tored memories .

i'm nort asleep yet X( ' thinking of him again , & im gonna finish mye whole pack of cig ler . & jus ate sum pills . maybie ie'll bie slping soon , cus abit tired liaos . budd ie'll still waiting forh him tu reply mie , he said brb ' bud till now ? think ish gu yi don want tok tu mmie , ie think he get irritates by mie sending him all those things ? =( hais . budd th main thing ish ie jus wanna noe th reason . ue noe ? REASON ? please ? ib nort ie jus cant let go like dis . w.out any reason ? hais . dae by dae , going on w/out ue . so hard . th hurt , th pain ! haish . ue want mie tu trust ue in th past , & ie trusted ue so so much , & now ? wad did ie get in return . a broken heart ? can ie hab th last chance ? re we possible to start afresh ? can ue bring mie out ? can ue hold mye hand tightly & neber let mie go , can ue lend mie yoor listeninin ear , can you lend mie yoor shloulder ? haish , ie'll love you no matter how ue gonna treat me , ue;ve made mie tu tis state ? torturingg myeself , cryingg like an insane one ? whye ue treat others ish different from th wae ue treat me ? can you tell me whye ish tis happening between us ? th memories re so wonderful , ie want tu bie wibe ue foreberrr ! say you love me again pls ? can you nid mie ? care & concern me ? can you ? holdd mie tightly & don let mie run awae ? like wad ue did in e past ? x( haish . wad to do ? can you pls tell mie ? CAN YOU PLS TELL ME ? TELL ME WAD YOU WANT ? TELL ME TH REASON ? AN EXPLANATION ? or else ie will bcome insane ! roarrs . hais . ie miss th love , ie miss th fun , ie miss th memories we once hab ! come back pls ? let mie hear you sae you love me ? come back to me & eberithing will stop , ie won cry ib ue;re back . ie won torture myeself like now .! haish . ie want you tu carry me when im weak , hold me tight when ie'm falling . with you around , im nort afraid ob anything . hais .
ie wanna bie th ah siao minyee again .
th super duper talkative wan .
th minyee wibe all th loves he gives .
ie want you tu noe how i feel ?
can ie jus treat tis as im in mye dream ?
when ie wake up Ue're still wibe mie ? can ie ?
im waitinggg x( come back pls ? th last chance forh mie ?
ie cant go on w/out ue . x( IELOVEYOU .

&& thanks si mei forh making mye blogskins .
IELOVEIT (: xiexie ni .

