don care bout'' mmie can you ! let mmie b alonee lurhs !

erms . its been a few daes ie've neber update ler 'thish few daes fan can ? haish ' ie also dunno wad im thinkin luh ' ytd ish kor kor der b'dae ' dhen ytd after skool went tuu future park ' dhen slacl there ' drink beer wibe straw ! LOL' dhen ate medicine bout 5 tablets bahs ' mm . dhen take cig from mye di ! err . dhen share wibe queeny ! dhen go play till gong gong ' after dhat went tuu wait fher yi jie lorh ' dhen wen yi jie cum ler jiu took 1 cig from him dhen go blkk smk myeself ! den alone go take bus . mmm . todae rainin ; dhen plae wibe dha rain till all wet ! haaa ' fun can ? mm . dhen wan find cig bud nobody hab leis ' haha . mm . jie sae nxt week jiu cann get cig ler ' we share ! LOL ' HAHA . ie promise ie carn get addict can ? ie shure control der ' mmm . dhen ytd gort pe ' teacher caught mmie cuttin mye hand dhen send mie tu cousellin ' haha . sot wan ! mmm . dhen sae ie carn cut & pierce anymore ' siao wan ! LOL ' loves drinkin cann ? haishh ' ie wanna numb myeselff ! make myeself suffer & torture ' finally im sickk ! haha ; weeee . ie wanna b sick can ? hate myeself dhats simple ! heee' dhen jus now in class ' HAISH ' ie reallie dunno whye xXx alwaes go tok tuu him wan ! ish lyke gu yi wan lorh ; haish ' dunno shuld trust xXx nort ! haish; fan luh ' dun ask mmie whye im fan ! cush even ie tell you ler ue also carn ans mye quest ryte boi ? haish ' ie also dunno wad ue wan can ? haish ' ue found yoor own haappiness & wad else ue wan ? huh ? ue wanna see mmie torturing myeself ? & pls stop carin bout mye problem ' ie wanna drink beer dhats mye prb , ie wanna eat medicine & dhats also mye prob ' ie wanna smk also mye prob '' dun ue care ! & gibe mmie those hope can ? ie hates luhs ' unless ue tell mmie wadd ue treat mmie as first ! cann >? im tiredd ob waiting ! yoor b'dae cumin ler wad shuld ie do ? haishh . haishhh '' ie dunnoo luhhhhh ` stopp treatin mmie as yoor toys yoor puppet ! ie hate tuu listen tu ue can ? dun tell mie wad tu do ! ie hab mye own waee ! haiiiis ; tell mmie ib ue dun care . dun gibe mmie dhat kind ob concern can ?
suann lerr '
errs ; ie stop here ler can !
no mood writingg'
update soon luh .
byes .

MINYEE ''
im JEALOUS cann ?
ie hates those BITCHH !

stopp lyinn tuu mmie !
dhat mye probb .!
ie wanna SUFFER & TORTURE !

uue donn careee !
ie dunniidd yuu tuu care luhh !

GO AWAEEEEEE !
wadd a TUUPID MISTAKE IE'VE MADEEEE ! =(

no swit tok pls ! &ieHATESS !

