You'll enjoy life w/out me ;

fcuk ;
damn pissed .
i wonder whats going on.
many things jus pop out in my mind.
i don feel good at all at all!
why do ppl always gives me all th fcuks!

i hate it i hate it i hate it so much!
she's not weak at all.
don have to protect her .
;
freak

i wasted so many days for not working.
WASTED.
thought wed was a day for new moon.
budden a wasted day ;
thought friday a day for new moon & medicure.
but i think another wasted day.
i hate to go town;
hate to go shopping & not for my things.
i donwant to spend money.
though is window, but i cant ;
i hate window shopping.!
i hate ion! i hate everything.
i havent even paid my debts.
my bills .
my overseas trip.
my medicure
my bday thing.
fcuk everything. & i freaking waste th money on shopping?
i hate shopping .
esp my fone bill.
been many months since i owe alr.
&& im going to study. not working.
where m i getting th fcuking money if i don get to save now?!

i jus feel like ending everything & runaway!
i feel like no one is dere for me.
nobody noes when im crying.
fcuk things up!

freaking moodswing.
IM NOT HAPPY .
SERIOUS IM NOT!

you gave shit to me ,
& still you can smile happily.
fcuklanbcb.
den i giv u back all yoor freak shit !
you know this sucks! sucks to th max.
so many wasted years!
so now i'll find my news ones & throw th fcuk old ones away!
i've got nothing to tok to say to text with you.
SINCE you dunno what to say to me ;
so whatever ;
& you still seems to be very happy or even more happier when in this state.
oh yah, i forgotten.
super glue .
sorry lor, IM NOT YOUR HAPPY PILLS.! CHANGE PPL LIAO!
freak fcuk shit .
tired of giving in.
its lost .
& over .

once broken considered dead ;

3more days to my bufday'
& nw its dead .
not looking forward for anything.
i jus wanna get drunk .
everything is killing me .
bit by bit ;

went to airport today send manyu ;
den peopye den hg plaza for pool.
den cabbed home.
BORED IS TH ONLY WORD TO DESCRIBE.
TOTALLY NO MOOD ;

hais.

tmr another fcuk day.
another WASTED day.
i need $$$$$ & not spending $$$
not going for th fcuking cb movie.
EVEN IF IM GOING.
I WILL GO WATCH ALONE.
HAPPPY? NOW IM NOT MAFAN.
WHAT I WANNA DO. I WILL DO IT ALONE WITHOUT ASKING ANYONE.
also going bugis for nails tmr.

FROM NOW ON,
AFTERWORK IF PPL NOT FREE OR WHAT I WILL GO HOME.
I WANT GO OUT ALL, PPL NOT FREE DEN I GO ALONE.
SHOPPING ALSO CAN GO ALONE.
I CAN DO EVERYTHING ALONE ;
BYMYSELF.


things still go back to th same square ;
without boyfriend
IM RREAALLLYY ALONE!
i knew it. this days wud come.

BYE .
don tok about it.
damn no mood....
wants to cry out loud.
wants to scream!
wants to get high.
wants to drink.
wants to die
wants to forget everything

IM TIREDD