tryingg, holdiing

One min, we're looking at each other eyes, smiliing, playing, joking & kissing.
another min, we're ignoring, crying, argue-ing, quarreling.

why things always happen like this?
why cant happiness last?

isit bcos im not worth?

why are you like this?
please tell me whats wrong with you!
you're really hurting me so much!

WHAT CAN I DO NOW?
:((
do you know how much i need you in my life.
i need you to pampered me.
sayang me, make me smile like u used to!
joke & fool ard with me.
tickling each other!
those happy times, WHRE ISIT?
i din'nt eat them up!
:(

you want me to share everything with you.
im doing it.
then what about you?
i don have anything hidin from you!
even if im unhappy i will say it out too!
im trying to change for you!
even my character & attitude..
bcos of you, im changing.!
THEN WHAT ABT YOU?

now, IM WONDERING.....
where do i stand?
& how much do u still love me?
are you tired of this?
sick of me?
or ? .. . . .. .
then what makes you become like this?


I MISS TH DAYS YOU PLAY ARD WITH ME.!
JOKE & STICK TOGETHER EVERY MIN!
DOTE ME LKE NO TMR :(
BUT NOW !!
SIGHHS.


i will try to be happy.
& i want you to be happy.
once u're done text me!
i know u need time to settle down!

I LOVE YOU

sorry

sorry!

i shall not post anything now!
only daily life.
th rest will not post it here.

i'll find my own ways to vent my anger.
im sorry for everything.

seems to be useless now!
you're no longer happy being with me.
i no longer be able to make u smile again!

i'll give you th time you want!
shld'nt disturb u now!
Very sad. & yes. this hurts me so much.

GOODNIGHT.
NOTHING IS GOONA HAPPEN PLS!

i want us together.
i want to love you!
muacks

MisuMisu~

Just post a lil bit of picture.

if not i think is like sooo plain? LAUGHS!

working at 12pm later on!

yawnnnnnnnnnss

im so nua to go work nowadaes!

out of 3 days 2 day wake up late!

hahahs!

meet bbjie, wc & bb at my hus here!

den dinner at hg.

afterthat meet lp&jess.

&& sheri & marilyn came den layyen (:

they wants to eat thier dinner.

so we ate a lil agn

den slack till 12+ they went back!

left with me & bb drama-ing till 3+

den go home!

i almost lost my fone today!

i left my fone at playground & went to mac.

afterthat i notice my fone is not with me!

bb went to park to find for me while i waitin at mac!

bb alr found my fone. but whn i call bb rejected my call!

& i was like so worried.

bb purposely wan me to scared de lor!

wthhhhhh ! you idiot misumisu!

ahahahaaa .

lucky i found it back & thanks my beloved bb

im going to sleep now luh!

yawns!

crampppsss pls go away! i hate it luh!

you'll nvr get th chance to see this joke!

no matter what we'll hold on together to prove you wrong!

i love bb & bb love me as well!

don ever envious others, you really don deserve too!

please think back, how you treat others, & this is how ppl is gonna treat you!

i don hate you at all, but just . . . turn off (:

good night!

MISUMISU ~~

BB I GOING SLEEP NOW!

RMB CALL ME WAKE UP!

& MEET ME AT NIGHT AFTER WORK OKAEY!

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!

& MISSING YOU SO BADLY NOW!

GOODNIGHT!& MUACKMUACK!

HUGGGGGGGS (:

OVEROVER

BYE

Misunderstanding

Had alot of things settled today!
im very sorry bb that i mistook everything.
im sorry i nvr trust you, when you did nothing at all!
im sorry i blame everything on you!
im sorry i broke my promised
im sorry i do stupid things to myself!
im really really sorry!
i shld believe you in th first place!
yes i do!
im trying to trust you back (:

& everything is settled now!
we're back to our honeymoon period..
*for those who wants to see us breakapart! *( too bad lor, my bb nvr cheat me & we are still toggether)
LOL..

yes, i will try to believe & trust you bb,
sorry . .
i nvr even got th chance to let u explaint nor wanted to share with you!
from now on, i will tell you.
i won keep to myself anymore!
mayb i shld'nt runaway.
& believe to go thru everything together hand in hands!
i hope you do it too (:

though you treated me very coldly
& your irritating ( die want face ) de attitude sucks!
but is damn funny.
LOL.
& in e end, you still hug me in yoour arms!
i love you!
nvr ever want to let you go.
STICK WITH YOU! RAHRAHRAH (:(:

everything is done now!
MINYEE IS GOING TO STOP THINKING ALL TH FUCKING NEGATIVE THING!
IF I DO, I WILL TELL BB!

goodnight.
back to our loving timeeee (:
muackmuack!
& don bully me.
mus sayang and love me moremore okaey!
hughug.

Face it ?

i wonder what else m i going to do now!
well ,
act as if im blind .
im deaf!
im dumb!

if things become worst!
sorry, i have to say goodbye .
IM TRYING HARD!
veryvery .

& im trying to runaway!
but i have to faced it !
yes i have to!

deres no reason for me to be wrong.
everything i see is TRUE!
fucking hurt fucking lot .
but true, IM A FUCKIN IDIOT!

12pm start work become 2pm!
nbcb .!
now going to prepare.
i cant sleep peacefully whenever i think of all this.

Jus continue lying to me.
im nothing but a piece of shit! blah*

can someone please tell me how to love?
& not to love so much?

FREAK.!
holdin on my tears & act blur is th only thing im able to do now!
i need to RAHHHHHHHHHHH !
i need bbjie pei me!
i need my girlsssss :((

BYE

trust?willthislast?

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