sianns lurr . nowadaes dam lazyy tu update leiis ' err . jus now 2.oo reach home dhen watch tebee till 3.00 dhen tok wibe jie , she says wanna go compass , ask mmie wan nort ; dhen jiu oka lorh ' dhen ie rush go bath about 3.30 jiu went out ler ' denn waitedd fer her at e interchange more dhen 15 min lyke tat dhen go eat macc' sot sot der ' haha . she kip laughin wann ' dhen at mac saw faizal ~ he workin thr ; actually ie heard sumone colin mmie budd also dunno whu , dhen turn bhind . ehh , ish him ahs ? LOL ' haa . todae take cabb tu sch . 6.00+$ sial ' hais ' wastedd . dhenn nails tio caught ' sian lorh . haish ' dhen in class he gibe mmie swit swit ! miraccle sial ' he will gibe us swit ' LOL . dhen dha swit issh soft wan ' den ie jiu sae , : thish swit ish for lao ah pek wan ' cush no teeth dhen eat soft swits . LOL' im badd luurr ' ppl gibe ie still mouth itchy ! geee ' dhen after recess , he sit bhind mmie ' dhen SHE kiip looking ' hais . she ish dha onli one hu kip blockin on mye wae !! hais ' dhen she perpoursly lyke wait fer him wan ' dhen ie dam jealous liao ' ie jus run straight tuu klass ' dhen kip thinkin ! scareddd he wibe her sial ! waited fher almost 9 months ler ! HAISH '' mye loves fher him hab neber been drop a single bit sial ! siann lurr ' dhen about 6.00 from compass tuu bb jie hus there take cable ' dhen take ler jiu go take bus tuu gan ma hus ' dhen stae there bout 1 hr ' plae comp jiu come bk home ' about 9+ haa . boriinn leiis . dhen reach home ler jiu tok on fone , awhile more he jiu went out wib his daddy tuu eat dinner ' haish , dhen till now haben core bk , onlie got msg nia . bud so late ler think he also slp liaos bahs ! haiis ' slp ler also neber let mmie noe ' hai wo at theer wait . jus now msgg ' dhen ie told him that mye mood todae was dam fcukin lousy , dhen also dunno whye suddenly will cry wann ! haish . dhen he jiu ask mmie whye? ask mmie wad happen ' dhen ie told him tat : dunno lurr ' im fann can ! thinkin about his thing lorh ' scaredd lurr "" dhen he sae , hhu ? wad thing . dun anyhow leis ' dhen ie sae : HIM lorh ' also dunno wad HE thinkin ' ie wrote lyke tat . dhen he sae : yarh . haish . ie undertsnad ! so wad does thish mean ? huh ? haish '
erms , now still waiting . sua lurr .
stop here dhen . byes

MINYEE''''''
waitingTUUPIDY
boii ; wadd ue mean by dhat

lovesMIEnort ?
dhatSIMPLE !
all ie wanna noe ish
LOVES/HATE MMIE ?

wadd ddo ue treat mmie as?
MEI / FWEN /summone SPECIAL !

ielovesCUTTING .
cutsORNmyeHANDD !
LET IT BLEEDDDS `
& MYE HEART TUU !

lets fate make decision tonite =) ` ie won core or msg him !

erms . todae iish new yer day 3 ! haaa ' took erlort ob pics during new yerr =x heee . siann lurr ; abg bao moneyy oniie gort 132$ dhen took out 40$ iee wann buy BAGGs ! haaa ' err ; haish . mood swings ! Dam boredd ! morning till now ! nort even a single msgg ie sent tuu him ! ie toldd myeself , ie wun msg or core him todae ! see will he auto nort ! haaa . its really tired tuu b auto everytimes ! haish ! ibb tonite he reallie wun core mie ' dhen tmr & dha next tmr ie shall nort msg or core him ler ''cushh ie noe wadd he ish thinkin ! ie told him last nyte , ie wun msg him or core him ' bud ie will wait fher his core ! unless he dun mind letiing mmie wait in vain ` tonite , ib he neber core means ie'm nth tu him ! haish ' no mood tuu write blog tuudae ! hab nth tuu write tuu ' go jurong pai nian jus now . dhen at there so boredd wanns . erms . dats all for todae !
im gona wait till he core mmie ! or elso im nort going slp ! ie hab nth tuu sae ler' sian liaos !
byees .
update soon !

MIINYEE ''
iewannabyoorgirl

im reallie tiredd '
does he loves mmie ?
or its all fake hopee ?

wad should ie ddo ?
continued waiting ?

ie loves him can ?
im jealous cann ?

think ob how ie feel BOII !
dunn show mmie yoor attitudee !
CAN YOU ?

happie new yerrr ! ' im getting real tiredd !

