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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Move On

text-ed me just now.
told me to return those things back to you.

outside your house.
now, thngs bcome diff.
used to be outside MINE house.
& now.
is not .

deres good & bad.
its good that becus this really shows that YOU PUT EVERYTHING DOWN.
you alr MOVE ON. .
hope u're happy with what u have now.
but i dunno why do i feel so fuck up.
i knoe i takes thing for granted.
but i jus don like this.

as if, i dump you.
but u live even happier dhen me.
MUCH MORE HAPPIER THEN ME.
why cant i be like you?

why cant i live even much more happiier den you?
i want to!

but i cant.
probs one after another.

PERHAPS I REALLY DIG OUT ALL YOUR THINGS.
& give you back.
NOW ALR NO POINT.
thinking about it.
2yrs so what?
EVERYONE IS MOVING ON.
no forever.

MEMORIES I WILL TRY TO ERASE IT ALL!
you gain everything. you lost nothing.

BUT ME?
I GIVEN EVERYTHING.
& NOW I LOST EVERYTHING.
you won.


lets draw a clearer line now.
from now on, i wont be worried abt are u fine, are u moving on. are u happy with ur life.
from now on, i don care. is your life.
takecare

lovessssss .

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