going slp ! buhbyes.
IEMISSHIM LIKE MAD
IELOVEHIM LIKE HELL X(

DO YOU STIL LOVE ME ?
TELL MIE WAD RE UE CONFUSED BOUT ?
HAISH . DYINGOVERYOU

ENDLESS PAIN X( empty promises

todae was th same , woke up 1.30 while mye hus ish so noisyy (: cus mye relatives came . er , wash up , play comp till 5+ went tu plaza , mit di buy cigg , dhen went tu hougang mall find bbjie . ermm , wibe her bro they all x)) ie was wibe michelle . err , so pei dhem eat ler went walkk walk , hands re itchy & so ie starts again . erm , went winter time , sharon was working dere . so went tu make her . now , im so weird ' can bbie so madd at tymes , & can bie so so quiet & cryingg at tymes . budd all th laughters , all th madness rre fake . deep down , ie don feel at all ! nort eben a little bit x(( ' err , msg him ' no reply . hais . nbm . ie must get use of tis feelingg . && ie must stop reeadingg all th msg'es ie hab wibe him in e past . those re jus memories . hais , can ie hab th last chance ? can ie ? can we turn back ? jus last chance , can ie hab ? ue've totally change , th way ue treat mie in e past wasen like tis . nnort so coldly like now . haish . ue've made mie love yu , & now ue want mie tu forhget ue ? wth ? ue think ish so easy ? ue wants tu bie th another person hu let mie love forh one yr ++ or more den dhat ? hais . ie want nth now , nth ish important now , ie can MIA how longg ie want , no one ebern cares . all ie want now ish jus ue beingg wibe mmie , as ue said lastyme , as long as ie nid ue , ue will alwaes bie wibe mie as long as ie want ! ue said tis ? & now wad tis ? x(( ie cant trust guys anymore . really really hurt tis tyme . as most obmye fwens said : heyyyy , minyee , ue bian liaos luhs . ie lastyme see ue break wibe guy or guy break wibe ue , ue won cry der mahs , only sadd nia ! neber see ue cry der leis . dhen now whye like dat , ie want th minyee back , th minyee dhat won cry der ie cant don cry , ie cant nort tu bie sad . cus he really hurt mie tis tyme . & tis wound won heal ! it will forever bie dere . hais , ie noe , ue don trust mie , alwaes tink dhat ie still love HIM ? bud ie don anymore . as you noe , ie won leave or run awae ! its you ! you say ue won leave or run awae , bud now ? now noow now ? which girl makes you change so much . useless saying sorry . really useless . sorry can change nth ! NOTHING !!! && ie really nid th reason . pls ? an explaination ish nort dat hard ryte ? hais , ie'll wait , see wads' gudd reason ue're gonna gibe mmie . && tell mmi ib ue don love mie anymore . ! understandd . haish . tmr going kovan tu buy things . siannnn ; sharon so ma fan =x haha .
gtg , doingg stupid things later on . cus michelle ish nort tonning at mye hus . ie can do wadever ie want . ie got th whole pack of cigg , ie can smk finishh ! lalalas . drink beer & eatingg medicine . cutting cutting . no one cares x)) gudbyeeeeeeee . takecare eberione .

ue've changed mmie .
change mie back pls ?
ie want th happy minyee .
& nort th sad sad wan !

ie'll make myeself numb!
numbnumbnumb ! criescriescries .

VINCENTIELOVEYOU X((
TOREAPART ! HEARTBREAKS , X(

so hard tu describe

agrh , im here again . im too bored to sleep . ie dunno whye . maybie im thinkin too much , was chattin wibe mye bro jus now , talkingg bout th mamories ie habb wibe HIM . & he's telling mie his too x) ie envious dhem . ie cant hab him back anymore . so obvious dhat he don love mie anymore . so obvious dhat he don wanna tok tu mie anymore . ie rmb im th most important tu him ! budd now , ie nothingg . budd he's the most important tu mie , even friends cant replace x( ie doubt ue won bie back anymore . budd im really really reallyyyyy bberi curious ! WHATS MAKES YOU CHANGE SO MUCH ? TELL ME PLS ? WADS TH REASON YOU WWANTS TO END TIS ? x( im still waitingg , when will ie get th explaination ? IE WAN YOU ONLI ! hais , th love ish getting deeper & deeper each dae , th pain ish getting hurter & hurter each dae ! all th empty promises you've made to mie , seeingg all mye fwenster comment ue've wrote ' those promises ue promised . all gone ? don lie to mie pls ! haish '' ib ue truely love mie eu won end tis right ? its bcox ue don love mie anymore . hais. sumone hlp mie pls . ib ie go on like tis eberidae , ie think ie will suffer from depression soon ! -.-' lols . hope not lahs . =x HAHA . im getting madd , cryingg like hell eberidae ! && IM MUST FORCE MYESELF TU GO TO BED . or else ie hab tu wake up early tmr , cus da sao ish comming mye hus at mye korkor said =x LOL .
gudnye eberione .

Every Little Things I Do ,
I Think Of You .
Yoor Empty Promises ,
Ie'm Still Waitingg .

