secondd post . LOLS '
erms . so so fan ! ie think tis shall bie a
short one dhen (: since im so tiredd ler .
goingg slp after ie've done wibe all mye thinggs .
eeerr , after posting jus now , went tu do mye things .
& ie'm so unhappy . && ie dunno whye .
im sorry for showingg mye fcuking attitude tu
ue . budd dunno whye . ie hope ie'll stop all tis .
& ie dun lyke tuu torture myeself tis waee tuu x(
budd ie also dunno whye . ie alwaes sae :
aiyah , nth la nth lahs . actually ish gort erlort ob things
when no one understandd . & ie dunno how tu sae tuu .
ie shall continue kippin all tis tu myeself or ? haish '
went tuu smk jus now , cus ob sum reason . & ie was sitting down .
smk non stopp till ie left wibe one last stick for later x(( .
after smking went tuu buy SUMTHING . shld ie sae ?
ib ie sae , im afraidd he will copyy mie ehh .
haish , buy lerr went home . ie make it bleeds .
haish , hit it , scratch it . cut it . & the bloods come out .
hohohos , went tuu hab all sorts ob panadols & weird medicine .
&&& so ie feel so tired now . sorry . haish '
pls don do all tis sort ob things jus bcos ie do .
okays . don get fan or wadd. stop thinking ob nonsense '
ie hope eberithing will bie fine & ie will stop thinking
after ie wake upp . & best ish , ie will forget all th quest
after going out wibe bb jie tmr . scream lyke hell .
& forget eberithing . hope tmr will bie a better & fun dae .
so ie'll write till here .
& lastly , shld ie doubt his love ?
shld ie blieve dhat he truely love mie ?
ie lost trust in eberione .
can ie jus stopp doubting his love ?
haish . & im sorry okay ?
iemissyou (:

gudnight eberione .
tmr will bie better .
& ielovehim too . =x
budd ie dunno wad tu do .
criescries *

make mmie trust ue (: