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Saturday, June 14, 2008

left alone








Hais.
Im so bored&lonely todae!
ytd was my last dae with baby!
went to catch a movie, go tu places that
we always go. spenting time with him!
bud th time ytd pass too fast,
its nt enuff! i cried, i cried
i doonwanna lose baby~ &now, im gonna
walk alone' noone is goonna be wit me!
waiting for baby return.
todae was a really hard dae for me!
woke up at 9, working at 11' den 9.50 have tu go out
went tu work at suntec! take bus den MRT! :(
sianed, all alone' i neber have my lunch all
th way till 7 ! so hungry.
i was like so moody todae! i cried whenever
after or when toking on fone wit baby!
cus i only can hear his voice bud nt see him!
miss himm like hell, todae was really a hard dae
for me, & i guess for him too!
hais, i miss baby so much till i kip crying
ALL DAY LONG!
hope tis 2 weeks will flies! if nt i will suffer,
tmr working at cathay dhen off for 5-6 daes
have tu go overseas!
make my self happy & forget all th unhappiness!
whatever it is, i will wait for baby return no matter wad!
hais, i cant decribe th emptiness in me!
reaally sadddd luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
im really guai eberidae! go home early early
neber eben mit friends! cus i don eben have th mood!
sad luhh!
hais. baby is sleeping already, he just called me!
i hope he will be real fine. & nt think so much!
i will alwaes wait for his return! :(
im like so nt used tu it, mayb bcus for th past 8 mth++
we've been sticking tugether! neber will we seperate only for twice
is when we went overseas for jus 5-7daes.
bud tis time is a really long trip! & we've been like super glue!
sticking tugether! & now i cant see baby for 14 vdaes!
it will like hell tu me! hais '
alright. will continue tmr dhen :(
bud overAll, todae is a lousy dae for me!
& it pass really slow! till i can die!
feel like killing myselfff! rah!
bye;
moody,
sad!

help me!
criescries

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Im so sadd! So soso sad!

Rah! so sad luh!
baby going ns soon, tmr will be my last dae being with him!
im crying like a mad women! i cant get used to th life later on!
i nid baby so much luh! hais.
donwanna let him go ns can? :(
crycry* sad luh sad luh! hais'
i will feel veri lonely. i'm afraid i will do foolish things to myself
i donnwanna be alone! i donn wanna be lonely!
i want him tu takecare of me. he cant go ns like tat,
& summore im sick! hais' we've been sticking tugether for th past 8mths plus& now
we have tu seperate! :( noone understand how pain itis! RAH!
i'll cry everydae for you. being moody! i nid sumtyme tu gett used to it.
bud even i do so, i will still miss you like a idiot! :(
felt tat everything around me was like so far!
everyone around me was like so far from me!
only baby stays with me forever!
rah, im going mad soon luh! i cant accept!
cant acept baby go ns! i donwan!!!
he cant leave me luh! hais'
tmr will be our last dae' i wrote th last letter for him to read
& i cant see you for 2 weeks!
& also im gonna go genting in 3 daes time!
haiss, i want new hp
i want dogdog
i nid money!
i want baby
bud eeverything was like beri far!
hais:(
sadsad. don wanna let baby see tis post!
scared he sad too, scared baby cry :(
anyway chatting wit him liao!
so bye :(
sasad
sadsad