DROWNINGG X(

in pain , in tears . im drowningg in tears . dyingg in pain , sufferingg . tellingg myeself ie don love him anymore , bud whenever ie think ob him , ie think of our memories , so fun so nice x( our first movie & den our second . hais , ue promise tu bring mie forh our 3rd 4th & 5th & neber ending one . tmr ish fridae , ue ask mie tu free on fridae , cus ue said ue wanna cellebrate our monthsary , budd eberithing gone . tmr ie'm real real free ' ie wanna go out wibe ue . can ie ? x( all too late . hais . ie wish ue're stil wibe mmie x( cryinggg & eatingg all sorts ob pills . makingg myeself falling asick , makingg myeself madd . takingg manymany free things . super many ! as much as ie can . bringg bbig bagg eberidae . x(
okay , todae was sian . went tu hougang mall , shop shop ' took a christian dior perfume dhat cost $69.90 ' took CHOOCHOO* lols , onlie michelle noes wads dhat x) & took many other little stupid things . manymany x) '& went tu punggol park play swingg again , & went tu tok xin shi wibe michelle , stupid her ' go read out mye msg , & ie start tu think again . so cries . hais , she was scoldin mie after dhat , sayin dhat she gonna get buey ta han ibb ie continue tu cry eberidae like dhis . she' will gonna get irritae bby mie , ie dun wish tu actually . ue think ie likes tu ccry ? so tiring okay ! haishh . she's kinda afraid too . she's scared her boifwen will treat her like how HE treat mie . bud ie believe her boyfwen won , cus he's a nice one , & he eben comfort mie jus now . && horr , whye eberione sees mie outside kip asking mie 3 words : YOU OKAY MAHS? , im alryte lahs eberione , nort dyingg yet , thanks forh all yoor concern x)) thanks guys (: okays let continued , after dhat went tu aunt hus . chat wibe her. she was sayingg , asking mie nort tu bie so stupid , doing such stuff cus ob a guy . & she wad laughing at mie , cus th guy donwan mie anymore ' & ie was crying like mad . hais . toking wibe her was quite fun . she will try tu make mie laughs . ' after dhat went home bout 10+ beforh going home , went tu mit queeny , cus th SHUAI GE ish coming . AHEMS . ie see his face jiu feel like laughin lahh . hahah . dhen after dhat went tu find darren , tot he got cig , budd in e end he don hab lorh . hhahaha .& luckily he gort , so went tu take from him . x( hais , must ren . mus'nt cry when ie see him , yea , ie din cry okay . went up e bus den cry -.-' really bberi tong ku . seeing him , cant play wibe him , cant tok tu him , cant tickle or hit him like wad ie use to do . cant hold his hand . canr sit bside him looking at him . ie canrn x( he din eben look at mmie . haish . sadd ! bud no matter how sad im , im nort gonna cry in front ob him . ie'll bberi stronggggg . ie won cry in front ob you. x( lucky got pei wo wait for bus =x or really bian ler =x hais . ie'll wait till ue gibe mie th reason & tell mmie whye . downingg in tears . x(( haish . ie wanna hear ue sae ue love mie again. BUD ITS SUPER OBVIOUS DHAT UE ALREADY DON LOVE MIE ! NORT EBEN A SINGLE BIT RIGHT ? x((
okay alryte . ie don wanna tok bout tis already . cus its tiredd , typingg & cryingg ? so stupid eh ? so stop it ! =x ib ie continue like this , think ie will bie suffering from depression . LOL . okay .
erms , mye fone ish nort in use currently , ue can msg mie , ie'll try tu contact ue guys back (: sorry .

IE'M MIA-INGG (:
SO ANYTHING , TOK TU MIE WHEN IM ONLINE OR FWENSTER COMMENT OR MSG'ES (:
IE'LL GET BACK TU UE GUYS SOON (:
WISH TU BIE ALONE TIS FEWS DAES .
LET TYME STOP MYE TEARS .
LET TYME FORHGET MYE PAIN X(
SP TAKECARE EBERIONE .
IE'LL MISS YOU GUYS . (:

LASTLY , IELOVEYOU NO MATTER WAD .
IE'LL WAIT IE'LL WAIT =(
DON HURT MIE AGAIN PLS X(
IEMISSYOU .

jusHUGmieTHlastymeWILLyou ?

