Disappointment

i wont be uploading much here ;
i have my own privacy & private place to blog
& no one will knw .

cus i alr noe where do i stand.
how important im in everyone eyes .
& cant b trusted ;

i'll try to get a life .
to be a better person .
to fall & learn more ;

cus i have to learn to become more & more independent .
cus everyone thinks that i can do it.
but they dunno that IM REALLY TIRED being strong .

how i wish i can cry infront of my parents my friends.
but i cant ;


im strong .
im a big girl now.
i wont cry.
im learning how to become a better person.
how to have new friends.
& how to go in to new enviroment ;

as ppl says ;
what are th friends tat u think is worth to keep u keep'
if u think is not worth , slowly throw them away .
so i'll try to do it this way.

friends are not for enjoying , shopping, playing. joking, drinking.
they are not true friends! they are jus friends to enjoy life.

true friends are, when u cry they comfort u, be there for u no matter how busy they are;
they will nvr neglect u, forget u.
& when u have difficulty they'll hlp u;
celebrate & treat u go out on ur big day ;
understand u well when u don have to speak.
they noe u're angry or not .
even if quarrel also after a night will be settled.
no matter hw many probs u have, they will be dere for u.
these are friends.!
this friends i'll keep .
th rest i'll slowly let go.

no matter how close i can be.
but forever we wont be like lastyme.

byebye