hard to leave, but i have to

everything i do.. remind me of you.
life seems so hard.. like a second with out is dying. is tearing me apartt.
you know how hard it is?

things i promised you, i will still do it.
everything between us.. i will still acomplish.
i will never make u a passerby to me. bcos u are always deep down th one i love most,
even now, everything is gone. im left alone like a empty shell.

still i wan ur return. mayb u will never comes back. mayb u will..
life gonna be real hard..

when im lying on th bed. who is gonna hug me to sleep. who is gonna acompany me talking to curly.
who is gonna chat with me till i knock off. who is gonna sayang me when im sick.
who is gonna takecare of me. what do i live for now?
who is gonna help me throw all th heavy boxes at work. who is gonna help me? who is gonna come & wait till i end work? who is gonna buy koi for me . who is gonna pei me eat dinner.
who is gonna tickle me till i scrream & roll ard. who is th one?

im breaking apart this moment. cant stop crying seriously i cant.

working tmr with tat fuckin poppin eyes.
life still goes on..
no matter how hard it is. still goes on..


for this last time im telling you.
B, I LOVE YOU.
if u found yours . i giv u my blessing.
takecare please. & lead ur life properly., anything pls look for me. .
cheerup. don cry anymore.
never wanna see u hurt...