ie really cant x(

erms , a super boringg dae x( waitingg forh michelle tu core & ie'll bie meeting her later on . she pei-ingg her boyfriend now x( & ie donhab one x( HAIS . rahhrahhrahh ! whye m ie toking bout tis again ? -.-' err , ie dunno where tu go later , budd ie jus wana go out . beingg madd ! or else ie'll stay at home , thinking ob our past , thos memories . & ie'll cry x( stupidd ! HAIS . && oh no , ytdd SOMEONE ask mie tu core him & ie forhget ? OMGOMG . anywae he don mindd either . cus ie hab nort much mood tu tok tu any other ppl except HIM x( ie hope ie still can core him like b4 . asking where ish he , eat already , where ish he going later & saying ieloveyou x( its all too late right ? ue won bie back anymore right ? wads yoor "" ONLY HER "" means ? yoor feeling fade so fast ? wad things makes ue change like this . how ie wish ue're wibe mie now . toking wibe mie , argueingg wibe mmie x( playingg wibe mmie , making mie laughs . in e past ie alwaes compare ue wibe SUMONE . budd now no one can compare wibe ue x( cus ie uundertand ue're th best of all x( budd everithing jus too late . ue've left , ue don love mie anymore . ue don nid mie anymore . haish . ie hate tu cry , ie hate tu hab swollen eyes . hais . ue've made mie like tis . & when can ie get out ob tis kindd ob lyfe ? soo tiringg ? get it ? hais .
im so boredd duringg e holidaes , can someone pls acomapany mmie ? make mmie laughh ? make mie jokee ?
& when skool reopen ie noe wad tu do already ! ie must nort cry when ie see him =)) ' ie must ACT like im SO SO HAPPY . act like im so MADDD ! so TALKATIVE like beforh . act like IE DONNID HIM . act like we're only CLASSMATES ' can ie ? tryt try try . OR ELSE , ie shure cry . seeing him makes mye memories flash back x( haish .

&&& oh yarh , eberibody , im MIA-ING SOON . don findd mmie , don look forh mmie . ie will go missing forh one week (: jus one week onlyy . cus mye parents will confiscate mye fone , & ie'll bie running out eberidae =) forhget many many things as ie hope ie can =]] && ie really hate punggol park ! fcukk dere . RAHH ! ppl , ib ue're findingg mmie , sendd mie msg'es or comment in fwenster , or when im online (:
takecares eberione . findingg things tu do now =]] byees

; things jus end like tis .
; he jus leave mie like tis ?
; & he jus don love mie anymore .
; his promises rre all fake .
; he break dhem all
; im so disappointed in him
; ie trusted him too much
; he don nid mie anymore
; he don eben wanna noe mie anymore x(
; ie've got tis feeling , he's tryingg tu avoid mie .
; the wae he treat mie habb all changee .
; ie've many thins tu sae , budd its all useless.
; all ie've tu sae ish : IELOVEYOUSTILL .
; no matter how ue gonna treat mie , ie will still love ue x)
; && MICHELLE SAES IM STUPID , IM FOOLLISH . SHE WANTS TU KILL MIE

