ish this mmie ? mmie w/out him !

m ie madd ? whye did ie post & post again ?
dunno whye , ie feel so emotional .
maybie im think tuu much '
ie dunno whye . when ie wants tuu slp ,
ie think of him again ? wad's tis ?
can ie us get him out of mye mind ?
& yes so wad ib ie still love him ?
ie've so many quest tuu ask him & myeself .
& ie guess he won ans mie either .
SO , ie myeself dunno wadd ie want tuu .
waitinggg fooliishly . can it bie tis wae ?
will he noe ? ie guess he don eben care ryte ?
so wads th point ? seeingg all th things .
imagine all those thins ? thinking & thinking .
budd , ie hab tu act strong . bie madd .
no one ish gonna see mmie cry .
ie'm nort gonna let anyone see dhe weak side ob mmie .
ie mush bie strong wheneber ie sees him !
bie mad in klass . ie wonder whye ?
ie wonder whye im actin SO RETARDED
in front of him ? WHY WHYE WHYE ?
wadd shld ie do ? wadd can ie doo ?
ie won blame anyone . ie won !
haish . x(( ' seeing ue leave .
cnt eben ask ue back . cant eben tell ue
HOW MUCH IE LOVE YOU '
budd sitting alone bhindd smiling tu ue .
how tuupid im ? wadd m ie still waiting for him ?
budd , ie can ie forget him ?
ie've been trying tuu tok about guys in front ob him .
& act lyke ie gort a bf . act lyke ie DON LOVE HIM ANYMORE .
budd its jus all ACTING RYTE ?
& ie don let him noe ie love him still .
ue sae it , 3 months & ie cn do it ?
DID IE EBER SAE IE CAN ?
truely , IE CANT YOU NOE ?
ue think its so easy ? ue won noe , cus ue hab neber
hab suchh a feeling b4 ' nbm .
wadever ie do , wadever ie sae . its jus useless .
jus let mie bie alone . leave mie alone '
& lastly , ie miss her lots .
ie really miss her . =(( '
nth habb eber been right since ue left .
you re the best , regreted for nort cherishingg
all our tyme in th past . hope ue're doing fine .
leavingg happily & no more suffering .
hope we'll still meet in our nxt lyfe .
iemissher '
ie won forget you .
alwaes on mye mindd .
girl : rest in peace (:
ie shall rmbbb ' many many many yers oof sistarhship (:

GUDBYE EBERIONE .
ielovehimstill *