swingging

woke up at 4pm i think.
worked 4pm, rch work at 5(:
LOL. but nvr kena scolding luh.

after work my darling come find me.
lol.
have mac for dinner.
nvr eat anything since woke up.
having gastric ! lol.
ice cream with fries. i like.
den slack till 2+? cabbed home.

thats all i guess.

my life's so bored uhs.
alr been 2 fridays i've missed to go out with my gfriends.
miss movies & shopping.
but noone to go for movies anymore.
:(
when im free, no one is.
when im not everyone is.
when others plan everyone appear
when i plan no one appear.
used to it.

im alone. always im alone.


''' im freaking sick&tired awaiting for th impossible to be possible"
since i noe is alr impossible, so whats th point?
am i a idiot? or fool? to wait for someone that will nvr come to you.
to wait someone that will nvr think of ur appearence& even missed yuu.
im th stupid one.
but still, imisshimbadly.
it've been days since i last seen him ;
:( feeling aweful really..
ok; IM STUPID.



:( i want shopping.
so much things still i wanna buy.
why m i always not enough!
agrh, bad habit.
been a long time since i bought my guess stuff:(
when's th next shopping?!

wed swimming cancel i think.
due to everyone red season i guess. :(
aww.
nvm. other days den.
k nights.

not feeling really good.
my mind is all HIMHIMHIMHIMHIM.
but i cant say it out.
yes its him!
hais.