th unbearable painx x(

ie cant bie happy anymore x( ie cant do any things , budd crying & cutting . x( & whye did ie nid him so much . hais ' he jus don understandd how ie feel ! can ie jus die like dhat ? & eberithing will stop ! hais . how ie wish ie can jus treat him as mye boyfriend like b4 . ie wanna run awae , tell myeself he's still mine . he ish still wibe mmie . ue promise ue'll neber leave mmie , neber ignore mie . ddid you ? ue promise ue will share eberithing wibe mie x( ue sae ue will love mie forheber . ue saidd all tis !! budd its all a lie ue gave ! x( jus tell mie th reason whye did ue wants tu end tis ? ue've made mie trust ue too much x( hope ue will reply mye msg'es & tell mie th reason . haish , guys changes really fast x( how ie wish ue're wibe mie now , holdd mye hand & neber let mie go ! sae you love mie x181161515161 .its all past ! ue won bie back again ! nth much ie can do . nth much ie can sae . hope ue'll bie happy , since tis ish yoor decision ! HAIS ' ie jus wish tu noe wad re ue thinking . & jus one dae ue don love mie anymore ? whye ? wads makes ue change so much ? don lock up mye heart ib ue noe ue're leaving pls ! x( th pain ue gave , th tears ue've made ! th cuts ie hab ! wadd else ? hais . fuckingg holidaes . x(
tearrrrrrs x( ' lets continue ; went out 6+ ' went punggol endd . screamm , shoutt ! roarrrrrrs ! like madd . & ie feel a little better after dhat ! && deres so many monster ! scared luhs . so went tu punggol park , play swingg -.-' SCREAMMM , SHOUT ! scolddddd th person ! & roarrrr bberi loudlyy , scream all mye throat out . && laugh tu myeself thining dhat im real stupid / foolish . after dhat went tu take bus at another bustop , cus how ie wish ie can see him x( budd nbm , ie din ! so forhget it . && ie've change mye pw forh blog , & ie think he won want tu see mye blog anymore like e past ! & ie think he don wish tu noe anymore bout mie anymore too x( ie dunno how tu face him . did he still treat mie as his fwen ? eberithing jus changed like dhat x( ie can reaLLY cry , ie can really die . hais . think endd here ler . nowadaes habb many lousy post ! cus he've made mie tis wae x(
gudbye , gudnyte eberione .

IE WON BIE HAPPY ANYMORE X(
IE'LL ONLY HAB TEARS & BLOOOD DRIPPING X(
COME BACK PLS X(

th feelingg of lost x(

ie've neber been happy forh th past fews daes ! especially ytd x( tears kipp rolling down , ie've neber been havingg such pain forh a bberi long tyme . maybie ie trusted him too much . all break in to pieces & ie cant eben mend it back ! wadd to do ? wadd can ie do ? ie cant continue clinging on to him x( ie must stop myeself from senddingg him all those msg'es & smses . haish ' so meaninggless . eberithing jus end like tis & ie cant eben hab a single last chance ? =( ie understand he don love mie anymore , & ie think he've already found th person he love ! ie wish tu wait , budd its so hurt . he ish the only one decide eberithing . he decided tu bie wibe mie , he ish also th one hu decided tu leave mie ! hais , ie jus cant habe the wae ie wan ? ie want tu bie wibe ue ! ie want ue back ! ie understand its impossible ! ue once love mie budd nort now anymore right ? they re right , guys changed so fast ! one dae can sae he love you , another can sae he hate ue . h\im nort gonna trust anyone . eben HIM * & ie noe hu ish more important tu mie , hu ish th one ie need most , seeingg his msg'es in e past makes mmie feel so hurt . thinking ob him makes mmie feel more & more hurt , when can ie get out of tis life ? & im back tu th beginning again ? where no one cares , no one needs ? HAIS . th feeling ob lost , the feelingg ob lonely ? =( && ie've so much quest tu ask him . its jus dhat its useless askin so much , its obvious dhat he don love mie anymore budd wadd ish he confused at ? hais . ie'll rmb eberi single little things dhat happen between us x(( ie jus cant let go , ie cant use to this kind ob life w/out ue . & our monthsary ish soming & yet ue wants tu end ! haish , its useleess saeiing much . & im tired ob cryingg . can ie jus die ? & yeas , all the guys re th same ! hais ,

erms . todae will bie a rotting dae , ie don wish tu go out . feel so weak so tired . no one ish dere forh mmie anymore x( mye bro fight wibe mie last night . & mye hand bleeds . cries . & no one ish dere forh mie tu tok tu ! HAIS . & mye hand still bberi hurt now , budd mye heart hurt most !
gudbye .

