie carn continue treating ue as stranger . seeingg ue in klass , seeing ue aroundd & yet act lyke ie dunno tis person ! its so hard hard hard alryte x(( ' HAISH . ie'm so silly . so foolish . act lyke im so so so happy . budd im nort .
anywae , ie wanna thanks mye gans & fwens for gibbin mie those concern . xie xie ' ie believe ie'll find mye happiness . ie make myeself smile !
& lastly . ie'm so so so miss eileen ! mm ` so so so so so misss herr lurhh !
hAISH . ib she's here , she shure b e one hu cheer mmie up . joke wibee mmie x(( '
haish . cries cries . stop here lerrr .
bbyeee . tc '

MINYEE ''

lovesALLgans ;
missEM !
included HIM `

ie'm beri ashure dhat
ie'll love you dha rest ob mye lyfe !

ie've neber reqret ! IEMISSYOU .

ie dun mindd , how ue gonna judge mmie .
ie dun eben careee . im nort perfect . so im sorry !

its hard saying GUDBYE
itsallOVER

no more hesitate x(

haish . slp slp slp ! slpin , make mye tyme pass faster . ie hate tuu go tuu skool ! seeing him in skool & yet acting strangers . seeing him in klass , carnt tok tuu him , canrt even look dere ! its so hard . really so hard for mie x( ' haish . wadd shld ie do ! there're tuu many lies around . ie dunnwanna forget ue ! its so so so hard for mie . ie feel so hurt . how long can ie continue avoiding ? shld ie stop tis ? im really tired . how can ie forget him ? hais . ie dunno wad else can ie do ? waiting silently ? or continue tuu act as if ie dunno tis person ? ie wanna tok tu him as before . ie wana disturb him , hit him as bfore . can ie ? things changed . ie dun stand a single chance now . its tuu late . its all mye fault ! wad shld ie do ? haish . ie'm dha one hu spoiles mye eberithing . whye mus ie b so silly . ie noe ie won b happpy doin tis . bud jus bcos ie love him . & ie hab tuu do dhat ! haish . can ie jus stop all the sillyness , stop all the nonsense . stop lovingg him ! can ie ? shld ie sae sorry ? shld ie gibe in ? whye ? things happening sho sho sho fast ! ie jus carn bear tu lose ue ! its jus mye first tyme . first tyme for being so so so foolish , so tuupidd . so in love wibe ue ! haish . ie guess ish useless . izit real dhat ue really told dhem dhat ? izit real dhat ue once love mie ? or its all a lie again ? so fan . so & so fan ! can ie jus stop crying . can ie jus stop all this ? feel so meaninless . ie hate tuu act strong . act happy . act lyke im nuttin wrong . act lyke im a clown ! makes jokes . laugh LOUDLY . screamm lyke helll ! ie hate all tis . budd ie jus carn do anything except for actting . sorry . ie'm nort perfect . haish . x'((
end here .
takecares .
bye ..

MINYEE `

ielovehimFOREVER .
till the dae ie die !
ie'll still b lovingg him !

ie've neber regret loving ue .
budd ie regretted doing those tings !

ie hab nth else tuu sae .
budd SORRY !

ie jus cant tell ue all tis again !
iemissyou so MANYY .
budd canr eben look closely at ue again !
ILOVEYOUBOI !

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yepp ; ie'm in love wibe HIM HIM HIM ! <3

haish . siann lurhh . carn slp . nowadaes tyme change . slp during afternoon dhen night wake up play comp till morning . SOT ! hahah . tmr ish wednesdae . weee . can slp longer =xXx ' heee . haish . lies re all around mmie . ie dunno hu shld ie trust , hu shld ie belive . whye no one else noes about tis ? im so blur . lies re tuu much . & ie dunnwan anyone else excapt for himm okayyy ! so plss dun anyhoww intro guys for mie lurh idiot ! & dhat oink oink ! PLS STOP CALLING MMIE COCONUT HEAD ALRYTE ! & im nort a pigggg. hheeh . erms . ie've been missing him . its been days ie've nort heard his voice . im so xin ku . im strugglingg wibe mye life . acting happy infront ob eberione . ie habb tuu stop cryingg . & pls , don ask mmie bout him or wadd happen in klas or public places . its so ashame , cus , ie will cryy alryte . & pls , when im cryin don concern mmie , ie will cry louder der x) ' hahah . anywae , ppl '' thanks fer lettin mie sae out wad ie wanna sae & b mye listening ear ! thanks . mm . ie'll b strongg . ie won hurt myeself cus ob him ! ie'll try ` budd , ie dunno shld ie let go or waiting silently ! haish .
stop here ler .
nth else tuu write liao x))

BYE.

MINYEE ``

ITS SO HARD
SAYING GUDBYE .

