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nowadays using my fone to blog can killsss. Lol. I cried a jialat one today. Finally i burst again. And all i can say nw is sorry. Is th first time i see my dad cried bcos of me, im sorry to diisappoint em agn and agn. Sighs. Lucky bb is dere for me. A shlder for me to lean on. sighs. I dunno how to face my dad anymore. Im trying my best to get a job. And a new liife. I hope thy won b giving me pressure. Tmr work agn. I jus wanna work as many days as i cud . Trying nt to stick wit bb too much also. I love you dear. And no more nextyme treatin me kike this. Its hurting me so much ok. But overall i know u cares.. Sighs. Hope things wud goes smoothly....

Anyway im upset with bb going out to drink llaat night. But im all to blameeee. Im jus worried. No more nextyme ok. Loveyou always bb.. Muamuackkkks.