isthisthend?

once again, ended.
once again, you hurt me.
once again i believe alll th lies u said.
once again, i fall in to th trap.
thanks all my friends for pulling me up.

but still th wound is dere..
this time its really really over.
yes, u're really drawing a very clear line now.
deleting me in fb &whatsoever.
i nvr blame u at all.
jus blame me on my stupidness. idiotic.*sillyness
to beleieve u really loves me.

but now. everything was a lie.
your kisses does'nt count.
i dunnid empty promises.
& yes, i waken up.
ALL THH HAPPY MOMENTS U GAVE WAS A LIE!
its all a trap.
all th words u said does'nt count.
th promises u made. over.

i will take it as im too stupid for th past few days.
i will be clever from now on.



everything happened too fast.
i think things are like speeding so quickly till i have no time to think
whats true.

& now,
i notice. is all a dream

GOODBYE.
takegoodcare.
& u'll live on happily ever after.



thankyou for hurting once agn.
bye



flying off in a hour time.
nvr sleep.
& smk 20+ sticks in less den 3 hrs.
my hand even turn yellow & i dunno why.
drink &almost drunk.
but sstill alright now.
all i can do is to stay awake & numb myself.
when i come back, i wann myself to change
to be a better me.

all th memories stays **