loveyouloveyou

hello..
i nvr sleep from yst.
only like a few hours.
very tireddd , but i cant get to sleep.
i dunno whats going on.
everytime when i close my eyes i think of those thing you said.
its hurt, but i have to accept it.
cus you're my friend.

i've got no other choice.
but trying my best to follow what you want me to do.
but this is really killing me.
i know is part of my fault.
i have got no rights to comment.

once feeling is fade,
no matter how hard you want it to be back.
it wont be anymore.
if you love, let go.
if you love, blessing is th only thing you can do.
but not holding back somthing that can nvr return.

yes my fault for falling for th wrong person.
but things is beyond our control.
you cant control who u wanna like.
things jus happen too fast.
i don even have th time to think back.
whats going on with me.

i hate to lie.
i don wish to lie.
i dunno what to do.
& tell me whats our next step?

its really tiring continue this kinda thing.
but its even tiring for me to let go.

EVEN IF I LET GO , WILL YOU LET GO OF ME?
IF I DISAPPEAR WILL YOU IGNORE?

things ain'nt that simple as you think.
u're too naive alr.
dont put so much confident in everything.
cus disappointment will really be alott.

im not working for now.
holzzz for myself.

back to blog tonight.


loveyoub)):
yawnssssss.
take a nap uhs.
& see a doctor later on..




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