Afraid

Shaggg .
nvr get enough sleep for these few days.
damn sleepy..

work morning & was late today..
tmr im working too.
only off on th thursdae.

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probs here & dere.
changing my numb soon..

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fcuk all my insecure thoughts!
i hate all this so much.!
all i can do now is trying my best to get used to it!

i nvr blame u okaey!
jus me, myself feeling veryyy insecure alright!

do you know i get jealous very easily!
but i jus donwanna show it out.
what u wanna do go ahead,
jus continue to be you!

i need to change! not you!
fcuk all my thinking.
& go concern ppl who needs you!

im afraid, one day you cannot take it.
cannot tolerate my attitude & stuff.

thinking alotalot.
yes i admit.
im jealous now! fcukit!
you can jus ignore me!

GOODNIGHT



im not going to care about anything anymore.
jus be yourself.
even if im unhappy, i will still be acting as if nothing happen.

iloveyou.

im jus afraid one day u get siick of all my nonsense & leave me.

hugs.