170207 ' now ish 2.00 ler ! so counted as 180207 ! & its NEW YERR ! happie new yer everyone !

ie wan get lots ob hong baoo ! weeee ! so late ler ie still haven slp ! summore hab tuu wake up tmr beri early ggo pai nian ! doll up ` make pweeti pweeti tmr ! haaa ' summore wear dress seh ! ie dun alwaes wear dress ! unless im force tuu ! bud tmr ish special !LOL ' ERR . wan lots ob ang baoo ! =x' hee ' todae dam tiredd lurr ' rott at home ! dhen hlp out by cleaning ! & im dam guai kaes ? ie hlp daddy cut vegetable ! =xxx ` ahahah ; thish ish all ie know =) ! im wanna b dha future huswifeeyy ! LOL ' hu's dha unlucky husband ! cook mye dinner everynite fer mmie ! lols . LAME lurr ! erms . dhen at home waitedd fher auntie cum mye hus eat renion dinner ! went about 7.30 ! went tuu eat ! haaa ' dhen kip tokin & jokin ! was fun lur ' den ie kip snatchin dha abalone ! lols . ie ate dam lots . fat ler =x ` so full lorh' dhen finish ler still take jelly & eat =x ' haha . dhen eat sweet sweet ! haha ' dots lur ' & todae ie force mye selfnort tuu core him autolly ! LOL ' budd he msgg mmmieeee ~weeeeees ' happie lurrr ! finally ! bud he haben answer mye ques ! haish' also dunno wad he ish thinkn lurr ! errr . siann lur ' wees. tmr morning wake up jiu can take fone lerr ! heees '& todae gort new der nu er! haa ' dunno he slp ler marh leis ! dun dar core him ! & ie hates it when he ish in bad mood ! cush wadeva ie tok he alwae shoot mmie bk ! im dam tu lan lurr ' haish . fan fan ! dun care ler !

think shall stop ler ! wan slp liaos !

gudnyte . buhbyes .

update soon

MINYEE '

im getting real tiredd

ib ie continued doing thish !

i'm going MADD !

boiii '
jus tell mmie how ue feel !
can you ?

yarh lurrr !

IE'M, JEALOUS CANNN ?

& PLEASE !

i jealous cush

IE LOVES & CARE FHER YOU LURRR !

PIGGG YOU !

SICKENINGGG !

tuu ue ; im tuupid . im jus lyke a fool !

erms . ytd midnite gort tok orn fone wibe him , bud sumthing weird lur ' errs . he & his stead dunno wad happen lur ! things dun go smoothly ler ' ie hates it when guys feeling rre faded lurr ! erh . tok till 2+ dhen went tuu slp ! err ' wake up late & rush tuu school todae ! luckily neber late ! lols ' almost lurr ' dhen todae he gort cum ! in klass di siao siao wann ` haish ' dhen ie also diaturb . & kip tokin about dha ride bike & fall thingg . lols ' dhen , todae gort chinese new yer celebration in skool ! err '' during assembly ie was damm angryy lurr ' mye blood boiiledd tuu e top ! 1oo% angryy + attitude ! cush ob dhat bitchh ! she kip lookin ard him wann ` si bei tu lan lorh ' lyke him nid tuu so proudd wan ah ? haish ' im JEALOUS ! & ie hates kaes ? everione know im jealous tuu ! see mye dark face ! even he knows ! dhen jjonathan still sae sho loudd , dhat MINYEE BBERII SOURR ' GORT DHA TASTE OB VINEGAR !! im gonna kill him lurr ! dhen HE look ! ie turn awae ~ dam tu lan lurr ' see & see . GRRR ~ 'so wad ib she's preetty ' haish ' im angryy ` jealousy in mmie ' mye blood boiiledd tuu e topp ! feel lyke kiilliing ! er ' dhen after dha concert everione ob us went tu klass . dhen SHE lyke wan follow him wan lorh ' hais . irritates lurr ' dhen went tuu class take mye bagg wibe mye farking black face ! dhen jonathan sae MINYEE GORT VINEGAR SMELL ! ie goiin slap him wan ! bud he run ' LOL . dhen HE appear . dhen jonathan still sae , minyee gort vinegar smell ! ie dam shy ' so sae DUNHAB LURR ; dhen walked awae wibe mye feet stampin on dha floor ! LOL ' haish ; also dunno lurr . iim jus a fool tu him ! waiting tuupidly ; foolishly & yet he dun care/bother ! iehates ' grrr ` dhen after skoo sended him one msgg , dha msg wrote : ie admit , im jealous x 1o tyme + ie eat dha whole bottle ob vinegar ! budd he neber reply ' haish. once ie got bk mye fone , im gonna make things clear ; & ask him wad he wann ! ie m dam tiredd doing all tis ' ish lyke everithing im dha one hu starts it der ' mye fault ! haish '

err ' shall stop here ler . habb nth much todae norr (:

byes .

