envious

i want to go skool.
i really envious when i see my friends in uniform.
i really hoope i can skool.
i feel like study. i dunno why.
i think cus if i go skool, i won feel lonely.
i won feel bored. cus i have all my sisters & bestie
to acomapany me. chit chat at class.
fool around.
don have tu stress bout money. I WAN SKOOL!
budd i think baby don like.
& i don finna fight & quarrel bcos of this.
RAH!
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

yooohooooooo! baby is booking outttttttttttt.
ilyilyilyilyily soooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

NIGHT<3

except baby, who else?

except for fri night to sundae night,
who else can tok tu me?

friends? i don think so.
EVERYONE IS SO BUSY.
noone have time for me.

currently, im feeling so rotting.
what if baby went taiwan.
EVEN that 3 daes im alone.
i might as well die luh.
what if i have probs, can i call bi?

i scared, not scared that i have probs.
bud i scared to feel lonely.
im scared to be left alone.
everytime i feel alone, i feel weak.
i will cry. i feel cold.
pls don let me feel dhat way.

:(
getting emotional tis fews daes.
esp baby going for his field camp.
i msg him no reply.
friends are busy.
tmr im nt working. bud friends are.
i have no one to go out wit me.
i guess i have to go to my past.
gooing out alone.
mayb i shld get used to it :(

Other dhen bi, WHO ELSE?
i can tok tu. cry to.?

i envious sum of my friends,
dhey have veri close sisters.
veri long friendship,
dhey mit up almost everydae
& go each other places to stay.
really close like siblings.
wheres mine?
or im nt worth to have one?
:(

dere's really alot of ups & dwn in life.
i really hope i can go through all this.

lastly, i love baby.
i promised , i will wait for you.
no matter how hard it is,
im gonna try my bery best to go through.
SMUACKS