fcukingmessedup

IM GOING OFF TMR MORNING.
CN U LET ME ENJOY?
can u not make me fan? can you not say all this kind of thing to make me feel softhearted.
i dontwant.

even if i forgive u, things wont be th same anymore,
i've said, once hurt, once cried. over ....
th most i cn be, is only ur frend.
i want nothing to come back.

MINYEE PLEASE HANG ON!
U'RE WALKING TH WRONG PATH.
PLEASE GO BACK TO TH PLACE YOU BELONG.
PLEASE GO BACK TO TH RIGHT PATH!!
this is not th right place i shld come.
THIS TIME IM WRONG.
IM WRONG.
FCUK ME,. IM FCUKIN WRONG

i shall only hope everything will be over.
& everything shall be fine when im back.
m freakng tired of all this.
IM TIRED, but i cant get to sleep.
tell me why bcus of this i cant sleep?
whats wrong with me?
i don even dare to think.
m i insane? m i mad?
what does not belongs to me i cant have it,
cus in th first place im not th right choice..
im not th first choice.

IM NOTHING. JUS A TOY.

im going to tell myself,
to be stronger.
to learn to control feelings.
& not to have this anymore.

LEARNT MY LESSON.

takecare.
& forget me.