im sorry , x(

erms . todae went tuu skool . hab exam
agrhh !! woke up 6.oo mit him at bustop dere .
went tu skool , almost latee budd nort lahs .
err , siansian . exam sucks lahs . grrr ~
especially maths & science . ie all tikam tikam wan .
-.-' LOLS . cux , ie dunno how tu do .
hohos . errr dhen duringg recess din eat .
pei him (: hoho . he also dunwant eat =( '
dhen blahblahs , shall nort go in tu details ler .
so STOP . change topic .
duringg maths exam . rahhh ! nails tio caught .
rahhhhhhh ! habb tu cut . ie was slping & dhat fcuking
teacher cored mie upp . beri tu lan lorrrrrr .
still bang mye table . shockedd dao .
FCUKK LAHS -.-'
errr , dhen after skool went wibee queeny
they all , go smk ! slack & eat . LOLS '
errrr , so so so .. from 6 ppl bcum 2 ppl .
all dunno run go where ! LOLS '
till 2+ findd bb jie . go slackkkk . LOLS '
ems till 5.00 lyke dhat went homee .
dhats all for todae . &&&&&&
im so damn fan . faan si lerrrrr .
ie dunno whye did ie think so much .
whye did ie hab so many quest pop out in
mye minddd . so manymany ! fan si lerr .
ie've no confident in myeself anymore .
ie really dunno whye , maybie ish bcos
ie used tuu beingg alone ler ? haish .
ie feel guilty , bad + sorry . im nort worthy for him .
he's so so guddd & ie'm so so baddd .
so how ? ie hab so many things tu ask . bud how ?
can ie ? will he ans ? ie dunno wadd tu do lahs .
feel lyke doingg nonsense things & make
myeself nort feel so fan . feel lyke cutting .
drinking beer , & eatingg all sorts ob medicine ie findd .
lyke wadd ie used tu do in e past . makingg myeselff
sickk , smk manymany , feel so breathless .
ie dunno whye . ie'm jus makingg myeself fan .
urgggg , fan si lerr . & its so unfair tuu him ,
cos in mye heart ie still thinkin bout SUMONE .
& dhats whyee till now im stil consideringg .
& wadd ib ie hurt him ? how ? wadd ib he leaves mie ?
wadd he donwant mie anymore ? wad ib
ie dont acomapany him ? wadd ib ie cant let him happy ?
wadd ib ie cantt makes him feel th happiness ?
dhen HER* will come find mie nort ? how will
SHE* bie ? aggrhhhh , & ie've manymanny more
quest okayyyy . ie goingg madddd . goingg burst anytimee .
goiinggg down tuu buy penknife =x ' buy medicines .
ie want tu slp whole daee . ie wan tuu laugh tu myeself '
IE REALLY DUNNO WAD TU DO LAHHHH .
ielovehim budddd im scaredd .
howhowhow ? who stands more in mye heart ?
him or HIM* ? dunno lahs .
im sorry , don fan ler okay ? ie want tu see ue happi
budd nort fan . im sorryyyyyyyyyy . =(((((((((
criescries* haishhhhhhh . SORRY LAHS .
don fan ler horrrrr . ue don fan ie also don fan .
buddd , ue won understandd wad m ie thinking
derrrr . ue won noe wadd ie want . sorrry .
update soon .
bye .

IELOVEYOU
buddd
IE DUNNO WAD TU DO .

x33 x((((( '
can ie jus pushh awae
the super duper bigg stone
in myee mindd ?
=(

gudbyee .