hardestgoodbye

somehow, no sense of security.
no sense of importance.. at times..
neglected.

at times, i feel so much like a stranger.
i dont even know whats on ur mind nor what do u want or what u are thinking thru tat min.
When i asked, all u said is nth..
but my mood have to swing according too yours. & i still have to pull them back.
mayb i cant say this is so hard.
Bcos some out dere going thru harder things.

I alrdy said i cn b dere for u when u need me.
I don mind suffer abit.
But another hand thinking, do you even need me?
At times feeling neglected.

Jus hope someone really understand me.
You know sometimes things u wrote for me out of a sudden made me feel sweet.
But when i see u in person, th feeling u giv is diff from th things u wrote.

I know, im not & i cant be th one..
I can never replaced.

You're really loving at times.
But out of a sudden u can jus change ur mood without telling me what had happen?
& i jus hav to swallow and go with it.

Th hardest goodbye is when you never even wanna leave, you have to make urself leave.

Things ain't even changing..
Its jus me in my hole, dosen want to come out.
Dosen mean im afraid of th world.
No! Im not' bcos i us wan to rrmain what i hav now..

Worth??? For now, i don know it either.
Even iif one day i might not be around in ur world.
I wan u to rmb, once dres someone, love yoyu so much before.

I'll hope tat i will always be missed by yoou.

Random post. Fml..

When i wake upp, i jus feel so insecure. And i donno whats th fuck is wrong.
You choose to hide, i choose to ride..

My sundays pass like a fast..

F, i jus feel like bursting out my brain now.

I hate this thinking. Cant i be positive more??

I need an answer,,

But nth is truth..
I rather not asked.

Bye.