fcukitallup.

i really dont know whats going on with me.
i think im going back to th past.
doing silly things.

randomly.
alot of things just flash thru my mind.
alotalot of things that i, myself cant believe .
been thinkng alot lately.
think my white hair is really coming all out.
fuck everything.

nowadays,
i kept so much so much secret in myself.
noone knows, nobody will get th chance to know.
i dunno how to explaint. how to solve it .
i hope time will heal it all.
freak. im sick of it.

why is dere so much prob this yer? from e beginning till e end.
when can all this end?
i know my post is fcuking emotional.
but i don like it too.
where else can i vent my anger & sadness to?
i got nowhere to go, nothing to do.

treating myself badly.
like a punchng bag, like a idiot.
sorry for those who cares, but i dunno whats wrong with me.
i dunno whats all this called.

i wanna go overseas asap.
i cant stay here anymore.
IT REALLY TIRED.
let me runaway for a while please.!

kaes.
im tired. wanna slp.
night .



powerhouse tmr.
whowannago?

I REALLY DONT KNOW WHATS THIS FEELING CALLED.
i dont even wanna noe.
i donwanna face myself.
face th fucking truth.

SO FUCK IT