learnt my lesson

i jus wake up.
sleep at 7 & wake up so early.
total woke up 5 times.
8.15, 9.30, 1.10, 2.20 & now.
i dunno why so many time.

everytime i woke up reply msg den go sleep.
&& everytime when i woke up.
th only thing that flash thru my mind is ....
what u did to me & how you did to her.
oh fuck, thats killing.

i really cant imagne. u actually did dis.
even if u're drunk so what?
what if you put urself in my place.
how would u feel.
im not that stupid to let u hurt me anymor.
i alr lost everything.
u made me sttarting to believe everything u said.
& this happen.
& th person is noot others is .......
so given up alr.
will crying heal?
been ccryin everytime i wake up.
but dat dosen heal at all.
?
oh fck im going overseas. but do u thiink in this state i can enjoy dere?

OK JUS BLAME IT ON MYSELF FOR BEING RETARDED.
A IDIOT.
A STUPID FOOL..




i have learnt.
im learnin to fall & to stannd up on my own.
tings wont repeat aggn.

minyee let go alright.
u caan do it.
this thing jus started ,
so let it go.
youuu cannnnn!!!!!!
GIVE UP.
GIVE BACK TO TH PERSON THAT BELLONGS.
CUS IN TH FIRST PLACE IS NOT MINE!
BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE.

BYE