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Monday, November 02, 2009

Pissed ;

im so angry.
& i dunno what im angry about?
or deres no link for me to get angry bcos of this matter.
as i noe, i dont anymore.
so what for.

fcuk you.

work at tamp.
after work went plaza find my gfriends .
slack againnzx.
den home at 1+ cus tmr they got school.

bored.
tmr work againz.
wednesday off.

missyouso.

reallyy pissing me off.
what else do u expect me to do?
whats gone is gone.
whats over is over.
its alr alll all over between us,
cant be jus remain friends den strangers?
& what do u gain from to want me to be ur strangers?
if u regret knwing me jus say.
or if being ur stranger can let u forget me easily.
i willing to.
what all thanks to me?
what did i do?
do u think i wanted all this?
do u think i expect all this wud happen?
wtf! if u think im th one who causes all this so be it.
so im th one who broke ur heart,
th fcuking bitch who cheat ur feelings
& run away like tat so be it.

if u think im th one at fault.
SO BE IT.
bcos im tired.
im tired to argue with u anymore.
& im tired of hurting u.
pls don make me do it agn.
i've said.
no false alarm is given. no hope.
no longerrrr hope.
so please give up.
& if u donwan to remain friends & wants to return everything of mine.
im fine with it. & i'll return urs too.
all i want is.
pls takecare of urself. enjoy(:
what u want all will be given back,
but memories stay.

. . . .
pissed off. seriously.
totally no mood.
wtffcuk!

nothing i get from him today. :(
i don think is possible anymore.
anyway my eyes is half close..
i don think i can take it anymore.
Lol. seriously. im tired.
camera is in my dad room.
once i get it will upoload pic asap.

so angry with my parents too :(
agrh!
angry okaey!
my dad says he's not going to giv me a single cent when im going overseas.
means i have to save th money all by myself.
was like ncb lor.
& now alr oct. only have 1 mth to save?
save lanjiao la. tu lan !
even my bufday he' not giving me money.
my big bro 19 bufday got chalet & eveyting.
mine leh? a piece of shit & one air ticket !
fcuk manzx.
if were my small brother comfirm thousands also my dad give one.
he want what got what!
not like me.
one excuse : bcos u're working! fcuk. i've been workin since i was 15!
& my bro shake leg not schooling not working also got $$ take.
seriously damn it. so unfair.
im not toking to him.
very angry ok!
i don think u treat me as ur daughter.
cb.
bye lah.
night

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