Flash back *

going to sleep after bloggin :D

mondayyyyy & im gonna start work! awww` shag manzx..
gonna spent lesser time tgt with babylove & clique.
bcos i have to go home early only weekend im free~
& no moree ladies night for me~ AWWW !
hahahas. whatever it is.
is time to buck up & work harder now!

tryinggg my v best not to have MCs or whatsoeveer unless im really sick.
bcos i donwan to screw things up anymore!
work hardddd & i deserve better i guess (:

went to kbox ytd & today~ singgg untill no voice le!
HAHA. i like (Y)

so fast one weeek past liddat :( my one week off days are endingg real soon!
& im gonna get reaL tired!
AWWWW!
my sleeping time have to adjust it slowly.
now its like getting later!
HAHA.

some weird monster bite me! my whole hand sibeh itchy luh~ scratch like no tmr!
LOL.

alright ....

i'll hope baby is gonna work hard with me also.
& give me th motivation! & lets work hard tgt!!
we have to really really save up!
i jus got my $400+ not long & now i left with ahundred!
how to surviveee!! somtime i jus wish to buy 4d try luck~ scarlyy winn manymany!
LOL. greeedy. and i noe won win de luhs. :( sighs. suan leee.
try to save abit!
lesser outing please :D

i know happiness don last at all..
so im trying to give & take.
what u give i will jus take it.
nor good or bad, i have to except u in everyway.
but i know u cant except my true self (:
nvm den its alright.
i donnid anything much from you. but jus be true to me & love me wholeheartly & im contented alr.
im not asking for alot.

babyyyyy. whats wrong with me now?!
im feeling v emotional this time.....
need u so much by my side,
after u off th webcam, i miss you so much..
WHAT HAPPENED?

thanks for lighting up my days. making me smile!
being a idiot jokin & playing ard with me.
though i have to accept th facts that u are really a xiao qi gui!
LOL.
but no matter what i still love you..

you can break me apart a million times.
but jus something warm coming out from you,
every broken pieces mend it back easilyy...

only you, that can brightened up my days!
baby, you will always be th one.

ILOVEYOU.

timeee flies...
goin 6 mths soon :X
NO PRESENT FOR YOU.
WO MEI YOU CIAN LA!
KE SHI WO YAO NI GEI WO PRESENT!
BU YAO WASTE MONEY DE PRESENT!
hahahahahahahahaha

supermissyoudarling

Smile your tears away

tanning today was funfunfun! (Y)
morning till 6am~ we like charcoal now!~
& my face skin v pain. my lips v gao wei! but i like~
HAHA.

i wanttt to tannn more. LOL.
but ima starting work soon by monday i guess.
sobbbb~ one week past so fast luhs. hatehate*

tmr going to watch movie!
with bb, lp & bbjie.
hahah.! horrrrooorrrrrr (:

i really v happy today actually...
you are always full of suprise luhs baby~
&& really so on & off..
i love you so much. & i jus wished happy moments will last (:
HUGS.

superrr love it,
when youu hugg me from bhind without me notice ..
makingg me feel secure & im yours. loves.

so many unglam & funny pictures! esp my unglam.
b is gonna upload at fb luhs... stupiddddd fucker.

only want you to stay with me & love me only.
you urself shld noe how impt u are to me . loves.

kluhs im v tired alr.
gonna sleep soooon! keep having insomia. canot have a nice sleep!
like 2 days alr.
i hope i can sleeepppp peacefully today!
bcos im fkin tired i swear!
HAHA.

goodnight.
fucker baby! i super love you (:
&ihope you love me too la!

BYEBYE

i wan it simple

i think i should start quitting off some of my bad habits. as i find it sucks so much!
&& stupidd..

i cannot do anything now but to suck thumb onlyyy.
alwayssss ...

im sorry, & i know is my fault for doing this.
i guess this blog shall be my daily rountine. & not those stupid things here.
BLAH ~

whatever it is. this is my opened bblog.
& i wan to do my nuffnang thinggg.
someone please help me lar!

anyway, first day of work is superly fine with me.
jus that i have to learn new things.
but wasnt that hard ..
everything was alright.
& jus stoning down dere. LOL.
i hope slowlyyy all th things wud turn out better!

MONDAY HERES MY MONEY COMES!
MONDAY FOREVER21 HERE I COMES!
TUESDAY SENTOSAAA TANNING!
MOVIESSS HERE I COME!
& saveeee th fuck damn money!
& for th rest of th day, i will do some healthy activities like
swimminggg & stuffs!
i wannn to turn darker so badly.
HAHAHAH!

though in a super moody now!
but i try not to moodswing or have emo post luh.~
quite stupid when i read back -.-'

bcos im happy!
I FOUND A NEW JOB.
(: LOVES.

& hope love will always support me.
your love for me i cn feel.
i hope u wud get better.
& tmr will be a better day ahead!

you can choose to forgive and forget or forgive but nvr forget.
ur choice, i respect (:

iloveyoubaby.
hugggiiess..




if onlyyy . u won be like this bcos of this kinda matter.
seriously making me feel so fucked up & pissed off.
silence dosen mean agree.
not th one .... f