missing you is smth i feel so terribly

i miss you.. so much so much. like i couldnt breathe anymore without you.

I miss you coming to my workplace everyday to see me, i miss you helping me in everyways whenever i need you, i miss you hugging me from behind when i donwan to talk to you. I miss you holding my hands and kiss. I miss you smiling at me, i miss you acompany me throw boxes. I miss you chasing me ard, i miss you plucking eye browns for me , dig my ear, massage my leg till i fall asleep, i missyou siosio my head till i sleep, i miss you talk to me till we both tired, i miss you hugging me crying tgt, i miss you saying sweet talks to me, ii miss you saying how nice im how sweet im how loving im to you, i miss you calling me wife, i miss you lending me ur shoulder and cry loudly, i miss you lookin in to my eyes and tell me everything gonna turn out fine, i miss you tickling me all over i roll and scream ard, i miss all our lil happiness, sweet moments, though its not so wonderful, but everything jus so simple ..

I miss every part of you, i dinnt know missing you was something so hard..
I miss you jumping ard playin dust with me. Hearing ur loud laughin voice. Smiling sweetly for me..

I donnt know i love you this much, i wud miss u this much untill when i lose you..
Even i wan you back, but things still gonna be th same. I rather let u go. And set me free..


So much pain nao.. Im suffocating.. Don leave... Or come back?


Confusion....