corner of my heart

its hurts me a million going on without you.
jus feel like ending my life like this.
tonight, i need yuu so badly. but i know i couldnt have you back.
no matter how hard itis. i have to control my emotion..
but am breaking down now. esp seeing u in tears & couldnt help to wipe away for yuu.

i need youu so much now.
what can i do.. control pls control..

confusion is driving me crazy so badly..
i jus wish my tears wud dried up one day..
i jus wish i wud be able to feel numb. i hate myself like this.

i feel so lousy, i feel so disgusted with myself. omg. im so disgusting.
u see, i lost all my self esteem. self confident.
i need to stand back up.
i cannot remain this way any further.
get back up ...


i can never forget every moment we hav.
everything keep flashing back.
i got no one here now.
every broken pieces , no one to mend them back.
if only i can, i will run to you and hug u tightly now.
i donwan to go. pls i don wan to go.. i donwan to leave..
but i have too....
u know im not strong.

im not a brave girl .. im not a brave girl at all./
without u im weak freaking weak! :(

i donno how i can do without you now..


can i sleep tonight?
teddy eyes :(