CAN IE JUS DIE LIKE TIS ?
CAN IE JUS KILL MYSELF ?

torturetorture !
cutscuts x*(

TH PAIN X(

mye horrible dream came true ! he finally left mmie x( && its so sudden ! ie saw dhat msgg , im so shock ! its like ie neber think tis would happen , ie believe we can last cus ie truely love him ! budd wadd ie get back ish all tis ! ie've already been givingg in ! tellingg myeself to forhgive him & myeself ! tell mie wadd tu do ! wadd ie can do now is jus cryingg & hurtingg , torturing myeself ! ie really hope tis relationship would last ! budd it ended out like tis . im so disappointed in him , in mmie . maybie its mye fault forh beingg so nort UNDERSTANDING . haish . ie dunno wadd else can ie do ! runningg home later on 3am . ie hate staying at home . ie'm gonna torture myeself like hell ! mye eyes re swollen , mye tears kip rolling down . no one ish dere forh mie . how ie wish ie can core him llike lastyme . whye things ended up like tis x( nothing much ie can sae now ! ie've given tuu much trust dhat ue'll neber leave mie ! & ie won leave ue either . budd ib this ish really wadd ue wan ! ie've gort nth tu sae . ie wanna see ue happy =] ie'll wait forh ue x( && no more trusting guys ! im gonna change tu another person !

th pain in mie .
ue'll neber understandd x((

YOU DON LOVE MIE ANYMORE x(

eerms , feel so lousy todae again ! cus ie really dunno wadd to do , where to go & how tu explain ! ie've gort tis feelingg dhat he don love mie anymore . ie've gort tis feelingg he's leavingg mie soon ! && im startingg tu believe he neber eben love mie beforh ? ish tis real ? ish tis true ? whye ish all tis happening ? im afraiidd all thish may come true ? && he won bie dere forh mie when ie niid him ! budd ie'm tired ob givingg in ! wadd shld ie do ? !!!!! ie understandd , ie noe ! ue angry wibe mmie . & ue don wish tu see or tok tu mie ! thish ish th first tyme & shouldd bie the last tyme too =x ie hate tis feelingg . makes mmie feel so hurt , so distractedd ! feel like doingg all sorrts of things to mie ! maybie the numbness will keep mmie awaee from thinkin . & ie won bie suffering dhat much ? he jus don undertandd how ie feel ! no one ish dere forh mmie when ie nid dhem except forh sumone =x & thanks anywae =D - hais ' ie'm rottingg at home the wholee dae ! im nort goingg out ! jus now went tu buy free beer ! hais . so mooddyy . im talking on fone now wibe queeny ! tokingg bout how ie feel ! so gtg now .
im goinggg update later on x))

byes .

TELL MIE IB UE DON LOVE MIE ANYMORE !

& STILL WAITINGG =(

now its 4+ & im still waitingg hopee he wouldd msg mie ? x( budd ie guess its impossiblee ! cus think he already felt asleep ! wad tokingg on fone wibe SUMONE & FWEN jus now ! laugh&laugh ? fake laugh ? waddever . ie jus feel bberi distracted . kiip thinking dhat he will leave mie & he don love mie anymore . ish tis true ? ish tis real ? & ie really dunno wadd guys re thinking . & ie hopee things will turn out smoothlyy ! budd ie won gibe in easily either =x ie triedd bberi hard nort tu msg him , nortt tu core him & nort tu tok tu him . ie'll see how longg he can last like tis ! & cus im super disappointed in him x( so ie won sae too much also x) ie think its tyme forh mie to go tu bedd ! & SLEEP . a dae start for mie when ie wake up ! & hope eeberithing will bie finee x) im so bored , super bored xx))
gudnyte :DD

GUYS RRE ALL IDIOT !!
THEY RRE ALL DUMBB

SUMTHING NORT RIGHT X( WTF ISH TIS ?