& yeshh , ie'm in love wibe him him him !
& yeash , ie love him many many !

ie wanana cheer myeself up !
ie wanna smile `

don judge mmie x)
iehatesGUDBYE .

stop all yoor lies .
whye !

iemisshim manymany `

haish . ib it ish , wad shld ie do ?

ie've regret those thing ie've done , ib tyme would turn bk , ie promise ie won do dhat again , budd its tuu late . im sorry for misunderstood ue . ieloveyou ' ieloveyou more dhen anything , more dhen myeself . its tuu late , whye cant ue let mie noe dhat tyme ? haish . wad shld ie do ? whye did ue lie ? hais . wad shld ie do ? waiting silently & yet dun let him noe ? or letting go of him & yet its hard for mie . wadd shld ie do ? feel so hurt . so pain . boi ; im jus sorry . can ue jus tell mmie those words again ? ie jus carn get ue outta mye mindd . ie've regtret . can ie still turn bbk ? or its really tuu late ? ib ie still hab dha chance , ie rather wait , ie dun mind how longg . 9 mths again , another 9 mths & 9mths x 3 x 4' ie'll wait . ie promise . budd pls , tell mmie it ish real ? no fake hope pls ! seeing ue in skool , nort tuu talk tuu ue , treating ue lyke stranger , really mmakes mmie feel so xin ku . ib ie continued lyke tis ie'm gonna go madd . sctingg happy in klass . actingg happy whenever ie see ue . acting strongg & go on ! he don eben noes . he don eben care . tell mmie wadd can ie do ! whye shld dhey tell mie tis & let mie feel lyke turning bbk ! WHYE ? whyeeeeee !!! HAISH . im jus afraid tuu lose ue . ue jus dun understand dhs reason ie send those things . ue guys jus dun understanddd . ib ie neber tell ue thoes things , dhen when will ue tell mie how ue feel ? & ue kip keeping quiet , how can ie stopingg habiin those thoughtss ? haish . ue jus dun understand . plss ' dun jus think ob yoorself . its selfishh ! stopp all tis . ie still love ue as bfore , mye loves for ue hab neber drop a single bit , its has NEBER ! ie'll love ue foreverrr , ie will ! haish . tell mie wadd can ie do ? ie feel so weak , ie feels so hurt . & yet no one understand mmie =( '

GUDBYE .
soHURT .
holddMMIEwhenIEnidYOU !
tell mmie you love mie =( '

MINYEE ''

do ue noe wad ish LOVE ?
all the while ie was jus beeing lieddd !

stop tellingg mmie lies .
yoor lies re all over .
hu shld ie believe .

IE JUS CARN GET UE OTTA MYE MIND .

imSORRY
for those things ie've done.
those msg'es ie've send.
imSORRY .
ib ie noes things would had happen tis wae .
ue would think this wae ,
ie woon b doing dhat !

ie'vebeenTHINKINGGG .
itsallOVER

ie hab enuuff , ie hates backstabber !

haish . todae was boredd . wake uup at 4+ den play comp till 6+ dehn go hougang mall for piercingggg , heeee . no ish 9 ear holesss` -.-' ` tuupidd . haaa . dhen slack dere all dhat till 8+ dhen walk go bk , ie jiu went tuu michele hus hlp her do things. bud im afraid of dogs lurh ! the dog so active todae . kip jumpingg tuu mye legg ! dhen ie kip screamingg . mm . den slack till 9+ jiu went home . she come mye hus also lurh ' after reach home jiu play comp lorh ` hais . lastyme everydae also will msg him , chao chao also gort send 1 msg der. bud todae nth ` ie promise , ie won contact wibe him anymore . ie hab enuff . hate mmie can jus tell mie der . dun hab tuu sae bhind mye bk ! ie feel so hurt . really beri hurt. HAIS ' ie feeling lyke kiillin myeself . feel so meaningless . feel lyke cutting , feel lyke drinkin many many feel lyke eating lot ob medecine ! ie jus feel lyke doing all sorts of tuupidd thingss . hais . how can ie face him in skool ? ie feeel so blah blah blah ! saddd . so pain ,, so hurt ' & noone noes . budd ie've tuu act happyy in front ob everyones . ie guess its enuff . its long enuff ! ie habee enuff tuu ! ie hate , & ie really hates . mayb leadingg on alone ish better . haish . feel so weak now . ie wanna stop thinkin . ie wanna stop cryingg . ie tell myeself im gonna cheer up ! ie wanna forget tis kinda person . ie hate tuu love him ! ie regret ` its enuff ! haisss ' ie won tok tuu him anymore . boi ; im sorry , ie won irritates ue ler . bye , ie'll leave . im gonna change myeself tuu another person . its nort worthy ! & lastly , ie miss eileenn ! haish . ib she's here jiu hao . she can pei mie tok all mye xinshi ` IEMISSHERR ! mm . ie guess ie'll stop here . no mood . byee .
update soon .
iemissEILEEN .
myeGANS & FAMILYS .
ielovesEM !
lovesEVERYONE
budNORThim !!

MINYEE

its so hardd saeingg GUDBYE .
im sorry . sorry for everything .

ie hate tuu see dha wae im now !
its so useless .

ie wan dhem tu b HAPPY `
ie gibe dhem mye BLESSING .

ie'll forget ,
ie'll get over it !
very very soon `

WHENLOVES SLOWLY BCUMSHATE ~

dieOVERyou .
imCRAZYY