update soon '

MINYEE ''

dun treat mmie lyke a FOOL

can you ?

gibee mmie dha answer ie wann `

stopp gibin mmie hopee

& ie hate waiting lyke thish .

its TIREDD ! UNDERSTAND ?

itsjusalone ;

when noone even wans tuu bother/care '

ie hab no strength tuu continued lyke this !

ie hadd tuu muchh ! & its enoughh '

myeLOVES '

myeHATES '

dhatBITCH !

SHOOOO x]]

ie hates mye fcuking parents ! & mye lyfe tuu !

GRRR ~ ie hates mye daddie lur ! confiscated mye fone ! sae will gibe mmie bk wann ! in e end also neber nor ! CB lurr ' actuallie sae tme gibe bbk ! dhen now sae sundae , w/out fone dam xin ku wan lor ! haish ` ie reallie dunno wadd else ie can do neh ! nowadaes wad happen ? whye no core from him ? ish lyke , changed bk tuu lastyme ! ie dunno wad else can ie do again lurr ` whye mus he bb lyke this` haish . ytd midnite ask mmie tuu wait fher his core . & ie waited till 2+ midnite ! feel sho weird whye he din core . dhen ie jiu core him ` he alreadi felt asleep ! waadd thish ? ie waited seriously . bud ie got bk nth ! whye ish things happenin thish wae ~ hates mie tell mmie lurr ! findd mmie irritating tell mie ! dunnid b sho entertain wan ! ie realli dunno wad he thinkin about nors ! HAISH ' whye ? FAN narh ~ summore his b'dae cummin tuu . err ' dhen todae wake up at 8.15 . late fher school . reach school about 8.45 . actualli tought he ish in skool wan , dhen summore ie miss him wan go see him liaos marh ' so went in klass wibe lots ob hope ' bud in e end neber cum ! PIGG `ie hates lurr . ie find myeself dam farking irritates narrrr ~erm . dhen in klass gort sum arguement ; ie hates thoose ghurls nor . think thier voices loud we jiu mush scaredd ah ? CB lurrr ` dhen ard cpa lesson dunno wad happen tuu the guys also gort sum quarreling . dhen ie reallie hate it when jonathan wann find klass der ppl prob mah ' lyke own klass der also carn let off ' irritates lor' sho went tuu quarrel ! damm tu lan wibe him ! so ct fher wadd ! SHIIT norrr ' ER XIN . GRRR ~ . haish ' dam sadd . misshim sial . dhen after school saw dhe GUY . haa ; cute lurr him ` dhen went tuu slack at mac , dhen joke around ther . after tat went out ob mac . jiajun gort bile , jiu took his bike tuu play wibe queeny ! dhen ie bring queeny tuu da slope ob LRT ther ! damm dangerous lor ' so fast ` we SCREAMMMM lyke hell ' dhen ie lost controled & fell ! lols ' PAISEHHH PAIISEHH LURRRRR ` erlort ppl lookinggggggg ` GRRR ' im dam shy ! dhen ie knock till mye face & hand !! pain lurr ' mmie & queeny jiu take e bike up & stand ' got ppl lookin lurr ' dhen we beri paiseh ler . stand up & laugh lyke hell ! ppl tot we siao wan ' fall down still laugh & laugh ! shy shy ! LOL ' dhen ie dun dare ride ler ' so queeny ride & went bk lor ! LOL ' haha . dhen walked half wae saw summting ` mye clothes ob mye sleeve there wass TORNN =xx . GRR ~ super shy lorh . went tuu toilet & make ! haha ' dhen went home . cush sho funny lurr ' watch tebee ler ' BYE .

UPDATE SOON

MINYEE '

wadd else he wann ?

he's makin mie

SUFFERINGGG !

myeLYFE

myeWORLD

& ieHATES

jealousie &

ie hates dhat bitch !