DROWNINGG X(

in pain , in tears . im drowningg in tears . dyingg in pain , sufferingg . tellingg myeself ie don love him anymore , bud whenever ie think ob him , ie think of our memories , so fun so nice x( our first movie & den our second . hais , ue promise tu bring mie forh our 3rd 4th & 5th & neber ending one . tmr ish fridae , ue ask mie tu free on fridae , cus ue said ue wanna cellebrate our monthsary , budd eberithing gone . tmr ie'm real real free ' ie wanna go out wibe ue . can ie ? x( all too late . hais . ie wish ue're stil wibe mmie x( cryinggg & eatingg all sorts ob pills . makingg myeself falling asick , makingg myeself madd . takingg manymany free things . super many ! as much as ie can . bringg bbig bagg eberidae . x(
okay , todae was sian . went tu hougang mall , shop shop ' took a christian dior perfume dhat cost $69.90 ' took CHOOCHOO* lols , onlie michelle noes wads dhat x) & took many other little stupid things . manymany x) '& went tu punggol park play swingg again , & went tu tok xin shi wibe michelle , stupid her ' go read out mye msg , & ie start tu think again . so cries . hais , she was scoldin mie after dhat , sayin dhat she gonna get buey ta han ibb ie continue tu cry eberidae like dhis . she' will gonna get irritae bby mie , ie dun wish tu actually . ue think ie likes tu ccry ? so tiring okay ! haishh . she's kinda afraid too . she's scared her boifwen will treat her like how HE treat mie . bud ie believe her boyfwen won , cus he's a nice one , & he eben comfort mie jus now . && horr , whye eberione sees mie outside kip asking mie 3 words : YOU OKAY MAHS? , im alryte lahs eberione , nort dyingg yet , thanks forh all yoor concern x)) thanks guys (: okays let continued , after dhat went tu aunt hus . chat wibe her. she was sayingg , asking mie nort tu bie so stupid , doing such stuff cus ob a guy . & she wad laughing at mie , cus th guy donwan mie anymore ' & ie was crying like mad . hais . toking wibe her was quite fun . she will try tu make mie laughs . ' after dhat went home bout 10+ beforh going home , went tu mit queeny , cus th SHUAI GE ish coming . AHEMS . ie see his face jiu feel like laughin lahh . hahah . dhen after dhat went tu find darren , tot he got cig , budd in e end he don hab lorh . hhahaha .& luckily he gort , so went tu take from him . x( hais , must ren . mus'nt cry when ie see him , yea , ie din cry okay . went up e bus den cry -.-' really bberi tong ku . seeing him , cant play wibe him , cant tok tu him , cant tickle or hit him like wad ie use to do . cant hold his hand . canr sit bside him looking at him . ie canrn x( he din eben look at mmie . haish . sadd ! bud no matter how sad im , im nort gonna cry in front ob him . ie'll bberi stronggggg . ie won cry in front ob you. x( lucky got pei wo wait for bus =x or really bian ler =x hais . ie'll wait till ue gibe mie th reason & tell mmie whye . downingg in tears . x(( haish . ie wanna hear ue sae ue love mie again. BUD ITS SUPER OBVIOUS DHAT UE ALREADY DON LOVE MIE ! NORT EBEN A SINGLE BIT RIGHT ? x((
okay alryte . ie don wanna tok bout tis already . cus its tiredd , typingg & cryingg ? so stupid eh ? so stop it ! =x ib ie continue like this , think ie will bie suffering from depression . LOL . okay .
erms , mye fone ish nort in use currently , ue can msg mie , ie'll try tu contact ue guys back (: sorry .

IE'M MIA-INGG (:
SO ANYTHING , TOK TU MIE WHEN IM ONLINE OR FWENSTER COMMENT OR MSG'ES (:
IE'LL GET BACK TU UE GUYS SOON (:
WISH TU BIE ALONE TIS FEWS DAES .
LET TYME STOP MYE TEARS .
LET TYME FORHGET MYE PAIN X(
SP TAKECARE EBERIONE .
IE'LL MISS YOU GUYS . (:

LASTLY , IELOVEYOU NO MATTER WAD .
IE'LL WAIT IE'LL WAIT =(
DON HURT MIE AGAIN PLS X(
IEMISSYOU .

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