er , din get tu post ytd cus was damn tiredd :x was so busy ytd , went tu yishun again . the wwhole dae from morningg 7+ to night . so tiredd luhhs . need tu kneel down & up & down . forh s0 longg . legg pain lorh . hahah . dhen went tu burn all the house , car & many other things . rahh ! reach home already beri tired ler . so
lazy tu post liaos =]] erms , sleep quite early ytd , & woke up at 1+ ermmm , siannn ! lets tok bout todae x)) err , was fun actually budd its went out sucks =x went findd bb jie in the afternoon , went to slack , smk & many other things . den went to cheers to buy free things . dhen later on went tu take free bbeer . err , todae ish free things dae =x dhen was fun toking & chatting . aroundd 4+ went off to take bus to punggol park meet dear x( err , ie was late ! budd alryte . dhenn err .
dunno lahs , dun wish to sae also . aiyahs , dunno wad happenedd lurh , don wish tu rmb or sae . was damn tulan . budd suan lerr . don wish tu sae . deehn 7+ ie from punggol park dere walk all the wae th aunt hus . its like so far okay ! ie was jus too angry to take bus ! && how ie wish he would follow . buddd no , he din ! =( so wadeverrr ! ie don wish to sae much . && till now nort eben a single msgg he sendd . ie habb nth else to sae , nth more to do ! waddverrr ! jus take it as its ALLLL amye fault ! =x ie dunno shld ie apologies or msg him first ! =( && so tok tu SUMONE . he pei mie tok , & ie toldd him ! almost cry =x budd ie was outside so ie din ! err , & his fwen kiip saying dhat he likes mie ? omfg , don sayin dhat lurhs . its all mie & him der past ler , so stopp gibbing mie hopee & make mie disappoin or wad lurh . ie don wish tu go back anywae ! & IE HATE MYE PAST OKAY ! thinkingg of dhat its so foolish , so stupidd . budd im really beri angry todae ! fcukingg lousy mood , can sumone jus make mie smile & laugh ? ie doubt only he can ? =( RAHH ! IE DUNNO LUHS . how ie wish he would follow & sendd mmie back ! in e endd ie was walkingg alone back ? okay . don sae lerr . eberione jus ignore tis post ! its a superr lousyy wan ! super idiot , irritatng one . & ie hope tis shall bie the last tyme . tis don go on smoothly ! ie hate it lurhs . hate mye attitude den don tok tu mie . don find mie . im jus like tis . understand ! ie don like tu listen waddeber ue sayy , waddeber ue wan ! ie jus want tu bie like tis . ie'm badd im beri bad ! ie sucks . ie idiot ! ie hate myeself . so ? wadverr . ie donnno wadd m ie postingg , wadd m ie writingg . lets continue , err , after aunt hus meet up michelle at plaza . went tu ntuc , buy free things again . hair treatment der things & many others things . went slack & tell her how ie feel t0dae , cries . lucky she cheer mmie uup =x ie close mye fonee jus now cus ie donwan anyone to findd or core mie . =x jus let mie bie . err , till 10+ went home . think stop here lerr . bbuhbyes , takecares eberione .
&& ie donwant tu contiinue habbing tis !! get it ? =x
=(((

when its tyme x)

err , todae was nort boredd at all .
& yet was a busy dae x)) rushingg here
& dere x)) hahah , woke up at 12 & din get
to play comp till now =]] mit queeny 1.30
& went to rivervale mall =x den go
forh our lunch & den sum other things x))
den went smk , wait forh jonathan to come !
LOLS . dehn go interview -.-' LOLS .
laughs* we kip makingg jonathan =x so funny .
dhen went arcade play ""bangbang"" the gun wan !
lols . funny lahs , we draw the first round ,
& gort addicted in that game & we went
forh our second roundd & rahhh , 0-6 ? ie lost !
LOLS . ie so lousy lahshs =x hahahah .
dhen after dhat play carcar * HAHAH . so childish !
HOHOS . dhen ie win ! lalalas . go out wibe queeny
so maddd ! tok bberi loudd & many rubbish tu laugh
& tok at ! lol , so idiot lahs =x err , dhen after
dhat 6.00 go home change & bathe went tu yishun .
uncle pass awae 1 yr den nid to burn those paper all
dhat ! SIANN ! err , den 12+ den reach home .
& im tiredd now . sleepingg soon ,
gonna wke up tmr bberi earlyy . 6 jiu must
wake up ler =x will bbie a bberi tiringg dae tmr .
think end here ler . bbuhbyes . takecares & gudnyte !
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&& finally dear ish backk (:
IELOVEYOU (:
don let mmie feel tis wae again !
&& ie can ashure dhat yoor horrible dream
won come truee x))
&& hopee ue won leave mmie too =]]
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