in e mess =x '' wadd cann ie do ?

mm . sat & sun both fun ! nort thinkin ob those tuupid things & smile all e waee ! mmm ' ytd went out wibe michelle ` went tuu PS dhen tu hougang mall ! we rr'e madd can ! LOL '' ie went tuu buy present budd dunno wadd tuu buyy ! den went tuu lots ob shoppp ' & mye legg painn cann ! mye shoes make mye leg dam hurt ! mye toes luhh ' haaa . dhenn bout 8.30+ went tuu hougang mall hab our dinnerr ' after dhat went tuu buy her bagg & shop shop ' dhen go pasa malam buyy food ' kip eatin luhhh ' tot ob takin neos budd iits bout 1o.3o ler summore also close liaos =x ' haaa . dhen went tuu walk walk & tok tok ! went home jiu bout 12.oo ler =) ' err . now ish 12.00+ ler so counted as mondae ' tmr gort common test carn be late luhhh ' iib nort jialat ler =x ' haha . sundae went tuu great world watchh movie ' e movie dam bored cann ? haaa ' bout all those tuupid happyness wannn ~ dhen after dhat still quite early sho went tuu east coast plae roller bladee ' budd sho tuupidd leis ' ie wear sho nice ' looks lyke shoppin those kind der , still go beachh ! beri weird cann ! hahaha; plaee till so fast =x ' ie almost fall (: dhen michelle kip screamin der ' hao wo scared dao =x ' hahaha ` dhen went tuu hab our dinner dhere ' so full luhrr ' reach home lerr jiu send michelle home boutt 11+ ler ' he jiu core mmie ' haish ' tok awhilee ! mmm ' jus saw HER bloggg '' haishhhh . ie saw eberithingg ' how ? wad can ie do ? when ie saw those things feel hurt insideee ' its realy beri painfull ! loving hiim ishh dam tiring can ? ie really dunwan muchh ' jus tuu love him dhats all ! budd whye SHE habb tuu make sho much things betweenn us ? in e mess luhh ' ie really wanna let go ' bud can ie ? wad can ie do ? haish ' she wrote dhat he sae he loves her ? ish that real ? he realli loves her ? stopp hurtin mmie can you ? im goingg maddd ' ie jus carn imagine mye lyfe w/out ue ! will dhat still b mmie ? its been 8 months + ! ie've waitied long enough ! LONG ENOUGH DHEN HER ALRYTEEEE ! haishhhh '
ie admit ' she's really pretty ' nicer dhen mmie ! budd jus lyke thish she can caught his heart ? dhen wad bout mmie ? being left behind ? hurr ? im sorryyy ` err ' ie reallyy dunno wadd shld ie do ! haishh ' lovingg him jus make myeself sufferrr ! im afraid when loves slowly bcums hates alryete '' & he cored mmie jus now again ! whyee he can alwaes act normallyy infront ob mmie ? think im tuupid ? ie dunno anything ? im nort alryte ! whyeee ? whye ue mush core mmie ? gibe mie those concern & care ! wadd does it means ? qor & mei ? or ? whye ue kip gibin mie those hopeee ' how many girls ue wan ? how manyy girls ue wanna tok tuu eveynite ? HOW MANYY ? stopp lyingg tuu mmie ' jus tell mmie wadd ue thinkk '' ie reallyyyy dunnooo ! hAiishhhhh '' ie habb enuffff ! ib she disappear , lyfe will be much more better ryte ! whye mus she appear ? huh ? budd ie hab nth tuu do ler ` ie alreadie done sho much ' ibb he realy goes wibe her jus wanna let him noe , ib he will b happpy being wwibe her ' ie wish them everlastingg ' sorry boi ' jus now ie dun mean tuu sae those things tuu ue ! mm ' nort ie dunwan ue tuu core mmie ' ie was jus angry so ie said those thingss ' & ie jus wanna noe wadd ue 'ree thinkinnn !
haishhhh ' ie jus carn descriibee dha pain in mmie !
e numbness + tuupidd / foolishh things will make mmie feel betterr !
ue'll noe wad will ie do !
& ue won understandd how ie feel der =) '
donn core mmie ib ue dunwan tuu !
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ie wann ue tuu b happiiee ''
& nort being so fann alwaes !
CAN YOU >?
& IE TRUELY LOVE UE !
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