& ie dunno wad ie want x((

err , woke up 8+ . blahhblahs .
core mye parents . & hohos .
ie can go out . lalalas .
dhen msg him , went tu bathe &
dolled up . mit at mye hus downstairs.
errr , dhen dhen went tu take bus tu
vivo . GRR ~ reach ler , wanna buy
tickets for letter of death . & urghhh !
ie'm underage lahs . -.-' LOLS .
ahemmmmmms . dhen went tuu plaza singg
try luckk . & yeshhh , ccancan . HOHOS '
the show so AHEMs , e picutes so disgust .
LOLS ' yucksyuck , scaredscared *
HOHOOS . mmm . so coldd in dere .
LOLS . ahemahems . don wish tu go in
details . cux , ie was lazy/dunno how tu type .
LOLS . & after the show pei him eat (:
& smk after dhat , lallas . ie ren beri long
liaos ahhhh . LOLS . err , dhen went
tuu take train back tu
hougang , acompany him go cut hair dere .
& ie went tu take bus . erms .
reach bb jie hus dere . buy yan .
dhendhen , sitting dere , smkin .
dhen after dhat michelle coredd .
wants tu ask mie things .
& ie loves chit chatingg , so took cab
down tu find her , she wants tu eat ,
so went tu mac , after dhat finish ler .
went smk . slack till 7.40 .
pei her go buy memory cardd. budd closed liao .
so ie went home , us its bout 8.00 ler .
hohos . dhats all for todae ,
ie enjoyedddd mye dae beingg wibe him (:
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAS .
gibe mie sumtyme , still considering .
cuscuscuscus , aiyah nobody understand wans .
maybie ie think tuu much ? or wadd .
ie kip thinking bout mye after blahsblahs .
& im scared ob many thing .
no confident in myeself , nort him .
ie'm afraidd ie would hurt him .
ie nort guddd , really nort '
ie'm afraidd ob manymany things .
im afraidd he would leave mie
ie;m afraidd ie would leave him .
wadd tuu doo ?? wadd ie want ?
at tymes ie still thinkin ob HIM*
ie shld'nt bie thinkin bout him anymore ;
buddd ie dunno whye . ie noe ie' may bie beri
badddd . bud ie really dunno whye .
ie dun wishh tu think bout him anymore .
ie'll try mye best tuu stopp all tis .
IM SORRY , IE STILL NID SUMTYME .
although , ieloveyou ' buddd he's still in mye
mindd . & ie dunno wadd tuu doo . &&&&&&&&
IE'M BERI AFRAIDD OB MANYMANY THINGS .
noone understanddd . (:
so todae im gonna rest early .
ie will stop thinkin . mitting him tmr morning .
lalalalas . end here . bbyes .
'

holdd mye handd
& neber let mie
ggo (: ILU .
.
ie'm sorry ,
& ie hate myeself =x