don care bout'' mmie can you ! let mmie b alonee lurhs !

erms . its been a few daes ie've neber update ler 'thish few daes fan can ? haish ' ie also dunno wad im thinkin luh ' ytd ish kor kor der b'dae ' dhen ytd after skool went tuu future park ' dhen slacl there ' drink beer wibe straw ! LOL' dhen ate medicine bout 5 tablets bahs ' mm . dhen take cig from mye di ! err . dhen share wibe queeny ! dhen go play till gong gong ' after dhat went tuu wait fher yi jie lorh ' dhen wen yi jie cum ler jiu took 1 cig from him dhen go blkk smk myeself ! den alone go take bus . mmm . todae rainin ; dhen plae wibe dha rain till all wet ! haaa ' fun can ? mm . dhen wan find cig bud nobody hab leis ' haha . mm . jie sae nxt week jiu cann get cig ler ' we share ! LOL ' HAHA . ie promise ie carn get addict can ? ie shure control der ' mmm . dhen ytd gort pe ' teacher caught mmie cuttin mye hand dhen send mie tu cousellin ' haha . sot wan ! mmm . dhen sae ie carn cut & pierce anymore ' siao wan ! LOL ' loves drinkin cann ? haishh ' ie wanna numb myeselff ! make myeself suffer & torture ' finally im sickk ! haha ; weeee . ie wanna b sick can ? hate myeself dhats simple ! heee' dhen jus now in class ' HAISH ' ie reallie dunno whye xXx alwaes go tok tuu him wan ! ish lyke gu yi wan lorh ; haish ' dunno shuld trust xXx nort ! haish; fan luh ' dun ask mmie whye im fan ! cush even ie tell you ler ue also carn ans mye quest ryte boi ? haish ' ie also dunno wad ue wan can ? haish ' ue found yoor own haappiness & wad else ue wan ? huh ? ue wanna see mmie torturing myeself ? & pls stop carin bout mye problem ' ie wanna drink beer dhats mye prb , ie wanna eat medicine & dhats also mye prob ' ie wanna smk also mye prob '' dun ue care ! & gibe mmie those hope can ? ie hates luhs ' unless ue tell mmie wadd ue treat mmie as first ! cann >? im tiredd ob waiting ! yoor b'dae cumin ler wad shuld ie do ? haishh . haishhh '' ie dunnoo luhhhhh ` stopp treatin mmie as yoor toys yoor puppet ! ie hate tuu listen tu ue can ? dun tell mie wad tu do ! ie hab mye own waee ! haiiiis ; tell mmie ib ue dun care . dun gibe mmie dhat kind ob concern can ?
suann lerr '
errs ; ie stop here ler can !
no mood writingg'
update soon luh .
byes .

MINYEE ''
im JEALOUS cann ?
ie hates those BITCHH !

stopp lyinn tuu mmie !
dhat mye probb .!
ie wanna SUFFER & TORTURE !

uue donn careee !
ie dunniidd yuu tuu care luhh !

GO AWAEEEEEE !
wadd a TUUPID MISTAKE IE'VE MADEEEE ! =(